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Hey again.

It's a new chapter for my Ikarishipping Collection, the longest one yet.

A very important WARNING this time: This chapter includes topics that need Trigger Warnings, such as mentions of attempted suicide and subtle hints at body dysmorphia. Just so you're warned and can skip this chapter, if it is not something you'd like to read about.

I was inspired to write this chapter while watching The Incredible Hulk from 2008 and decided to write a little twist with the movie as reference. While I wrote the chapter, some bad things happened again in my private life and although I don't have any of the problems I described in the earlier Triggerwarning, it's... gotten pretty bad over the year. I felt like writing something serious and I have experiences with both topics, although not being a survivor of them myself. I won't go into detail with that anyway, as I like to keep private things private, so...

Is it weird, if I say 'Enjoy the chapter'? Probably...

Four boys meet each other in a prestigious New England university. There is kind, handsome Willem, an aspiring actor; JB, a quick-witted, sometimes cruel Brooklyn-born painter seeking entry to the art world; Malcolm, a frustrated architect at a prominent firm; and withdrawn, brilliant, enigmatic Jude, who serves as their center of gravity.

Chapters: 7/? Fandom: Cyberpunk 2077 (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Jackie Welles/Elenore (Nori) Finch, Misty Olszewski/Jackie Welles, Jackie Welles/original female character Characters: Jackie Welles, Viktor Vektor, Valerie (Female V), Vincent (Male V), Misty, Raúl Welles, Mama Welles, Original Female Character (Elenore "Nori" Finch), Original character Amata, Original character Sarah Finch, Original character Edwood Finch, Misty Olszewski, Hanako Arasaka Additional Tags: Jackie Welles Lives, Original Female Character - Freeform, Wholesome, Trauma, Death, Child Abuse, Domestic Violence, crazy scientists, Memory Loss, Loss of Parent(s), Developing Friendships, Friendship/Love, Family Fluff, Outer Space, Crystal Palace, Alcohol, Fluff, Both V's, Character analytic, Mind Dive, Arasaka Corp, Going into someones Mind, Blood, Injurys, Virtual Space - Freeform, Mystery, experimenting on people, Bad people get what they deserve, Looking for happyness, Not native english speaker trys to write an story in english, no betareading, lots of grammar mistakes, You Have Been Warned Summary:

After a failed heist, Jackie died and left behind a lot of people who miss him. Vincent couldn't take it and made a deal with Arasaka: The chip for the life of his friend. Lucky for him, Hanako wanted to test a new thing she secretly was working on since a while now, something that is supposed to bring people back to life. Without any relic needed.

And so, Nori tries, thanks to the "Sarah Donum" to bring back the big merc with the sunny heart. It won't be an easy way and there is even more to be discovered.

What is the "Sarah donum"? Who is Nori? And what does Arasaka get out of this beside the relic that Vincent and Jackie had to steal in the first place?

Lets find out!

I want to tell you that this will be my first big story here and decidet to not let it be beta read because I'm doing it for fun. So if there are some spelling mistakes: English isn't my first language so there will be some mistakes.

some AMAZING book recs (please, PLEASE, check the trigger warnings as this post contains many)

- the song of achilles (tw: war, bloodshed, harassment)

- the book thief (tw: death, war etc.)

- aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe (tw: not many, there are many mentions of things though)

- it ends with us (tw: domestic abuse)

-this is where it ends (tw: mass shootings, death, violence, mentions of sexual harassment)

- wonder (tw: bullying)

- chicken soup (for the adult's soul, kid's soul, there are many that you can read based on your age group), has quite a few tw, but the book usually contains them before the story starts

- all the bright places (tw: mental illnesses, suicide)

- orbiting jupiter (tw: death)

Redeemed Circuit 2/4

Summary: Sam and Dean took Y/N out of the bunker to help clear her mind. They took her to a diner where she found a young girl staring at her. She had a sense of familiarity about her.// Warnings: indirect mentions of sexual assault and child molestation

Characters: Dean x reader, Sam x reader

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To say that Y/N didn't like the Winchesters, was an understatement. They practically had to drag her out of the bunker to get her mind off of the demon tablet. They could tell that she was getting frustrated that her body was getting drained from translating it.

