i need people to be more okay with transharmfuls being nice. being fun. being whimsical. liking cute things. being good people. caring for others.

being transharmful isnt always towards everyone around you. we can love people too. we can be affectionate and kind and loving just as much as everyone else.

and we are just as deserving of love and affection as transharmed or other transid users. not all of us are big scary standoffish people.

Grades shouldn't exist if I'm being honest. The entire reason why I'm about to fail multiple of our classes is because we're almost having anxiety attacks during them because, if you didn't know, inducing a bad fear in someone purposeful or not, hurts them. We get lightheaded, sometimes have delusions spike up, and in general feel like we're about to pass out. Do you sincerely expect us to work when that's going on? No. And for the other classes, we're dyslexic and we're not going to read block texts for a class which we know we won't understand shit after we read it because we struggle heavily with block texts. How the hell are we expected to get good grades when we have multiple things conflicting that?

Why, hello there! Thank you! I really appreciate it. My week has been... well, complicated. Forgive me for the rant.

I thought about making my own blog, but I don't know what I'd post... Stolas's and Fizz's blogs are kind of quiet now, and so is Val's since we have low motivation...

I saw Scream 7 yesterday, and it was fairly good. It was definitely better than the last movie. The reveal was a little disappointing, but other than that, the movie was great. I'm likely going to watch the other Scream movies again, as it's been a while for me...

I deeply miss my friends as well... sourcemates, I mean. I miss Lucifer, although I have a strong relationship since he's one of my headmates, it's not really the same... Vox, everyone.

I also need to clean our room and organize some things... plan out our day. I'm thinking about moving our Simply Plural stuff to Notion... We got put on new medication after we got out of the ward, so we'll see how that treats us. I'm trying to grow out the body's fingernails, as we have a bad habit of biting them. They've gotten pretty long, it's nice, we didn't bite them as much in the ward due to fear of germs.

Alas, thank you for listening to little old me ramble. :)

Angel-Chan is so tired.... Rantz below. ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )

What the fuck do you mean I need professional help because of a goddamn stance? Especially since you don't know what radqueers are IN THE FIRST PLACE.

I need professional help because I'm mentally ill NOT MY FUCKING STANCE. And no I'm want professional help so I won't get it. i don't care what you fucking think I need, learn shit before you FUCKING SAY THAT.

Please stop treating professional help as a fucking cure too. I can fucking promise you that it doesn't always fucking help AND hasn't helped us at all.