#divination witch

Pile One

They are obsessed with your recent sense of renewal. You have shed a part of yourself that wasn't necessary for where you are going. You look refreshed and different, and people have taken notice.

This is not the same you from six months ago. Something has died, and something else has been born. And the people around you? They can feel the shift. Some of them are inspired. But the one obsessing over you? They are confused. They miss the old you, the one they could predict, the one they felt superior to. Now you walk into a room with a new kind of quiet confidence, and it unsettles them.

You used to bloom in their garden, so to speak. You were a fixture, someone they could count on to stay the same. But you have outgrown the soil they planted you in. And instead of celebrating your growth, they resent you for leaving them behind. They hide it behind fake smiles and backhanded compliments, but the obsession is real. They keep tabs on you. They watch your stories. They ask about you to mutual friends. They want to know who the new you is, because they cannot figure you out anymore.

Once upon a time, a garden was full of flowers that had bloomed in the same spot for years. One day, a flower decided to drop its seeds across the fence, into a field it had never seen before. The other flowers called it reckless, said it was abandoning them. But the flower knew its roots had gone stale. The next season, the garden was bare, while the field was full of new blossoms. The old flowers, still stuck in their patch of dirt, could only watch from a distance, wondering why they had never had the courage to leave.

What does that tell us? Some people will never forgive you for growing where they chose to stay still. Their obsession is not love. It is the pain of watching someone do what they were too afraid to try.

So keep walking, Pile One. Keep shedding what no longer fits. The right people will not mourn your old self. They will celebrate the one you are becoming. And the ones that obsess? Let them watch. You are not here to stay small for their comfort.

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Pile Two

They are obsessed with your worth, or at least your perceived worth. You are someone that is in demand, Pile Two, and people instinctively put you on some type of pedestal. Some of you could have had a glow up recently, and you are turning heads!

But here is the thing. They don't just want you. They want what you represent. Abundance, commitment, grace. You walk into a room and people see someone who has their life together, someone who chose themselves, and it drives them crazy because they are still waiting for permission to do the same.

This person is obsessed with the idea of you. Not the real you. The version of you they built in their head. The one that has everything they feel they are missing. And instead of using that as fuel to level up, they sit in their bitterness and watch you from the corner of their eye, hoping you slip. Hoping you fall. Hoping you prove that no one can actually be that happy.

Once upon a time, a woman caught a fish for dinner and inside it found a golden ring. She put it on her finger and instantly felt wealthy, beautiful, and powerful. The next day, her neighbor saw the ring and asked where she got it. The woman told her the story. So the neighbor went to the river and fished all day, but caught nothing. She grew angry, convinced the woman had lied. That night, she snuck into the woman's house and stole the ring. But when she put it on, it felt cold and heavy. Nothing changed. She threw it into the woods and went home empty‑handed.

What does that tell us? You cannot steal someone else's worth. You cannot copy their glow. You cannot fish in their river and expect to catch the same blessing. The ring was never about the jewelry. It was about the woman who was ready to receive it.

So, Pile Two, do not let the envy of others dim your shine. The same people who obsess over your worth will also be the first to try to tear it down when they realize they cannot have it for themselves. Keep turning heads. Keep glowing. The right people will celebrate you, not compete with you.

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Pile Three

They obsess over you because you seem unbothered and lucky. You keep shining regardless. This person is jealous of your joie de vivre. I feel like they have a hidden admiration that twisted itself into envy. They compared your life to theirs, your happiness to theirs, and your blessings as well. This person wants to see you hurt or lose. Your success bothers them in a weird way. They have a huge scarcity mindset, where your win prevents them from theirs, even if you are not competing in the same race. This person is actually so sad. Like they are legit miserable, Pile Three. I hope you do not take their dark energy seriously, because like most things in life, it has nothing to do with you and everything to do with them.

Once upon a time, Greed and Envy found a magic bottle. They rubbed it, and a genie appeared. The genie said to both of them, "Make a wish, and whatever you wish for, the other person will get twice."

Greed starts, asking for a million dollars. Envy watches him, happy with his money. And when the genie turns to him and asks him to make his wish, he says:

"I wish to be blind in one eye."

Now, what does that tell us? Envy doesn't make sense. It makes you do things that are detrimental to your growth, just for the sake of getting one over on someone else.

What you have to take from this story, Pile Three, is that they will always lose by their own hands. You won't even have to lift a finger, frankly, because people like this are bound for self‑destruction. Cleanse your energy and keep doing you. The rest of the world loves to watch you shining.

𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟏 ~ 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐤

decks used: Nyxie {Age of Aquarius tarot} and Glenda {Green Witch oracle}

the question: What’s happening in the month of May for you?

your cards: 2 of pearls, 6 of wands, tower, 6 of swords, world, page of wands, Tomato ~ Love, Daffodil ~ Hope, Stock ~ Focus

your message: Okay Pile 1, the month of May is looking really good for you!! May is a new beginning for you, with the world, the tower and 6 of swords here, it’s signaling that you have just closed out a major chapter in your life, so much so that May isn’t just a new chapter for you, it’s a whole new book in a whole new library, in a whole other part of the world for you.

Whatever you’ve been used to in your life that has made you feel tired, hopeless, burnt out, frustrated or desperate, all of that is crumbling down. If it hasn’t already crumbled down by the end of April, expect major transformations in every aspect of your life during the first week of May!

Two of pearls— which is the pentacles suit in this deck— is saying your life is finally balancing out.

There’s a quote from Teen Wolf I really like, it’s: “Have you ever heard the term ‘Regression to the Mean’? it’s a bit of a technical way of saying things will always even out… things can’t always be bad. So no matter how bad things get, or how good, things will always come back to the middle.”

