#ship ramble

And Player's asking if he could feel him kiss Harley's screen, which he responds with a no. And then in a *fluffy and domestic way*, Player keeps lightly kissing him like on the palm of his hand as an example and ask each time if he can feel that, and Harley tells him honestly that no- no he doesn't

Player feels a little bad, and then asks if he can feel like. His systems, idk. And Harley explains that he *can* feel through the systems and wires that are connected to him throughout the factory, but it isn't the same as the human senses he used to have

Then, Player asked if he *does* miss being a human and at this point, Harley coldly asks why he's asking so much about him. Was he pitying him? And he tells him blankly that he shouldn't care so much since "he deserved it".

And Player agrees. He did deserve what they did to him for all of the experiments he made happen under his supervision and shit. But he still feels bad that his humanity was taken away like this, and still be alive.

And then Harley mocks him that he also took part in the experiments as an experiment as well, and Harley wouldn't feel bad if *he* became an experiment as well.

(My player was a scientist in the past btw)

Player's annoyed and decides to just ignore them, and now they're sitting with each other in silence

After a few quiet moments and contemplation, Harley finally admits that yeah, he does have moments where he missed being able to taste, feel and touch. Player genuinely listens to Harley as he goes on about stuff and the things he missed from his human life

No more questions, just quietly and intently listening to him and letting Harley talk about the experiences he missed from his old life.

(Mostly written back in January of this year)

My ramblings will be based off what I've seen from the anime. But from season 1-3. So my bad if I miss anything to factor in. And mostly just for now me rambling about how they got together.

CW: Very minor mention of suicide

I think the idea of a punctual guy who is just normal getting paired up romantically with a playful yet chaotic and tactical character is funny to me and I'm all for it to be honest.

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My muse’s opinion of your muse ( Post - Route Saeran )

“Sharon… I must admit, she often is really naive. I worry about her day and night, when ever I’m not around. Who knows, if she’ll open a criminal the door one day and invites him to a cup of hot chocolate and strawberry cake? I do think, that she’d do it, if they are nice enough… without having to be a good actor.

But it’s also, what I love about her. She was the first one, who appreciated all my doings and tries. Even if I have failed on something, couldn’t come all that often too her, she may went mad at a few things, but never yelled at me. More over… she always seemed kind of worried.

I always wanted to make sure, to please everyone. Felt useless, if I didn’t. But even if I felt like this… she never looked at me the way, my mother and the savior did. Instead, she always reassured me. I guess, that was it, that made me fall for her again?

Ah… I must admit, I may had a small crush on her when we were teenagers back then. But I’m unsure, if it was really one or if it just was, because she was beside Rika, V and Saeyoung the only one, who seemed to appreciate me in any way?

Of course, I was hurt when she abandoned me back then, only because she found some new friends… basically, I would have each reason to hate her. After all she did the same thing as my brother and left me alone. But I don’t… instead, I see her like some kind of a warm light, who helped me to overcome the darkness of the past.”.

My opinion of your muse

Since I know you, you seemed rather insecure about Sharon and you still tell me sometimes, that you fear that she’s too boring etc. But she’s not! = u = Even back then, I didn’t think so! She developed really nicely actually and she was kind of… idk. I always loved the way she was. Mostly because you actually put the personalities into her, you thought would make sense for an MC and I find them really fitting.

At least I think you mentioned it once back then in our Twitter GC? xD

Sharon is childish and pure, but not too much. She’s just… a serious cutie and I enjoy every time we RP > 7 < We’re RPing since more than a year and I still didn’t get tired of her in any way!

She’s still my favorite MC tbh! = u =

My favorite part(s) about our muse’s interactions

Pfffh, honestly, there are so many I love. I did love the very first interactions we had back then on Binary. Where Saeran tried to ‘help’ her to get rid of her naive behavior and she helped him, to become a nicer person. By painting with him, volunteer together in a pet shelter, where she adopted Eve and she made him accept, to be a ‘catdad’ for at least that day. When they all played Truth or Dare, where Saeran came in his unicorn onesie and their first kisses ( which were dares, but I still enjoyed them ).

The first interactions between Minty and Sharon back then. The little two notes they wrote to each other as farewell, but also when they finally met again. Sharon’s struggle of loving him, but him being totally oblivious ( Saeran pointing at him, when she tries to tell him who she loved and he’s just turning around and like: “But there’s nobody.” ). Meanwhile, everyone else knew already :’’’) ( I HONESTLY WAS OBLIVIOUS MYSELF THO. Actually, Saeran’s curiosity back then was mostly because I wanted to know too?! XDDD ).

The interactions here with Unknown… Sharon finally having the ‘doll’-rank, how he actually only wants to use her for his needs. But her still falling for him. Then all the interactions with Ray and all the other personalities and also the short ones we had on Amino, the ones on Discord...

I love them all and I really look forward to all the others! = u =

A wish/plot I want to write for our muses

The same you mentioned actually already as well xD College AU, Royalty AU and the Yandere Ray. Sharon becoming a doll part 2 👀👀 but this time in a not so lewd way.

