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So I know I've been calling Michael my boyfriend for quite a while now, but it still doesn't really feel right, y'know?
Like yeah we are in an exclusive romantic relationship, yeah we kiss and go out on dates together and cuddle and all that sappy shit, and yeah we love each other.
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Im fucking upset rn like I cant go without one person turning out to be a scumbag
Hi everybody❤️ 🦇
Sorry for my absence as I've been very busy with life, ups and downs... I managed to post chapter 43 as I've already written down chapters ahead. I just need to check those on the computer because on the phone I mistype easily.
Recently I've also been feeling overwhelmed, hopeless and extremely lonely... As if it doesn't matter what I'm doing... I know in my heart that I'll feel better, that it's just that right now my negativity is fogging my reason and happiness.
Well...
I don't like finishing this post with bitterness so here's a fun fact. Probably my first followers, from years ago, remember the few comic snippets from the fanfiction🫣 It was my first time ever drawing digitally!! 😶🌫️
Right now, it's just memories of how much passion I had that I was completly blind to the ugliness of it 🦇🫶🏼
To my Former Friend Group/Discord ""Buddies"" who thought it would be cool to Recreate the BlueSpike Saga by attempting to cast me as your own Personal Chris Chan: Fuck You and I hope that poor 11 year old you dragged into tricking me into thinking was an 18 year old (I had JUST turned 18 a couple months and got out of foster care before yall did this shit) got the everliving fuck away from you evil creatures
The Muppets Would be Ashamed that Y'all are Fictionkin to Them
And for my Former Friend/Mutual from my DeviantArt Days that Decided to Take the Side of These Scumbags after reading their joke of a callout post after FORCING me to show you it in exchange for keeping you as my friend, I hope you feel proud of yourself that you picked the sides of lying wannabe LOLCowers over someone you knew online for almost a decade
After seeing a Certain Tumblr Artist call out their asshole CyberStalkers, I'm fucking done being afraid of you fuckers and hopefully for my mutuals and followers reading this: I hope that you can still stay by my side, especially since I want to free myself from the chains of shame and actually move on from the mistakes I did make when I was 16-19 years old
Even with making many mistakes and errors along the way, I feel like I deserve to actually move on and be able to get better after what happened to me with those people
I'm 25 fucking years old, my teenage self deserves to heal and move from what happened to them, I hope y'all think so too!
so hard to remain whimsical and joyous these days. gripping my stupid fucking 5$ because of inflation coffee so hard that the drink is no longer in the cup. I can do this I can do this I can live I can get up tomorrow and be productive I can live the world is beautiful and I want to live. oohh my god bruh when do the positive affirmations end 💔💔💔. when does the soon become it's here. the worse is over. you can sleep and do as you please and really LIVE now instead of just being alive
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i saw someone saying that spanking counts as csa and now i don't know what to do because i was spanked kind of a lot when i was little but i'd feel bad calling myself a csa survivor cus i wasn't raped or anything like that and i don't want to take up space
even calling myself a child abuse survivor feels wrong because my mama's so much better now and i barely remember most of it
advice would be appreciated
Okay I gotta ask cause I’m curious if this has happened to others to:
Have you ever engaged with something, whether it be watching a tv show, reading a book, you get the point, and have it be soured not necessarily because of what happens in it, but by reactions to it?
Because I have and I feel like talking about it since it’s bugged me for a while.
Alright i'm gonna say how im feeling.
I know Nuzi is a comfort ship for some people but i'm getting mildly upset seeing people rubbing it in everyone's faces.
Envy is a major comfort ship for me because of the character growth of V. Seeing all of these "NUZI IS CANON WE WIN" posts on twitter when nothing has been openly stated Just hand holding and blushing [which is normal non-romantically?]. Y'all can be excited over ship nudges, dont get me wrong, but like. Not all of us ship Nuzi and seeing it rubbed in our faces and claimed as canon is kinda upsetting. Maybe it's just me and my little autistic ass but like..
