friend pelican

they should invent an enough that is enough

i can’t remember if i wrote this about ocd or money or buddhism or doom scrolling or self image or time or grief

Make your haters become incubators when you wield the ovipositor of success

i like it when people compliment me. i like it... when people like me. (looks around to make sure nobody is about to shoot me)

I hate being aware that my frenzy meter is filling

If you can't handle a queer person of color telling you when you do accidentally do something racist, you are not going to be able to protect your queer siblings

choosing to engage with my despair in new and playful ways

”all language is approximation” believers when my autistic ass finally weaves together the exact right linguistic phrase that conveys pure information and shatters qualia as we know it

(guy experiencing ocd) maybe its not ocd. maybe im evil