Also a reserved AU would still be kinda interesting, as I really don’t know if I make a server about it or not.

I also still look forward to some background RPs of the co-living verse, their background together at catholic school, maybe the second version we had in mind for the co-living verse? There’s so much actually in my mind… ops :’’)

A way your muse has made mine better

Do I have to describe it for every personality now? XDD I only do it for our original ship, the one we had on Twitter. Since I feel like they had the most development?

Already before another Story, Sharon had turned Saeran’s life totally around. Making him suddenly feel things. No matter if they were platonic or romantic. At first, he was rather… he didn’t trust her at all. Rather closed his heart, than coming too near to her in any way.

Scared, of only getting hurt. Not believing in any romance etc. . One was also, that he didn’t want her to get hurt because of him though. Due to her, he slowly learned what all those things mean and accepted them.

Okay so I'm going to do this with the Eleven that we have in the series, the one who lost Rose twice and was born from the loneliness that plagued Ten at the end of his life, instead of an Eleven that has kept Rose somehow.

Eleven is more secretive and manipulative than the two Doctors we've seen Rose with. He's been hurt too many times and is very unwilling to put himself out there. He lies in an attempt to protect everyone and hides behind the facade of a cosmic 12 year old even though the darkness in him is closer to the surface than ever before. And though he's the "one who forgets" you know that pieces of his hearts are still held by his pink and yellow human. The TARDIS's first choice for "someone he liked" was Rose but he couldn't deal with her image right then, couldn't deal with the ache in his hearts when he was already dying and the hologram image of her hit too close to home. Last time she had been projected there, in a different console room, he had been too late to say the words he needed to, had been unable to comfort the woman he loved as she cried. (i may have a ficlet about this if someone is interested enough to pry it out of me.)

But Rose always understands the Doctor. She knows his dark side. He trusted her with it and she held the Storm in her hands. She stared it down when he pointed a gun at her, she held it at bay throughout her time with him. It showed up when they were separated. So Rose could be very good for Eleven. She knows him. He might have a different face again and different quirks and a love of bowties instead of pinstripes but he's still the Doctor and she loves him. She always knows when he needs to be called out on his lying, when his ego needs to be stroked and when it needs to be deflated. She balances him. She does what she always does, she heals him and is his light through the darkness.

They would be flirty like always, flitting around each other in their never ending dance (it's a fulfilled dance though, they just love going through the steps) but not as tactile as Ten and Rose. Rose would be indulgent of his fashion quirks like she always is. ("yes Doctor, bowties are cool. the fez looks excellent on you" pats him on the shoulder and rolls her eyes indulgently at the man who holds her heart) She would also be a more mature Rose since she's had time to come into her own even further (this is a world without tentoo that i'm imagining right now just fyi. for the express reason that i would not separate tentoo and rose) and she's just as capable of saving the universe as the Doctor and together they're an unstoppable team. They're fiercely protective of each other still and the witty banter between them never stops.

Okay so it's pretty obvious from my blog that Ten/Rose is one of my major ships but to be completely honest, I really ship Doctor/Rose over everything. Ten/Rose just happens to be the most popular so that ends up on my blog the most often. But Rose and the Doctor just fit together so well, in both of the incarnations we saw of their relationship.

I'm going to start with Nine and Rose. (You asked for a ramble, you're getting a ramble!) When Nine met Rose he was undeniably broken. He was hiding it behind that manic smile and all the sass but it would peek out, these little moments of darkness and vulnerability. Rose started out as a girl stuck in a rut, not doing anything with her life, not thinking that she could do anything with her life. Her speech in "Rose" where she says she has no job, no future, no a-levels, makes that clear. She's a bit insecure behind all the bravado and brashness. The Doctor comes along and suddenly she has a way to make a difference. She can save this man that she just met and she just knows that by saving him, she's saving everyone. She just has to be brave. That's what they do, they bring out the best in each other. She heals him. He helps her become the woman she always had to potential to be. In "Dalek" (which is one of my absolute favorite episodes) we really see how far their relationship has come. She is able to stand firm in her convictions and question him when he points a gun at her. Earlier, with the Gelth, she backed down when he told her it was a different morality and she needed to get used to it. She could have applied that to this situation too. So could have he. But they didn't. She called him out for doing something she saw as wrong, stood in his way when he was all Oncoming Storm and he listened and then let her comfort him and see the vulnerability he was feeling as the dalek reopened wounds fresh from the Time War. The two of them flirted and argued like a married couple and pushed each other but beneath all of that, they had a solid friendship based on mutual respect. Nine looked at Rose like she was the most precious thing in the universe and she looked at him like he'd hung the stars. Plus they got all possessive about each other and that's one of my favorite things to watch. And in "Bad Wolf" Nine's face when he thinks Rose is dead? Kills me every time. The sound cuts out because the Doctor just shuts down. Rose is gone. The light he'd come to depend on to guide him through the darkness that was his life had been extinguished and really, what was the point in living after that? Jack was raging and fighting but the Doctor was just frozen, too lost in grief to even be angry.And the kiss. You know he could've taken the Vortex from her in a different way. There must have been one, but he wanted to kiss her. Probably had wanted to since Cardiff when she'd stepped out in that dress. He wanted to kiss her, to have that moment before he had to regenerate. Because he was so in love with her (and she with him. hence all the flirting and fighting and handholding and jealousy) and he didn't know if regeneration would scare her away or not. But basically Nine and Rose set the foundation for the success of the Ten/Rose ship because they had such a solid relationship that benefitted both of them and made them better and all that sexual tension simmering just below the surface. It was just fantastic. (couldn't resist)

