I Did Some Pendulum Dowsing Tonight
so, considering iām finally back in a safe space and a place where i feel comfortable, i decided i would do some pendulum dowsing tonight. I lit some orange & vanilla incense as orange helps with divination, as well as a purple candle, and did some meditating with my crystal pendulum before I started. while I was meditating I felt like someone was watching me, and it felt like there was someoneās hand on my back to calm me down? this presence didnāt feel malevolintĀ
when I started dowsing i kept the questions simple at first--show me yes, show me no, and questions of that magnitude. then i decided to start asking questions about who i may be talking to. Are you a spirit? No. One of my ancestors? No. A deity? Yes.
I got a bit nervous at this answer, as i know that spirits and dark entities may disguise themselves as deities. But i didnāt feel in danger or anything so i kept going.Ā
Can you point to the letter of the pantheon youāre a part of? (my pendulum board as the alphabet lining the top of it). The pendulum swung towards the letterĀ āGā.Ā So youāre a deity from the Greek panethon? Yes. Are you a benevolent deity? Yes. Are you a Goddess? No. Are you a God? Yes.Ā
I then asked if they could tell me the first letter of their name. They swing towards the letterĀ āHā. The first name that pops into my mind isĀ āHadesā. So i ask them; Are you the God of the underworld? Yes. So, youāre Hades, Greek God of the underworld? Yes.Ā
iāve been told/have read online that if an entity is disguising themselves as a God, and admit to being them when theyāre not, that the God will smite them. Iām not sure how true this is, but it gave me some reassurance as I kept asking questions.
Is there a reason youāre talking with me?Ā Yes. Are you looking to work with me? Yes. This came as a surprise. Again, iām not sure if itās really Hades Iām talking to, but the idea that a deity already wants to work with me is really surprising; i am still a baby witch, iām still learning the ropes. however, Hades is one of the Gods within the Greek pantheon iāve always felt drawn to. Him and Apollo are the Gods from this pantheon iād like to work with eventually. So, even if this isnāt him, hearing this made me rather happy. So, i kept talking with him.
Iām still a baby witch, so I donāt know if iām ready to work with a deity. Is that okay? Yes. I donāt have all the confidence iād like to have yet. Iām still learning to believe in myself... do you believe in me? Yes. This is where i started to tear up a lot. I thank him, and then i ask if heāll be available to talk with me again, to which he swings towardsĀ āyesā. I end our talk, saying good bye to him and waiting for my pendulum to still. Once it does i literally break down crying.
This made me so emotional. Again, like iāve mentioned, i donāt know if that was really him or not. However... if this was him i am so incredibly reassured and flattered; itās really uplifting to know that a deity already wants to work with me and believes in my abilities a bit more than i do. Is there anyone else whose had an experience like this? who can possibly confirm that i was talking with Hades? i would ask my tarot cards, however i am still really emotional and donāt like doing readings when iām incredibly worked up.Ā