#prisons cw

First off, I sustained brain damage, vision problems and migraines due to having been hit very hard on the back of my head. Next I got my leg stepped on and snapped like a twig, causing me to develop a limp and severe chronic leg pain when it didn't head right.

I was left mostly unable to fight back against anyone who wanted to hurt me. And unfortunately, a lot of people did. There are a lot of humans that were cruel, and hunger often makes one crueler than usual. I knew what I was in for from the beginning, being a history major and all.

Alongside that, I developed severe PTSD and dissociation problems. Spend many days not mentally there. It was more comfortable in my own mind than it was in reality.

Lastly is what ended up killing me. I acquired V-CJD. a pretty horrible way to die.

- Stratt (Eva Stratt (from Project Hail Mary) fictive)

My friend has been detained outside of Montreal for over six months, institution staff are forcing him to take drugs he's reacting badly to, and at the last court hearing a judge acknoweldged he could likely develop hypoglycemia and parkinsons from what they're doing but just ordered the doctors to also give him blood sugar and parkinsons drugs if that happens??!

He's an immigrant to canada. If he gets out I want him to have enough to stay somewhere peaceful where he won't get back into the same conflicts with bullies in his family who called 911 on him in the first place. This is legit human rights organizations have put out alerts about his case.

Derek and Avery. Arthur. Messenger. it hurts my pride immensely but if I don't admit I miss each and every one of you it will eat me alive, and, well, existence in a human body isn't as forgiving about bottling up your emotions. so, here you go: I miss you. it was good while it lasted (for me, at least; I am positive neither Derek nor Avery would say they were having a good time knowing *about* me, not even to mention knowing *me*). I hope to see you again, if only to confirm you are still real, still out there. I hope you are having fun. Crawling Chaos, if you see this I hope being imprisoned like this hurts you as much, if not more than it hurt me to be betrayed and imprisoned by you. I hope you're handling it well.

hope is such a silly human concept, yet I cling to it.

- The King in Yellow multifictive, Malevolent/SFAWTDE/1966 interactive fiction/Robert Chambers' short stories

yeah man. i was there. i don't really remember the actual committing the crimes part very well (because of several conditions culminating in repression and staggering memory loss) but i definitely remember the being imprisoned and put to death for the crimes part. wasn't great, honestly. didn't love it. don't need to be reminded of it, myself, if i'm being straight up with you.

- the convict (iron lung) 🩸🌊

i hate it when people say “omg One was justified! One had every right to become a villain!” no the fuck she did not. no.

the whole reason Three showed us the yoylelite was so we could hep make a gift for One. she said we were going to help expand the playground and add new, fun stuff.

we did not overreact. One gets the powers of GOD, and the first thing she does when she feels angry is DESTROY SOMEONE. MY PARTNER. we were afraid, scared. we didn’t know what to do, so when Four decided to put her in the moon, we went along with it. we needed order and Four provided it.

One is a narcissist. she had no excuse to do what she did to us or the objects. she mocks, belittles, and constantly invalidates the opinions of her victims. she has the powers of God, and she is using them for evil. she is irredeemable.

Two, if you’re reading this. Gaty will come back. all the other contestants will come back. Three, i’m sorry. i’m sorry I didn’t help you better. I wish I did more.

-Five [XFOHV] #💙🦉🗡️

I miss Heket, Shamura, Kallamar, and Narinder. I miss th e big cuddle pile we'd go in to sleep, to stay warm in the night. I miss Heket's meals. I miss Shamura's hugs. I miss Kallamar's stories. And I miss Narinder. Stars, I miss him so much.

I never wanted to hurt him. To lock him away. But my other siblings were so angry, and I, as the youngest, didn't have much say. I missed him so much.

I still miss all of you. Narinder, I hope you can forgive me.

- Leshy (COTL/Cult of The Lamb fictive, #🌐)

❤️ the player / SOUL (deltarune)