Two of pearls is saying you’ve finally gotten to the point in your life where things are returning to the middle, balancing out and this is when life will be easier for you.

There may still be hardships and some annoyances here and there to come, but right now, with May, you’re returning to the middle of all the good and all the bad, by getting an influx of good things. Great things, actually, with the 6 of wands indicating success and rewards that have been long overdue for you.

And it will all come in suddenly, like an ocean wave that’s been building up for a while, and now it’s got enough momentum to flip over and lap the beach. You could see it coming, this is definitely something you’ve been aware of, maybe not aware of the exact rewards, but you’ve been putting in the work, you’ve been seeing the signs pointing to this new chapter of peace, and you’ve also been praying for it.

I get the feeling that this is also something that you’ve seen coming for a long time, at least the past 6 to 8 months, you’ve either been building towards it or you’ve been seeing signs about it or you’ve been feeling exhausted, desperate and have been pleading with the universe to give you a break.

Well, this is it. May is your break.

It’s all been happening in divine timing, which hasn’t felt like perfect timing for you because it’s been a hell of a ride to get here, but even when we don’t understand why things happen when they happen and why things take longer to manifest for us, it is still divine timing. The annoying thing about divine timing is, it doesn’t make sense to us, we can’t always understand it until we see the big picture later on. And sometimes we never really understand it at all. It’s not for us to understand, it’s for us to trust it.

And that’s what you’ve been doing!

Even though it’s been hard to hold onto hope in the recent past, and it’s been hard not to doubt it, you’ve still held onto the hope that it would arrive soon.

And your spirit team is really proud of you for holding onto that hope, even if it’s as small as a mustard seed, it was enough. And they’re proud of you.

They’re saying “Now, the fun begins.”

You’ve been dangling off a cliff, holding onto a branch, hoping for solid ground and a rest break from the hits life has been dishing out, and right now your break is coming. The branch you’ve been holding onto may snap, with the tower showing a foundation that’s been keeping you steady is going to crumble away, for a new foundation to hold you, but this isn’t something to be afraid of.

The tower only crumbles when its foundation is no longer useful to us, it’s no longer helping us on our journey, and instead it’s holding us back from our full potential. This is when the foundation cracks and crumbles and falls away completely, so that we can find a new way of living, thinking, moving. A way that benefits us, that helps us grow, and helps us achieve our fullest potential. And that’s what May is all about for you. The branch may break but you’ll find the drop to be relieving when you realize there was a sturdy rock directly underneath you to catch you, and it leads to a mountain path perfectly carved out for you to walk down the mountain and to a whole new life.

May is that relief, but it’s also filled with gifts for you. With the world and two of pearls here, you’ll be given a lot of things, tangible things you can hold, that prove to you that you’re in a whole new life, that things are better now.

If you’ve been looking for a job, May is when you’ll finally get approved from that interview, and you’ll start “next Monday”

If you’ve been struggling with paying off debt, May is when you’ll get a bonus out of no where, or they decide to pause the interest, and you finally get to catch up, and pay it off in one go.

If you’ve been looking for a house to move to, May is when you’ll find it and move in.

If you’ve been looking for love, or if you’ve been waiting on a marriage proposal, May is when you receive it.

If you’ve been struggling with all these things, May is when all of them come in for you. And so many more things as well. May is when everything you’ve been asking for finally arrives for you.

Signed, sealed, and delivered straight to you.

May is when you have everything you want and need and you feel like you can finally breathe again.

You’ve been holding your breath because of fear, exhaustion, and the uncertainty of thinking maybe no higher power is going to help you after all. That doubt, that fear, has caused you deep emotional and mental pain while you felt like you couldn’t breathe, May is when you get your breath back to normal. When you can breathe in fresh air, deep breaths and relax with every exhale. May is when you no longer have to cling on to faith, hope and trust, but instead everything has been proven to you. Where your faith has been proven with tangible evidence, your desires have fully come into fruition and you don’t need to struggle to believe that you aren’t alone anymore.

May is when your spirit team, and the divine, comes through and shows you just how deeply loved you are, how powerful they are, and how they’ve always been by your side, and how they really are taking care of everything for you.

While May is a relief for you, it is not a time for 24/7 rest, instead it comes with excitement and work to be done.

If it’s a new job, or a promotion, you’ll need to do some training, memorizing and get to work. If it’s a new house, you’ll have to furnish it, make it a home, and break it in with some laughter and a fresh coat of paint. If it’s paying off debt, you’ll have to rework your budget to account for not having to set money aside for that payment now, but also not splurging when you know you shouldn’t. It’s going to be some work, but it’s good work. It’s a good thing.

But most importantly, May is a time for your creativity to shine through. If you’re an internet personality, a chef or baker with social media, or a photographer with an online portfolio, or anything to do with showing the public your work, your art, your hobbies… Expect a new wave of energy to flow through you.

If you’ve been burnt out, May is when your fire gets lit again. May is when inspiration strikes and your energy to create is fully renewed.

But you’ll need to focus your energy on your projects wisely, because May is when a burst of energy comes through and you’ll feel like you have a million projects you want to work on, but you need to control what you work on, what you spend energy on.

It’s going to feel like a wildfire of energy, of inspiration, and if you let that wildfire spread wherever it wants to go, it will burn out. You need to keep it contained. Use logic to control the inspiration.

When that wildfire of inspiration hits you, take a breath, sit down and make a list of everything you want to do. Make a list of where the flames are wanting to go, and then focus your energy on one project at a time. This way you get more done and you feel great about accomplishing one task at a time, because with every task you complete, more energy, more fire will come to you. This way you won’t burn out again.