Okay Ten/Rose. Where do I even start? Ten was born out of love for Rose, went into his regeneration hoping to become someone she could still love, someone she would stay with. So when he came out all pretty and running at the mouth, young and bouncy with an oral fixation and a penchant for pinstripes, it was all for Rose. After his regeneration they orbited around each other even more than they did previously, completely caught up in each other's gravity (heaven help whoever got stuck in between them because they were going to be disregarded as they moved toward each other). The flirting intensified, the jealousy intensified and took on a different flavor (more possessive than before for both of them. the jealousy more overt on rose's part. a bit more subtle on the doctor's. more tinged with intent. like they both acknowledged that they had a legitimate claim on the other and wanted everyone to know it). The Doctor had healed a bit with Rose's help and he was lighter in this incarnation with her around. Their relationship progressed steadily, in small increments, now that he had healed more. They're so incredibly tactile with each other and understand each other completely. Like there are multiple times where they don't even need words, they can communicate with glances and a brush of the hand. They freaking roleplayed in 2012 while investigating the Isolus. And can we mention the two or three (don't remember the number exactly) that Ten wasn't wearing a tie when they went out? Like hmmm, I wonder where that went. Of course they still fought and bickered and everything, they're both stubborn and opinionated but their personalities fit together like puzzle pieces, like their hands that slotted into each other perfectly. The way they acted, it was obvious how much they were in love. No hiding it at all. That's why at the end of the day, no it didn't really need saying because it was obvious. It is such a beautiful example of a love story being told without it being pushed into your face so much. The love is shown as growing and the two becoming closer and the little looks and touches and the way they act around each other but it's rarely addressed head on. (we get the wither and die speech in "School Reunion" and "Oh she knows" and of course "Doomsday") We still get the looks between them (often a bit more heated) that makes it obvious that they are the centers of each other's universes (that was a muddy sentence). And this is not even to mention what losing Rose did to him in this incarnation. He shut down again the first time, almost dying with the Racnoss under London. He let her in, let her into his hearts and finally let himself love and was not prepared to lose her or what it would be like to lose her. And he was starting to heal a bit, starting to be able to function like a whole person again and able to lock the pain away a bit more when Rose came back. She fought against all the odds, proved everyone who ever said she wasn't capable and clever wrong when she built a dimension cannon to be able to find the Doctor to save the multiverse. And their smiles when they find each other again says it all. And then he let himself hope for a few hours, he let himself hope that he was going to get a second chance with Rose. She had come back, he was going to get to travel with her again and love her like he wanted and like she deserved. But then everything went sideways and he lost her again. Had to let her go without telling her that he loved her. But he did what he always did, he chose based on what he thought was best for Rose, not on what was best for himself. So he left her to her possible happily ever after without the words that were trying to claw their way up from his hearts. And then he was even worse than before. Despondent and running from his feelings and damaged and it culminated in the Time Lord Victorious. That's how powerful their love was. (okay done with this one now. i kept rambling and it got longer. whoops)

I'M NOT GOING TO RAMBLE ABOUT TENTOO AND ROSE EXCEPT TO SAY THAT THEY ARE MY BABIES AND I LOVE THEM TO PIECES AND THEY ARE HAPPY IN PETE'S WORLD AND GETTING INTO ALL SORTS OF TROUBLE AND SAVING THE WORLD/UNIVERSE AND BEING ALL ADORABLE AND IN LOVE. ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS JUST IMAGINE THE DOCTOR TRYING TO LEARN DOMESTIC THINGS. IF THAT'S NOT THE MOST ADORABLE IMAGE THAN I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS.

Okay other ships that I adore but don't talk about as much:

Amy/Rory: they're just perfect together. it's such a solid relationship based on years of friendship and i just love them together okay? they have their issues but nothing they can't deal with. just seeing them in the power of three and all where they're living their domestic life is just perfection.

Mickey/Martha: so this ship doesn't get a lot of love because people think they just got thrown together willy-nilly but I really think it works. They've both dealt with being second best but that's not what would keep them together. Might have been something they bonded over but they're both loyal and dedicated and so capable of doing whatever they set their minds too. They're loving and intelligent and really are rather perfect for each other imo.

and since you brought it up...Amy/Rose is my golden crackship right now. They're just adorable together and they're both feisty and just ;alksjdfa I'll ramble about this somewhere else because I don't have definite ideas right now.