I used to open tumblr before and spill sad thoughts, me as a broken hearted, how i question myself worth, my purpose in life and i spill often everyday why i feel so unloved. Then i realized, before i was surrounded with people who doesn't see my sadness. People who are only with my days of happiness. I couldn't find myself or my purpose in life because at the very first place, i didn't gave love to myself. I realized that i should love myself first before loving someone else for me to not lose myself. I should be with someone who loves me as much as i love him. Someone who offers me the amount of love just like the amount of love that i gave him. It shouldn't be "i love you more" or "i love you more than you love me" i realized that love should be equal. So the both of us would be saved from heartaches.