May is when your creative work takes off, if you’ve been hoping for brand deals, a million subscribers, more orders/sales, May is bringing all of that to you and so much more.

May is jam packed with gifts for you, gifts that have been building up for years and have felt overdue for so long, plus gifts you didn’t even know you wanted, didn’t even think were possible, and May is christmas morning. And there’s a tree with thousands of presents underneath it just for you. Presents, gifts, public recognition, adoration, fame and wealth that is pouring in because you deserve it.

One more thing that May is bringing in for you, is love. Love in every aspect of your life, Friendships you can trust, that feel like family, filled with unconditional love and warmth.

Romantic relationships that feel comfortable, safe, and passionate.

If you’re married, or in a fulfilling relationship, May is when you’ll conceive a child or give birth to one that’s already been brewing for some time.

And if you’ve been online for a while, or if you start your content creation journey, May is when you’ll become famous because your audience loves you and they love what you do and they bring in more support.

May is a time of relief, evidence of magic, renewed energy and massive inspiration that needs to be focused for long term sustainability. And most importantly, May is when you finally fall in love with life again.

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the question: What’s your guidance for May’s journey?

your cards: queen of pearls, ace of pearls, knight of wands, 7 of cups, queen of wands, 7 of swords, 3 of pearls, 6 of cups, 3 of swords, page of cups, page of swords reversed, Marigold ~ Positivity, Tomato ~ Love, Black Mulberry ~ Wholeness, Strawberry ~ Agreement, Sweet Corn ~ Ritual

your message: Okay, pile 1, you’ve got a lot of guidance coming through for the month of May, which makes sense because of how massively positive and abundant the month is going to be for you.

The first thing I want to say is, there’s going to be a lot of money coming in for you, like a *lOt*. Whatever you think a lot of money is, double it, then triple that. You’re going to be swimming in wealth in May.

And while this is going to be exciting, because it’s more money than you’ve ever had before, or even seen before, you need to be careful with how you spend it. You’ll need strategies and help to manage your money.

When I flipped over the 7 of swords, I heard “Get a financial advisor, to help get those taxes and upcoming projects in order and then help you manage how to spend, save and invest it all.” 3 of pearls and Agreement, confirms this as well, but you’ll need to look over the contracts *carefully,* as well.

In May, between the house, influx of sales, a financial advisor and potentially hiring lawyers too to draw up contracts for new projects,

specifically I’m seeing brand deals and buying property for a new bakery/store, and signing record deals for music,

there’s going to be a lot of contracts coming your way. And your guidance is to read them carefully, and get a second and third opinion, before you even pick up the pen to sign.

Take your time with signing things, make sure you understand everything in full, and make sure that there’s no loopholes or fine print you need to be worried about. With the contracts, and your new wealth, there’s going to be a lot of people that are going to try to trick you into things, whether it’s nefarious or if it’s just tricking you into paying more for a cheaper deal. Be careful.

Make sure you can trust your lawyers too, there’s some lawyers out there that only care about the bottom line, they don’t care about the person. Find someone that cares about you *more* than they care about the money, and have them look over your contracts and explain it to you.

It may seem like a time suck, especially with the fire energy trying to push you into deals and projects faster than lightning strikes, but this is something that needs to take time.

You need to pause, take a breath, slow down and go into this will a clear perspective and strategic plan, not on impulse, or idealism, thinking everyone loves you and everyone is honest, because that’ll lead to deals that turn sour quicker than you can say “oops.”

May is about finding your rhythm by finding rituals to keep your energy focused, and keeping yourself safe from acting before thinking.

Rituals like picking up a new hobby that speaks to your inner child, or especially an old hobby that you abandoned because you didn’t think you had the time for it.

May is going to feel like you’re running out of time but that’s an illusion because of the influx of energy.

May is actually a month where you will have all the time in the world and you need to use it responsibly by slowing down and taking the time something needs so it can be done right.

If there’s no hobbies that come to your mind, here are a few examples for your rituals for slowing down: it can be doing a crossword puzzle to clear your mind, drawing the view from your kitchen window after breakfast, or taking a 15 minute walk around your neighborhood where you just enjoy the sights, the smells and the sounds around you.

Whatever your ritual is, it needs to be something that grounds you in the present moment, gets all worries and tasks out of your mind, and helps you remember why you’re doing this in the first place. This way it’s easier for you to go into the meetings and contract deals with a clear mind and you don’t feel like you have to take the first thing they give you. You’re allowed, *you’re encouraged* to ask for more, to ask for better, to ask to see other options.

Just because one company offers you a deal, doesn’t mean you have to shake hands with them. You can look for other companies to work with.

And if no one else is knocking on your door yet, but the deal in front of you doesn’t feel right, decline it and another offer that’s better will come to you.

You need to operate from a standing where you know your worth, you know what you deserve and you aren’t going to settle for anything that’s below that line. Ask for what you want, and don’t stop until you get it. You’re meant to sit in luxury and wealth and in this energy of having all that you need. You’re no longer operating from a place of lack or desperation. You don’t have to settle for scraps, you can ask for the whole meal and get a feast instead!!

There’s going to be times where you get triggered, where you feel the aches and pains from the previous months coming back that make you doubt your worth, or doubt if better offers are possible. Don’t let yourself get trapped into old mindsets and limiting beliefs.

When the new chapter comes, make a list for yourself of everything positive that happened to you and for you.

You got a new job or you got that promotion? Write it down.

You finally paid off that credit card you’ve been agonizing over how to pay it? Write it down.

You got your dream house and it has an extra bathroom? Write. It. Down.

