me with my 800 tmnt meta posts queued up and pretty much ready to post except i Cant because I dont know anybody in the tmnt fandom already so I'd be aiming it at strangers and I have crippling social anxiety that makes talking to strangers Exponentially more difficult OTL
What If Nobody Likes It........................ T-T
#hunny rambles#tmnt#im sorry my half-analysis-half-fanfiction children... doomed to my notes app for the indefinite future#this is me attempting to combat the social anxiety with non-meta me-talking posts so maybe I could convince myself that posting isnt scary#anyone want to hear about 2012 teenage turtle ninjas and their linguistic upbringing#or perhaps their complicated family situation with a father who tried his honest best but still messed them up#or maybe even why toxic apritello is really fun actually#i wish i could do this with rise... but my relationship with rise is too complicated right now OTL#why cant i just be normal man ;-;