They pull up into the diner and Dean looks to Y/N in the backseat. "You a beer or wine kinda gal?" He asks. She looks at him and doesn't say a word. She huffs and hops out of the car. "Good talk," Dean says to Sam. "You know she took a silence vow," Sam says.

"Well yeah, but how else is she going to communicate when something goes wrong?" "Why are you talking like you care about her?" Dean rolls his eyes and gets out of the car. "I don't care about her, alright? She's just.. I feel like crap that I did that to her." He adds before closing the door.

A small smile tugs at Sam's lips. "He definitely cares about her." They all walk inside the diner and the first thing that Dean asks for is booze.

Y/N spends most of her time looking out the window and watching the people walk by. There was something calming about. People living their lives happily. She wishes she had that.

Dean couldn't help but watch her as she smiles. Watching her smile made his heart race. He didn't know if that's because she doesn't usually smile when he's around or something else.

Sam kicks Dean under the table and he sends Sam a glare. Y/N all of a sudden feels like someone was watching her. She looks around the room and Dean ripped his eyes away from her so fast. Y/N's eyes finally fall to a young girl.

She had olive brown skin, beautiful pine orbs and freckles that littered her entire face. She wears a black turtle neck and white wash jeans that shows off more than a young girl like hed should be showing. Her fine, onyx hair was pulled into a loose braid but there was something off about her eyes.

It reminds her of herself when she was taken advantage of at a young age. It was almost as traumatic as Dean torturing her, but nothing could surpass feeling dirty and unwanted.

The young girl didn't stop looking at Y/N when she caught her. That was her asking for help. She looked around the girl and there was no one there.

She pushed at Sam's shoulder and motioned him move. He complies and she walks up to the little girl. She crouches down in front of her and ask, "Where is he?" "He's in the bathroom. Please help me." She whimpers, her voice is trembling with fear. "It's okay, I got you." "Hey, what the hell do you think you're doing?" A man snarks.

The young girl whimpers and Y/N says, "Get behind me." The girl complies. "Elle, honey, get back in the chair. Instead, Elle holds onto Y/N's arm for dear life.

"She's not going anywhere with you, you monster. What kind of man takes advantage of a young girl like that. Men like you make me sick!" He raised his hand to hit Y/N and Dean punches him in the face before he got the chance.

"I would think twice about doing that, buddy." The man falls to the floor and slowly stands up as he holds his nose. "What happened?" Sam asks. "I'll tell you in the car, but she's not going with him,"

"Alright," Sam says, taken aback by Y/N's voice. "What are you gonna do?" Dean taunts and steps closer to the man. The man's eyes are fixed on Y/N and Elle. "Don't look at them, look at me." Dean commands.

The man met Dean's gaze and he adds, "If you even look at her wrong, I will snap your neck. You understand me?" "Is there a problem here?" The manager asks.

The man looks at Y/N one last time before leaving and Y/N says, "Call child protective services." Elle sits back down and Sam and Dean pulls Y/N aside.

"What happened?" Dean asks. "She was being sexually abused by that man. I could feel her staring at me since I got here," she says lowly. "How did you.." Dean trails off when she stares at him right in the eyes without blinking.

Dean looks away with his jaw clenching in anger. "You just should leave before they start asking questions about who you are. I'll find my way back."

"You sure, you're okay?" "I'll be fine." Dean doesn't budge and she adds, "I'm okay. I can handle myself." "I know you can," "Take my gun in case that punk comes back," Dean whispers.

He steps close to Y/N and hugs her. She takes the gun from under his belt and tucks it under he own. Y/N's forehead rests against his chest but she could hear how fast his heart is beating.