Keep track of all the wins because this list is what will help you remember how your life can change for the better, how better is possible and right around that corner, and that you don’t have to worry about how it’ll happen because your spirit team has it taken care of for you. This list will help you believe in magic and trust the universe when limiting beliefs and doubts start to pop up again.

You’re going to have new friends, new people in your life that love you and support you in ways you’ve never had before, cherish them, don’t take them for granted.

Make sure they know how much you appreciate them and that they’re being loved and supported by you the same way.

It needs to be equal give and take in these new relationships.

And that also means managing yourself so you don’t over give to someone who isn’t reciprocating.

**If there’s anyone in your life during May that isn’t reciprocating your energy, leave. them. behind. It may feel cruel in the moment, especially if they’re someone you’ve known for years or since childhood, but your new chapter is about remembering your worth and not accepting less from anyone.

And that includes in relationships, friendships, and partnerships.

The more you weed out people, places, and things that aren’t reflecting your worth and new standards, the more aligned you will be with your highest timeline and the more wealthy, luxurious and filled with love your life will be. You need to make room for the new things that are coming to you, new friends, new relationships, new partnerships, new houses, places, vacation trips, and to make that room you need to let go of everything that isn’t aligned with you anymore. Clothes with holes in them, shoes you hate wearing, friends that never ask how you’re doing, co workers that talk shit behind your back but you keep in your vicinity because of the idea of “keeping your enemies closer.” No. Not anymore.

There’s no room for enemies in your life anymore. Only true friends and people that add to the quality of your life.

May is full of positive changes for you, and it’s going to happen regardless of what you do and there’s nothing you can do to stop it from happening.

Let this be your comfort, that this breakthrough is happening for you no matter what. And it’s happening in May.

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That’s all for pile 1, I’m so excited for you!! Enjoy your month, my loves cos you deserve it!! 🤍🥰

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𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟐 ~ 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤

decks used: Nxyie {age of aquarius tarot} and Glenda {green witch oracle}

the question: What does the month of May have in store for you?

your cards: tower, 5 of pearls, 9 of pearls, knight of wands, page of swords, fool, 8 of pearls, 7 of swords, marigold~ positivity, chili~ stimulation, pansy~ attraction, chives~ divination

numbers that may resonate: 34, 14, 18, 40

your message: Okay pile 2! May is such a great month for you!! There’s so much to share.

First off, you’re going through a major breakthrough! In multiple areas of your life, in relationships (love and friendship) in your spiritual journey, and your finances! I’ll get more into this later.

The tower here signifies the end of something that’s been holding you back in life, mostly around happiness and satisfaction, but also in whatever area of your life that you have felt a *deep* lack in. Somewhere you’ve needed more of something to fill that aching hole.

Like with all tower moments, this is the complete realization that something in your life has got to go. Whether it’s people, habits or a place, you’re going to realize enough is enough and you’re moving on from them for good!! Leaving them behind and never looking back because you’ll realize they were what were keeping you stuck in the same cycle.

May is when you see people, habits, places, events, and things for *exactly* what they are, not for what they pretend to be. Good PR, or even Tree Paine (taylor swift’s pr manager) can’t save anyone or anything from May’s unveiling for you. May is when are the rose colored glasses fall off and break. And it’ll happen quickly, it’ll take you by surprise because while you may have a suspect in mind right now of who this could be about, there’s also some one/thing here that you aren’t seeing, that you don’t suspect.

So it may cause some wreckage, there may be tears, yelling, or people trying to gaslight and manipulate other people into seeing you as the villain.

While this is one of the more undesirable effects of a tower moment, this is not something you should be afraid of. Your cards are super positive, you even got the Positivity card from Glenda!! {the green witch oracle deck} and the energy around this tower moment is full of healing, full of blessings, and abundance! Yes you may lose friends, or a famous hangout that you love to go to, but that space where they used to be, that opens up and quickly gets filled with new friends, new people, new places to travel and enjoy! The tower moment is more of a “oh shit” moment for the people in your life that have been fake, lying or talking shit behind your back, than it is an “uh-oh” for you.

For you, even though this shakes up the ground beneath you, and you feel like you lost something or someone that meant a lot to you, it’ll be such a relief for you! It’ll confirm suspicions you’ve had for a while, but were never quite able to get proof of it. This is when everything starts to click, it starts making sense, things that happened years ago to just a couple hours ago, you’ll see it all in a new way, in the truth of what really happened and why.

And this newfound perspective will help you move forward and be aware of what to look out for in new relationships and new habits and places, so that you never end up in the same situation again.

Now, for your finances, and emotional stability, May is hella great for you!!

The cards show you currently being in the energy of the 5 of pearls, which is the pentacles suit of this deck. This is showing extreme foundational struggles, usually in finances so possibly mountains of debt that have been piling up for years or there’s suddenly been new expenses that have cost wayy more than you expected.

Like taking your car into the shop to fix the carburetor and then being told you need to buy a whole new set of everything and they said it’d be “cheaper to just buy a new car.” Something like that, where you expected to pay a moderately small fee but it turned into thousands of dollars and took you by surprise.

And while 5 of pearls could be talking about a financial situation, it’s also talking about relationships that have felt one sided for so long that you expect it to just always be that way. You’ve lost hope that things could change and while you are looking for help, possibly going to couples counseling or just talking it over with a friend for emotional support, it doesn’t look like help is going to come.

This is also talking about a housing situation. So if you’re currently in a relationship where you live together, you could be worried about breaking up and them insisting that they keep the house and the car and the pets, and you’re worried about where you’ll live next, how you’ll get around places, and also desperately not wanting to leave your furry kids behind. This is completely understandable, I’m actually in a similar situation, so my heart goes out to you!

