Iām copy pasting my submission from another matchup š¶. Hope you donāt mind. I also donāt ever stop talking
The elephant in the room: Iām neurodivergent. A mix of adhd and autism. I was born with disabilities. I have Chairi type 2, I did get surgery as kid for it, and an auto-inflammatory disorder as the biggest in my life. Chronic migraines, joint and muscle pain, stomach issues etc. I take meds to help and try to keep up with low impact activities. I do get an injection for the auto-inflammatory disease and then botox and nerve blocks injections in my head and shoulders for intense muscle stiffness. Hurts like hell but it helps me a lot.Ā
Personality: Iām quite low energy and quiet most of the time. I like familiarity and having to change how I do something stresses me out hard. I try to appear calm and sarcastic but Iām a lot more sensitive than what I want to admit. Rejection sensitivity dysphoria messes me up bad and Iām generally an anxious person. I do have a knack for analyzing things. I can get too involved the worldās problems with this but also pinpoint how someone feels and maybe why once I notice their pattern. I really want to make people happier. If a loved one asks me to jump, Iāll ask how high. As for humor, I adore stupid tumblr and gen z humor. Me and the boys DO go out looking for beans thank you for asking.Ā
Hobbies: I love some existential games. Little Nightmares 1 and 2 are iconic. I could go on and on about the symbolism. Speaking of, once again I like to analyze. Media analysis is a fun pastime for me. As I said, I get into larger issues and I find different mediaās are wonderful media for exploring them, specially horror. My new thing is horror podcasts. Archive 81 is my favorite rn. Iāve been trying to nurture my inner kid. I have plushies that I sleep with and ones that I attach to my bag to bring with me places. I wanna rewatch some childhood shows/movies like Monster High, Barbie, and PokĆ©mon. Iāve been sewing and crocheting a lot. I made a stuffed whale with a starry looking yarn. Space whaleĀ ā¤ļø. I draw and paint a ton. I like gauche, markers, pencils, and digital but I wanna go back to sketches. I like learning, it sounds so dumb but itās true. I wanna go into a research field actually, specially with birds. I really like animals in general though. I have some dogs and cats and a bearded dragon. I have a sorts punk-cryptidcore-fairycore thing going on. I really expressing it through clothing and eye and lip makeup. Iām a big lipstick fan. I always wear it out. I like big and bold eyeshadow looks. I want to be soft and huggable while also looking like I came from hell.
Pet Peeves: If I say Iām busy or not in the mood, I really need that person to listen. I get into angry moods sometimes and just need to be left alone. I hate feeling like that and I despise snapping at people.Ā
Talking over me every time. I got in trouble a lot for interrupting so now Iām very cautious about it and Iād like the same.
In the same vain, never listening to what Iām trying to say. Iām excited or invested in something and then they keep talking to someone else or looking at their phone.
I have bad sensory issues. Donāt bother me about it. I can eat a sandwich one day and the next it makes sick. I donāt know why, donāt ask. I also canāt stand a variety of sounds. It doesnāt matter if it isnāt loud, I can hear it and it hurts.Ā
Dealbreakers: I hate being brushed off when Iām upset. I rarely communicate it, so when I do itās a leap of faith from my perspective. I donāt want to be told Iām being defensive or emotional or to be left alone to cry by myself.Ā
Values: I hate so much about the world currently, and a lot of it is how people donāt question things. Why is this necessary if it causes hurt? Do we need it? Can we alter it? I find a lot of good people agree on fixing things but donāt understand the deeper issues that cause them. I guess I really value compassion. From a scientific standpoint, humans got so far by being really good at taking care of each other. We took care of the sick and elderly and cared for babies and children. I want things to better for my younger siblings and their kids. I truly believe in silent rebellions and hope in dark places. Iām disabled, very very queer and a lot of my family are immigrants. Iām very proud. So many people and systems tried stop me but Iām still very alive. I think living as happily and indulgently as I can is the best F you to those people and systems.
Oh goodness thatās a lot of words lol. I probably wonāt mention everything you typed, but I still read and considered it all!
I had some trouble picking between two of the boys, but in the end, your valentine is Horrorswapfell Papyrus! Iāll refer to him as āRusā for the rest of this, because I still havenāt given him his own nickname lol
Neurodivergent, chronic pains, and very queer? Him too! Of course those similarities donāt automatically mean you match, but itās easier when someoneā¦ gets you, yāknow? Thatās how Rus feels anyway.
He also has the same sense of humor as you, which also helps. Sarcasm? Check. Tumblr memes? Check. The boys at 2am lookinā for beans? Heās already laughing harder than he should be. (Thatās one of his favorites)
You also be ready to play video games with him. You like horror and analysis, and he likes puzzles and atmospheric games, so you two will probably find some good games to hunt for lore. He probably wonāt be as fond of the cartoons (except maybe Pokemon) but he does like the plushies. He likes the art supplies too! He really only sketches, but heād have fun trying out different paints and markers.
You wonāt have to worry about pet peeves with him either, altho he really doesnāt like having to leave you alone. Heāll be sad about it, but heāll respect your boundaries. (Just maybe give him some extra attention afterwards). This also doesnāt need to be said since I would have picked someone else otherwise, but he dodged all your dealbreakers.
Bonus: For your valentines gift, he made your space whale a friend! Erā¦ he tried his best. He watched you crochet and he watches tutorials, but yarn is difficult for him to work with. One minute it snags on his claws, the next minute itās gotten stuck between his phalanges! So yeah, the whaleās not perfect, but itās still cute and it matches yours.
