Today, I realized someone didn't respond to a message I sent which included an apology and I was about to send another message apologizing for my anxiety and my stress level. I was going to say I was sorry for not being available due to a possible covid intrusion, my mental health status, and how this pandemic has truly fucked me up. I was going to explain how I know it is interfering with my life and my friendships.
And then, I stopped myself. I deleted the fuck out of that shit because I shouldn't have to fucking explain a mother fucking thing about how I am feeling or how I am handling myself during this fucking pandemic. If you want to take it personally, by all means go the fuck right on and take it that way.
Most people have no fucking clue what a day in my life is like and I know that I still have it so much better than many in this world right now and I am grateful for that on a daily basis.
So, feel free to remove yourself from my life because I am not willing to do things the way you want them or in the manner you see fit. I have to do what is best for me and my family.
Sigh, it's just so fucking annoying.
Comic: https://www.gocomics.com/sarahs-scribbles/2016/04/06