The good news is, May is when those 5 of pearls become 9 of pearls!

9 of pearls talks about luxury, having so much wealth and abundance that you’re swimming in comfort, peace and feeling like a boss. You’re your own person now, independent and able to handle business by yourself, not because you have to do it all on your own, but because you have the resources to thrive without the help of anybody else!

This means, you’ll have a place to stay. Not just crashing on your best friends couch while you get a 1 bedroom apartment with a rat infestation, but a comfortable home, in a safe part of town, with great neighbors {whatever that means to you, whether it’s friendly neighbors that always say hi or neighbors who live 5 miles away and you never have to see or speak to any of them}

Essentially, May is when you get your dream house, your dream car, and you keep your pets. May is when justice is served and you finally get everything you need, and everything you want, especially if you thought it wasn’t possible, it’s going to happen!!

May is pulling in all the best things in life to you, because you deserve it, you’ve earned it. It’s been waiting to come to you on divine timing, but it’s been something you’ve been working towards, either karmically, by doing the right thing in difficult situations, or physically working to make this happen. Like looking for a realtor, asking friends about a place to stay while you get back on your feet, looking for jobs or anything to progress your search for stability and change.

May is your new beginning, your safe haven, where you finally get to relax and breathe again and become inspired by life again.

I want to say, if you’re in a tough spot like I described about a housing situation, or pets you want to keep, 7 of swords is showing that you need to be strategic about this. About your move. The best thing you can do is move secretly, when no one is home, and without telling anyone. Especially if this is an abusive situation, and there’s kids or pets involved, it’s better to take them with you without giving the other person a chance to retaliate. If this is an abusive situation, with kids involved, it’s a good idea to be ready for the police or courts to get involved, and that means piling up evidence of the abuse so you can protect your kids if the other person demands to get them back under their roof. I know this can sound difficult to do, but the cards are showing success here for you, so even if you don’t know how to do this or if what you have is enough, the cards and energy is saying “Everything will work out better than anything you could imagine. You just have to move logically instead of recklessly.”

Now, on a happier and lighter note! You’ve got a major glow up coming in May!! And with that glow up, you’re going to be attracting lots of new people to you! This is lovers, as well as friends because your energy is getting revamped, you’re aligning with a higher, happier, abundant version of you, and that means you’re a lightning rod for attention and admiration.

We’ve got the Attraction and Stimulation card here and this means, for anyone who is single, or going to be newly single 😉 you’re going to attract a new partner that is totally in sync with your sexual needs. If you’ve been feeling under loved, if it’s been a while since you last had a good orgasm, May is when you finally feel fully satisfied with someone else.

This is going to be someone that has it all, the good looks, the charming personality, interesting hobbies and social life, the family values if you’re looking for that, and they also know exactly how to make you feel good. They put your needs first, they love making you finish first, and they want you and your body more than anything else in the world and their actions will 1000% show it to you. They are everything you want and everything you need, everything you’ve been craving and desperate for, and so much more too.

If you’re already in a happy relationship, but the passion between yall has kinda fizzled out, or there’s just not been time for it, May is when time is made. May is when that passion is reignited like never before. Expect multiple rounds in a session, edging, complete satisfaction, and expect to have a big mess to clean up afterwards… Have fun, and remember to stay hydrated!🤍

The last thing May has in store for you is a spiritual upgrade. You’re intuition is going to be upgraded so you can see things clearly, hear what your spirit team and the divine are trying to tell you, and you’ll feel guided everywhere you go and in everything you do. You could be called to practice divination or start if you’ve always been interested in it but haven’t taken that leap into it, May is the absolute perfect time for it!

If you’re a diviner too, a tarot reader or astrologer, or practice divination in any way, you’ll be getting a lot more downloads in May. This is when your soul will be activated, more deeply than before, and your purpose for being on earth at this time will be revealed to you, and your accuracy in readings will skyrocket!!

If you’re not a diviner, and you’re not interested in doing divination yourself, May is the time for you to get a reading from someone you trust, and find out what your purpose here is, and what your spirit team wants to tell you.

May is the time for miracles and magic to be made real to you, to show up in your life and ignite a new and deeper sense of adventure and curiosity into the esoteric world.

May is when you get a giant pile of money, your dream house, dream car, dream job, dream lover, and your dream life. Your May is going to be incredible!! 🥳🥳

the question: What’s your guidance for May’s journey?

your cards: 8 of swords, hermit, magician, queen of wands, 7 of cups, temperance, 9 of cups, 5 of cups, queen of cups, page of wands, black mulberry~ wholeness, cauliflower~ transition, banana~ duality

numbers that may resonate: 33, 11, 27

your message: Okay Pile 2! You’ve got a lot of guidance for the month of May!

First up, we have the 8 of swords. Your guidance, if you choose to accept it, is don’t get lost in your thoughts. During this time of massive change and the tower crumbling, and people leaving your life, it can be *really* easy to get lost in the chaos and loss, that you start thinking you’re trapped in the divine’s plan for you with no way to escape the rollercoaster.

But that’s not true, you aren’t trapped or “just along for the ride” that destiny has for you, you are the creator of your own reality. Now I need to clarify that because there’s a lot of misconceptions around what it means to be the creator of your reality.

A lot of times people think we have the power to create the world around us just by thinking. Or that our subconscious self concept controls and dictates what the world around us looks like, how it treats us and *everything* that happens to us. This is not true.

If that were true, there wouldn’t be a war right now, poverty and starvation wouldn’t exist, and billionaires wouldn’t get away with horrible shit.

