You know. I was thinking about your handmaid!Yuu and it made me think about book 7 and what their dream would have actually looked like instead of what we actually got.
I fel a sadness when I realized that handmaid!Yuu's dream would be them in Twisted Wonderland, except their children would be there. A world where Yuu got to be the mother to them, a world where the children can grow and be free and happy. The deep sadness when she has to be pulled away.
Have you ever seen the episode of Justice League "For the man who has everything"?
It's a story where Superman is placed into a dream world where his home planet survived, his family was alive, and he had a happy life with a son. The scene of him saying goodbye to his son as the world falls apart. I feel like they would be Handmaid!Yuu. A mother saying goodbye to the children she never got to raise, to give the children she came to know and care for a chance at a future...
You can find the scene on YouTube since I can't link in asks.
Time for some Handmaid! Yuu Angst! Bc 1- why the fuck not and 2-GUESS WHO GOT THE GRAPHIC NOVEL OF THR HANDMAID'S TALE
I think that unlike the game's canon, Handmaid!Yuu would not be immune/more resistant to the darkness at the beginning of book 7, either because she decides to sacrifice herself so that Silver and Grim can escape the darkness, or she is not saved in time by Silver/Grim due to a strange sensation that leaves her paralyzed, afraid? curiosity? fascination? The point is that only when they have already gone through several dreams, the Squad could finally find Yuu, but not before having a good sentimental moment with Grim feeling that he failed her for not being able to protect/save her from the darkness.
I think the boys would just come to Yuu's dream after the Heatslabyul members' dreams, with them being the closest to Handmaid!Yuu after all. When they get to the dream, they don't even realize at first glance what's different from everyday life in Twisted Wonderland, because even their versions of Yuu's dream are quite faithful to their real versions, so who could want something practically the same as real life? And the answer is given when they see a Handmaid!Yuu with a shiny bird on her head, chasing two children no older than 6 years old, laughing and playing in the school yard.
And the realization hits them like a bag of bricks.
Yuu would never dream of returning to her world, for what? If the only thing she had there was trauma and misery, the only thing she regretted, that she really wanted to change from her past, was being able to have her children with her, that they had not been torn from her arms, having been able to hug them and take care of them, hell, she didn't get to know if they ended up becoming good people under Gilead's upbringings. That ate her up inside.
but in the dream? She looked so carefree, so relaxed, soā¦happy, in a way none of the boys had seen her before. It's not like they had never seen her laugh or smile, but this was something different, a type of happiness that they had not seen in her before: a secure, complete happiness, without a trace of guilt or remorse, she no longer seemed to be carrying more years than she really had, she seemed simply⦠a mother with her children.
I think it could spark a debate among the guys if they REALLY have to wake up Yuu to beat Malleus or not. I mean, they know this isn't real, but the idea of āābreaking the bubble of happiness that Yuu is having, knowing that this would be the closest she would get to seeing her children again? It gives them a bad taste in their mouth (This group would include Ace, Deuce, to some extent Riddle and Sebek).
On the other hand, other of the boys believe that the dream itself is very cruel, because Malleus is basically putting something in Yuu's face that she will not be able to obtain, her greatest regret, her greatest PAIN, and they believe that it is much more humane to wake her up so that she does not hurt herself even more when this whole dream fiasco is over (here would be Silver, Trey, surprisingly Cater and Grim).
The idea of āāYuu's dream is already sad. IMAGINE WHEN THEY TRY TO WAKE HER UP! The darkness would take the form of her children, just trying to convince her not to listen to what the boys have to say, telling her that they need her more now, that if she loves them, why does she abandon them AGAIN?
I feel like there could be two variants of this: the first, that Yuu doesn't make it out of the darkness and they have to follow the book without her. Although, to Malleus' surprise, she is already aware that she is in a dream, she just doesn't actively try to get out of it. The reason? She is always the one who has to sacrifice herself for others, the one who has to put her desires aside to save the world, at least this time, let her see the faces of her children a little longer⦠she knows that Malleus will lose and that this illusion will fall to pieces at any moment, at least let her enjoy it while it lastsā¦
The other variant, closer to canon, is for Yuu to free herself from the dream. Whether the alternate versions of her children decide to help them or she decides to hold on to the REAL memories of her children, no matter how ephemeral they may be, and above all with a lot of suppressed anger at ALL the trauma this brought back to her, do you think Malleus has a hard time with the others after book 7? Just wait until Handamid! Yuu gave him the beating of his life, it's what he deserves for manipulating her children's image like this, even if it was with good intentions :)
Thinking about what you said about the scene of Superman and his sonā¦but Handmaid Yuu and her children, as the dream becomes darker and darker, Yuu can only touch her āchildren'sā faces one last time before being pulled out of the dream by Silver, her last thought being bittersweetā¦At least now she knows what it feels like to be a mother.











