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finally drawing again, so hereās this weird piece

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ā[Men] fall ill,ā added Attolia, spearing an entirely harmless pastry and transferring it to her plate.
It's so much fun to read this book while keeping in mind this is older Pheris writing. Sometimes you have to forget that detail, because he narrates things that make no sense for him to know (though I guess you can assume they're one of those unasked-for contributions he mentions at the exordium), but other times you're left with the striking image that Irene's stabbing of this pastry left on that impressionable little boy's mind, that even as an adult he remembered so vividly
Isha reminds me so much of Pheris and I still mistake Pheris for a girl
Awhile back I was blocked by someone who said that my depiction of Pheris in my Return of the Thief illustrations was ableist because I made him too young. This person claimed I was assuming he is younger and therefore less capable because of his disability, and that in the book he was clearly older than I depicted him, and therefore my depiction is ableist.
Itās totally cool for people to block me for whatever reason they believe warrants it, and to interpret a book differently where no absolute answer is given in the text. I do of course try not to be ableist in my depictions, especially for a character whose disability is such a large part of their story, so it did bother me⦠I did feel that Pheris was quite young in the book as I read it, however there was nothing to point to to say who was ārightā.
I had forgotten this happened until yesterday when I started re-listening to the Return of the Thief audiobook after having a long break from the series.
It is very tricky when the author specifically avoids giving an actual figure for someoneās age, and I think that whatever age YOU think Pheris is is valid and Iām not trying to say you have to imagine a child where previously you didnāt. But I did find myself noting MANY hints that can support my reading of Pheris as being a fairly young/small child at the beginning of the book. Many of these are VERY open to interpretation, I just think they suggest together that you CAN assume from the text that Pheris is young/a child at this point in the story (regardless of his disability)āthat is all.
Iām currently 16% through, so these examples come from only that section of the book.
Melisande calling him her āLittle Pherisā (could just be an endearment but still worth noting)
The simple fact that Pheris was chosen to be raised in the palace because he is āyoung enoughā to be raised away from the malignant tendencies of the Erondites clan. To me, this suggests pre-teen.
The fact that Pheris can crawl under the banquet table and MOVE AROUND without bumping people or being noticed.
In fact, he is constantly squeezing himself into very small spacesāunder a couch when the king rushes into a side room to be sick, under a chair when avoiding the attention of attendants, between the hedges of the queens garden. Personally, I see a teenager having a much harder time doing this simply due to size.
Also during the incident where the king rushes into the side room, Pheris observes that he can see ānothing but the backside of the man ahead of me.ā This suggests to me that Pheris standing is about butt-height to an adult. (I suppose you could interpret ābacksideā as referring simply to the back of a person⦠I generally read it as somebodyās butt though.)
When the king chooses Pheris as a companion to go with him into the temple, he observes that Pheris is āhardly even half of one.ā I donāt read this as the king, a disabled man himself, suggesting that Pheris is half a person because of his disability. I think it merely suggests that Pheris is half as tall as most adultsā¦a child.
Thatās as far as Iāve gotten in my reading and I donāt know that Iāll keep noting these references to Pheris age/size. Iām not saying that the only way to interpret these passages is the way I do. I just feel like the text could be read to suggest that Pheris is a child and that this isnāt due to assuming him less capable and therefore young because of his disability.
Read it how you want though! I absolutely love that these books are open to interpretation and respect that readers will pay attention to the text and make their own inferences.
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trying to understand costis/kamet family situation post canon makes me feel like the conspiracy guy meme
Hector: Iāve been in the Prince business so long, now that itās over, I donāt know what to do with the rest of my life.
Pheris: Have you ever considered piracy? Youād make a wonderful Accidental Pirate King Sophos.