Instead, the truth is, we create our *personal* reality, not the world we see all around us. But this doesn’t mean that terrible childhoods, undesired events, or generational debt are created by us too. Those are just the casualties of being in a world where everyone has free will and ripple effects are caused.

The way we create our reality happens in 2 stages. The first stage is before we reincarnate on Earth— whether you believe in reincarnation or not, this still applies because you are here on earth right now, because you incarnated, you came into being, on this earth. and the second stage is once you’re on earth.

The 1st stage, is when we plan our life on earth. The divine lets us plan the major events in our life, choose the lessons we learn, the people we meet that change our path for the better, and we can choose some details too. We have free range over what we want our life here to be like, because we’re meant to enjoy life while we learn lessons and expand our consciousness.

These are our soul contracts.

We can either choose to plan everything or scribble in a few notes and then let life do the rest.

Either way we write it up, we plan it, we create it, and we *consent* to it, before we are born here. This is what free will is, we have free will when we are planning our life.

Whenever you feel like you don’t have free will because “life” is guiding you through it and it feels like you’re strapped onto the back of a rocket, flying through the air and crashing into things, with no way off… and then you hear people say, “But you have free will, you can get off whenever you want to.” or “There’s no such thing as fate. You make your own fate.”

But you feel like that isn’t an option, because somehow every time you try to veer off that course, something always brings you back to it. That’s because that course, that path, is written in your soil contract, and no matter what you try to do on earth, or what obstacles get in your way, you will always return to where you chose your life to go.

Fate is just a fancy way of saying You chose this path before being born and no matter what, it’s going to happen.

And to some people that’s a scary thought because you don’t remember what path you chose. You feel like your life is out of your control, and it feels like you’re fighting fate because it seems like everything you want isn’t part of the divine plan for you.

But this is why we’re here to learn about spirituality, to learn how to hear the divine and our spirit team, to get in tune with our higher self and see our purpose clearly. So we can understand our soul contracts and reclaim that control over our lives because suddenly we see everything is happening for us, not against us. We realize that the detours and the rejections that keep bringing us back to a path we don’t want to be on, was actually to bring us closer to where we’re supposed to be in this life. It stops feeling like a sick joke where you’re the punch line, and it starts feeling like comfort and protection.

A reassuring notion that no matter what happens, you will always make it where your soul wants you to be. And where does your soul want you to be? On your highest timeline. Living your best life. With luxury and safety and inspiration all around you. Everything else is just construction signs pushing you there.

Your guidance for May is to release yourself from the idea that you are a victim of life and fate. Your guidance is to see it clearly, and see that some terrible shit happened because other people are dickheads, and other times detours happen so you can find your footing in your highest timeline. Your guidance is to see them each clearly, to discern which is which and that will help you feel more free and more in control of your life because you understand it.

How do you do this? By deepening your understanding of spirituality. Meditation is really helpful for this, so is clearing mental blockages with subliminals, activating and balancing your energy centers, and speaking to your spirit team, hearing them talk to you. Doing research on esoteric teachings. All of these things can help deepen your connection and knowledge of spirituality.

Divination is also a really, *really* great tool for understanding the hidden secrets to life. But divination is also something that takes time and practice to understand so I understand if you feel hesitant on it.

I actually have a sideblog here @starlingschool where I teach how to read tarot, it’s a work in progress but I’ve got more posts coming soon. My DMs are also always open if you need help learning, I’m always happy to share what I know!

But doing {or getting} readings can really help you understand the reason for why things are happening in your life, not just on a surface level but diving deeper into the ocean of spirituality and seeing that free will and fate are two sides of the same coin, and seeing how you can make your journey easier on you by remembering why you wanted your life to go this way.

It’s also important that you trust the person who reads for you, not just their accuracy but also their intentions and morals because even psychic readers can be full of malicious intent. I think this is why your cards are so adamant about you learning divination for yourself too, so you don’t have to rely on anyone else to tell you what the divine is saying to you.

Especially if you’ve just come from an abusive relationship, or if you have a lot of fake friends, it may be really hard for you to know who to trust. I’ve been there too so I totally know how that is, and how easy it is to trust the wrong person but feel like they were safe. When we’re surrounded by gaslighters, manipulators, and fake people, for too long, all manipulators start to seem trustworthy, and the real trustworthy people look shady to us. What helped me get out of that cycle of trusting the wrong people was to learn how to trust myself. Learning how to hear my intuition and trust it even if it went against everything i previously thought to be true.

That seems to be your guidance here too. You need to start learning how to trust yourself, how to hear your intuition, and trust it no matter what.

Divination is how I practiced trusting my intuition, but meditation is what helped me learn to hear it better. If you want any help during your process, feel free to ask me 🤍 my DMs, asks, and comments are always open and I’ll always reply as soon as possible.

Now, for the happier and lighter guidance! You’ve got the queen of cups and the queen of wands! These are my favorite queens in the tarot, because they’re both so full of warmth and happiness 🥰

So something I think I missed in the first question of your pile was that knight of wands, I mistook it for a clarity card for stimulation, when it was actually a stand alone card. Which is shown in the page of wands and queen of wands right now. So part of May’s abundance for you is new inspiration to do something you’ve always wanted to do but didn’t feel worthy or capable of it before. The Queen of wands is saying this is something to do with being seen on the public scale. Being an influencer, a content creator, someone who’s famous simply for doing something they love doing, something you’re passionate about.

This could be simple too, it doesn’t have to be on a celebrity scale, it can be that you’re opening your own bakery/ restaurant, or food truck.

It could be that you’re volunteering at an animal shelter and they’ll put you in a position of being responsible for something really important, like managing the other volunteers’ tasks.

