I'd kill for the thrill

tumblr rules suck and i also want to die al the time lol hope everyone's well

I miss nurseydex (colored quick doodle so y’all know I’m alive)

what?? I love garbage.. (runaan and gren and just runaan)

i binged the dragon prince on netflix and i love every singe character in it except for vieren.

i doodled tree bros kissing instead of drawing connor and miguel like i planned

person, when i actually show suicidal signs: i can't be there for you it's too much negativity and my anxiety is acting up today so I'm taking a day for myself when I'll ignore you

I got my first shot of the dude juice today!! After 2 and a half years of struggles and awful experiences and waiting!! Can’t wait for what my second puberty has in store.

Murphy siblings trick or treating 🧛🏻‍♂️🙎🏻‍♀️🎃

More Connor. Unsurprisingly.

Tree bros doodle i did while I’m getting used to drawing in Procreate 🤷🏻‍♂️ I’m actually seeing deh tomorrow and I can’t wait!!!

it's past midnight here so yay to me unfortunately surviving yet another decade or whatever

what's more important though, is that it also happens to be the world suicide prevention day today. it's probably not surprising considering how much i've been saying connor murphy is relatable to me, but i've been really really struggling with my mental health for the past 5 years, although it's taken a big turn for worse this year. it feels incredibly draining when every second you're awake brings you pain, when it feels like your emotions are out of control, and you keep acting out on your family and friends, pushing them further away from you. please, check if your friends are okay, be patient if they're not, be grateful if they are. be kind even if your brain is screaming at you to lash out, respect people, donate to mental health charities if you can and fight for the betterment of your local mental health support systems that are sadly still failing so many of us. ♥️

(will roland is cute when he smiles and his hair is down but you never heard it from me)

mlb and alex version of tree bros i did as a cool off doodle

warm up doodle of dwsa moritz from today

messy richmichael doodle that i might redraw later. he hold.