#subjecttwokin

AAAAAAAA POINTING POINTING!! THATS MY NAME!!! IN HIS CONSTELLATION!!! AAAAAAAAAA!!!!

I'm already blown away that I dont HATE the lore of Sub2 being part of Durin- normally thats a type of lore I would HATE with a PASSION. But here I am having my brain so easily accept Durin and Kin him So Fast (think i mentioned that last time i revived lmao)

AND NOW MY NAAAMMEEE IS IN THE CONSTELLATION!!!!! YAAAYY

I CANT PUT IT INTO WORDS HOW EXCITED I AM!! I HAVE BEEN LOSING MY MIND FOR NEARLY 3 HOURS!!!

AAAAA

~Durin/Subject Two (Genshin Impact) 🕯️♟️

I literally cannot describe this in any way other than

Im a Subject Two/Rubedo kinnie and have been longing for Festering Desire for DAYS

Mihoyo bring it back I want it so bad.

Ft. My Rubedo design (Still in the works, Ive only been drawing him as a chibi so far)

This has been long solved but. I used to stare at Albedo Genshin Impact wondering why I didnt kin him. I would go into major dramatics (to be funny) about it bc hes JUST like my kintype. All of my friends who knew his character were all just as confused as I was!

Then 2.3 drops. Guess who I am.

Subject Two. Prototype Albedo for those unaware.

Well gee no wonder I was staring at Albedo so much! Hes SUPPOSED to be me and yet he is not. Cringe (/j)

~Subject Two/Rubedo 🕯♟(no need to do the Rubedo tag, that name is noncanon)

Literally neither of these two are traumatized in canon. Albedo isnt abandoned or abused by Rhinedottir. And Scaramouche isnt trapped under Ei's thumb for eternity.

Stop it.

if you wanna explorer those themes Im RIGHT HERE. Canotically abandoned and abused and stuck in the role I was originally made for for eternity. I have no freedom. Thats literally the whole reason I attacked Albedo, fucking JEALOUSY. Scara and Albedo are free. And have been for so long. And they were never mistreated to begin with.

Give me my trauma back, because its MINE not THEIRS.

~Subject Two/Rubedo 🕯♟

I wonder if she's out there. If she remembers our promise to never leave eachothers side. That we would never abandon eachother the way others abandoned us..

I hope. If she does remember that. That she's not holding it against me right now. Because Im not there. I swear Sucrose, I'd be right by your side right now if I could. I hope she's okay. That she feels safe and has friends who love her and wouldn't leave her hanging this go around.

I miss you, Sucrose. I hope you're okay.

Its not 100% foolproof obviously but every time I talk to my irl brother I see a little bit of one of my kin siblings. Ayaka, Albedo, Barzum, ect. I almost never miss any of them. It feels like theyre here with me (As with me as being a state over can be ofc lol)

Ofc it helps even more when one of his favorite characters is Ayaka (and is even decking his car out in sakura petals!) and has agreed with me that he acts near exactly like Albedo. He sees the similarities, he just isnt a kinnie (yet /j)

I still miss my kin siblings on occasion, its inevitable when I know theyre not really here, but having a close sibling irl has certainly helped in my years of kinning.

If my kin siblings are out there, I hope you know not to worry about me. I am in good hands until the day we find eachother. Do not fret. And I certainly hope you are in a similar boat (Whether it be an irl sibling, or a friend you've "adopted" as one, I simply wish that you dont lie awake at night missing me with all your being.)

Surely I couldn't have dated Tartaglia. I couldnt just turn around and ignore the first thing Albedo taught me. The very lesson that got me my newfound life.

I could never. I- Albedo would be so dissapointed. For as silly as I portrayed it last time I talked about this- I still think Albedo would turn the tables and be protective, a reversal of when I protected him from Aether. But. Theres an open possibility for him to be mad at me too. For him to see why Rhinedottir threw me away. Perhaps he would throw me away to. I don't want to lose the family I tried so hard to feel like I earned.

I've been so stressed thinking about that possibility that I cant genuinely figure out if this is a genuine timeline thing, or if it's just my delusions about Tartaglia trying to infect this kinshift.

I don't know what to do. I keep looking at the small amount of Chibedo content pretending Albedo is me. I keep feeling like I'm sneaking around behind Albedos back, that he'd kick me out if he ever found out what I was doing. I feel like a straight edge teen getting their first taste of romantic rebellion.

And I have no idea how to feel about it. No idea if I'm just overthinking it or if these are emotional mems. I don't want to believe Albedo would abandon me over something so.. trivial. But- But I'm so sure he didnt care about me as much as I did him. What if he was just looking for a reason to get rid of me. What if he saw my flaws so obviously that he regretted taking me in immediately.

I keep remembering that he was Rhinedottirs perfect creation. It's not hard to believe he could see me like she did. And how am I supposed to trust his intentions when he was undoubtedly her favorite.

What if he didn't see me like a person? Just like she did.

Klee, I dont remember you much quite yet but I miss you. You're terrifying and far too hyper for my liking but also if anything ever happened to you I'd have to go batshit again.

You're the best little sister anyone could ask for and I'm grateful that Albedo was willing to share, and even use you as a teaching device for me. (Afterall who's better at teaching one to be themself than a child who hardly listens to authority?)

I hold you gentle. As far away from me as possible. Which is right up against my chest because youre a cuddler and I cant fight it.