All the queen of wands is saying is you’ll be seen by a lot of people, doing something you love doing, and something that people see as a big role for you. They see you and they look up to you. You’re like a Queen in your field. Regardless of your gender.

Page of wands is saying this is going to be an adventure for you, for two reasons. 1, because it’s something new, something you haven’t done before or haven’t done this before on this large a scale. And 2, it’s an adventure because it’s going to be so much fun for you! Fun, inspiring, exciting and you’ll feel fulfilled, like you’ll find your spark again. You’ll love life because of it and you’ll feel alive again.

Which is definitely worth it after the hard times you’ve been through previously. You deserve to feel alive again and enjoy life!!

The advice here is to see it as an adventure, romanticize the hell out of this month for you!

If things don’t go your way, don’t worry it was just a plot twist! If you get stuck with picking up dog poop at the shelter, imagine you’re in a romcom and you’re the main character, getting their life together while your new suitor is walking just around the corner. This is the opening credits to your new life, enjoy the journey, romanticize it and find inspiration in the little things.

Queen of cups is confirming the divination portion, as well as saying you’ll need to be more compassionate towards yourself.

I may not know the details of your life since this is a collective reading, and I don’t know you personally, but from what the cards and energy have shown, you’ve had a really tough year so far, possibly years and the unfortunate part of that is after so long of things not going your way, you start to think its because you deserve things to be shitty. You start to believe the lies that you aren’t worthy of better or that better isn’t possible for you. Queen of cups is saying you need to shed those ideas and those beliefs, because they aren’t true and they’re holding you back from loving yourself and loving life. And you need to do both of those things for this new chapter of your life.

May isn’t just a new chapter for you, it’s a new book, in a new library, in a whole new part of the world. May wants to show you a whole new world, a whole new life, a whole new experience. It’s going to feel like you are a whole new person living a completely different life and the life you’ve previously been living was just a bad dream.

May is the turning point for you, but it’s turning into something incredible. Your advice is to embrace it, to accept it, by embracing yourself, by being kinder to yourself, by taking better care of you, and in turn, you’ll love where it leads you to 🤍

9 of cups is encouraging you to let yourself enjoy the new life.

You have earned it, it’s been waiting to meet you for so long but it had to wait for divine timing.

And you need to embrace it and learn to indulge in the good things in life. You need to let loose a bit, relax.

Have yourself a self care day, a nice bubble bath, a night out on the town with true friends, put your feet up, wear the comfiest clothes you own, and if you don’t have any, go out and buy yourself a comfortable outfit so you can feel luxurious and adored on your self care days.

It doesn’t need to be extravagant, you don’t need to spend a lot or go to a spa retreat, it’s still encouraged that you’re budgeting your money because yes while you are getting a large amount of money in May, you need to also budget it and manage it so it doesn’t become a burden instead of a luxury on you.

That’s what temperance and duality is here to say.

That you need to balance the good life that’s coming in for you, with some of the logic and strategies you learned when you were living paycheck to paycheck.

In particular, the strategies where you learned to save and hold off on buying something as soon as you wanted it, so that you can make sure it’s a smart decision and you’ll actually love it down the road.

The last piece of guidance for you, is to learn how to manifest what you want in life.

Your life is meant to be magical, to be special and unique, it’s meant to have miracles happening in it for you. May is happening for you so you can get out of the rut you were in, it’s like a tornado coming to pick you up from misfortune and land you somewhere beautiful! May is to show uou that magic is real, that magic exists and it’s possible for you, and it’s to show you how you can control your life, how you can create a life that you love.

May is the beginning of the magic, not where it ends, but you need to be the one to keep the magic going. So May is when you dive into spiritual practices like divination, meditation, and manifesting. It’s going to be exciting! Lean into it pile 2 🥰🤍

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That’s all for this reading 🤍

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𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟑 ~ 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐨

decks used: nyxie {age of aquarius tarot} and ryder {wild unknown archetype oracle}

Okay pile 3, you’ve got an interesting pile because I think the cards wanted to do 4 piles… So there’s two collective groups in this pile, with similar energy but it’s also vastly different. So I’ll be splitting this into Group A and Group B.

Please, Take a deep breath, and Pick the emoji you feel most drawn to to get your reading 🤍

𝐆𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐩 𝐀 𝐆𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐩 𝐁

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Thank you 🤍 Please find your group and proceed with the reading as usual 🥰

Group A 🚙

the question: What does the month of May have in store for you?

your cards: 2 of cups, temperance, star, chariot, the mother, the faultline

numbers that may resonate: 1, 2, 49, 14, 17, 7

your message: All right Group A! let’s dive right into it.

Your month of May is going to be incredibly healing. Right now, there’s been some conflicts with someone in your life, it could be your parents, siblings, a lover, or someone who’s been foundational in your upbringing/life or getting you comfortable in your career.

Lately, it’s been feeling like you’ve been walking on eggshells around them, like something just isn’t quite right between you two and it doesn’t seem to make either of you feel comfortable, and to you, it doesn’t look like there’s a way to fix it.

But you will be able to heal the relationship.

For group A, the reason behind the relationship’s strain seems to come from the tight grip they have on how they want you to do something a certain way. In particular, it feels like a career choice. Where you want to go in a new direction and they are afraid you’re not thinking it through, or that’s it’s a risky move, and they’re telling you not to do it.

This is partly because they don’t know how to let you leave the nest that they created for you. The nest they envisioned your life to be like, and how they wanted it to be because it felt safe to them. But they’re also being stubborn about this because they genuinely love and care for you so much, they just want you to be safe and stable wherever you land.

