brings dark clouds and pouring rain

a numbing descend

My soul soaks in this

monsoon of heavy teardrops

hopeful of the sun

to break free from the

depths of these torrential storms

to shine once again

- thoughtfulsage "I look for you to shine on me... "

-thoughtfulsage

- thoughfulsage

- thoughtfulsage

but your shadows did not

Each night you haunt

it gently tears me apart

- thoughtfulsage

and returned them unrequited love, with full devotion

so much so that I've grown a strong gravitating void

its pull numbing my soul like an addictive steroid

to the end where I have begun to forget the feeling of pain

but on the outside I have smiled to anyone that has something to gain

- thoughfulsage 'I will smile for you all even when I'm dying inside'

cut me down

I'll bleed only you

out of my veins

if you want

then walk away

I won't stop

nor follow you

I'll fall

and drown

in sorrows of

dark stains

never to come

then why stay

my faith is lost

just like you

-thoughtfulsage "Bleeding You"

I've counted

every falling

snowflake-

Each one

held your face,

Each one

a distant memory.

In your absence

I've traded

every flying

dandelion-

Each one

a wishful hope,

Each one

craved your love.

- thoughtfulsage