This is why it’ll be easy for you to make amends in the relationship, because the foundation of the problem is an abundance of worry from loving you too much. I know it can be frustrating, but it’s actually the best kind of problem to have.

In May, the eggshells yall have been walking on will finally break, and there will be a conversation where everything comes out into the open, and everything between you two is shared and both of you understand where the other is coming from. It’ll happen quickly, and unexpectedly in the sense that if you plan to talk to them on Monday, it’ll actually happen on Saturday at what looks like “the worst possible time to bring this up”

But let it happen, because even though it looks like terrible timing, it’s actually perfect. It’s divine timing and it’s necessary. So instead of running away from the conversation, lean into it.

Don’t leave anything unsaid or any thought or intention up for misinterpretation.

This is a time to fully bare your mind, heart, and soul with them and vice versa so yall can finally stop trying to read each other’s minds— because neither of you have been very good at that lately and that’s part of the problem— and finally come together and be on the same page.

It’s here when you’re both on the same page that you find a solution and can move forward together, in perfect harmony, and the relationship will fully be renewed.

Things will feel even better than they were before, because your relationship is stronger now. You’re on the same wavelength and you feel like you’re moving together in sync rather than to clashing rhythms.

May is also filled with so much love, compassion, balance and hope for you in an area where you haven’t felt it for a while. May is pouring in waves of love and hope, and deep deep healing, where you’ll feel completely refreshed, and content. Like a child who falls asleep in the car ride home and wakes up as their parent is carrying them inside the house. That feeling of safety, love and peace, you’ll have that in May 🤍

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the question: What’s your guidance for May’s journey?

your cards: king of pearls, 3 of cups, queen of pearls, death, page of pearls, 3 swords, queen of cups, 5 of cups, the stone, the empty room, the eternal child

your message: Okay group A, your guidance for May and the situation between someone you love is to get a new perspective on this situation.

To get that perspective, you need to remember who this person is to you, why you love them, why they were in your life before things got tense and stressful, and to ground yourself in the knowing that this is someone who is worth keeping in your life.

Once you have that understanding grounding you, you’ll need to see this situation from their perspective. Look at it with fresh eyes, and realize that they are only so angry, stubborn and trying to control your life because they see you as someone they need to protect. Someone who is like a child.

If this is a lover: they see you as naive, not in a bad way but in the way that you look for the best in situations, in people, and you are overly optimistic. They see you as someone who hasn’t been corrupted with the evil and heartache of the world, and they want to protect you from it. They don’t want you to leave their life or go into something that’s risky where they end up losing you forever. They see you as an integral part of their life, someone they have crafted their whole life around. They’ve planned the future with you in it and they don’t want to lose you or their dreams of the future because of this new idea or direction you want to go in.

I don’t see anything here that says the risk is dangerous, I think it’s more of a long distance situation like if you take this new job, you’ll have to move away, or they’ll have to move with you and leave their family in another part of the world. It’s a risk but it’s mostly internalized fears than any real danger.

if this is a parent: they see you like a child in the sense that to them you never grew up, you’re still their baby, their responsibility to provide for and take care of you. They also have a deep rooted fear of you leaving them because they never really felt like their home was empty.

With the empty room card, i’m seeing empty nest syndrome, and your parents never experienced that because of how close you are to each other. This new opportunity for you, could be you moving out for the first time, or maybe moving to another part of town or even across the country where it’s at least an hour drive to them, and they’re worried they’ll never see you again because it’s a long way away.

It’s important to know that the reason they’re holding on so tightly and fighting you on this, is because they don’t want to lose you. They don’t want a life where you’re not in it.

And while it is frustrating having to prove that you’re an adult and can take care of yourself, you’re being guided to take a breath and realize they just need a little help feeling safe to let go of control. And once they feel safe to let you spread your wings and fly away, yall will have an ever better relationship with each other. But you need to help them to start feeling safe by having and showing them more compassion through this.

I do see that what you want to do is a good thing, with the page of pearls— which is the pentacles suit in this deck— it’s saying this is a path of self development for you, where you’ll grow and gain new experiences that are helpful to you and your path to come.

With the Queen and King of pearls here this is a really really stable opportunity for you, not just stable but lucrative. It’s going to lead to abundance in wealth, in financial security, and in also laying down roots.

This is bringing you into your long term plans, if this is a career change or promotion, this is the career you’ll stay in forever. if this is a promotion, you’re establishing your credibility with the company, possibly staying with them forever but there is the possibility of leaving them on your terms to go somewhere else in the future where the skills and experience you gained here are necessary, appreciated and respected in your new position.

If this is around a move, you’ll live there long term, raise your family there. And if you’re currently single, you’ll meet your long term partner in that city.

And with the 3 of cups, this is saying that you will get to a point where your friend, partner, or parent is proud of you and celebrating with you on this new direction you took your life in.

But that you need to be mindful of how scary this looks from their point of view.

They don’t see it as a great opportunity like you see it. They see it as a great loss. They see it as life changing in a way that shatters their entire world view. They feel like it’s the end of everything they know. They just need to feel stable in this new adventure so they can support you in it. And your guidance is to help them find that stability by sharing your vision for this opportunity. Share with them how you see it, share with them the security that you’ve gained by thinking this through. So they feel safe and can piece their world back together with the understanding that this is changing things but only for the better.

It might feel hard at first, but all you need to do is reassure them with everything you know about the situation. And everything you need to help them, is already within you. You’ve got this!

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That’s all for this reading 🤍 I’m sending you lots of clarifying energy✨ so you can see this clearly and know how to help them feel safe so you can fully enjoy this new adventure of yours! Have fun my love!

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Group B 🗽

the question: What does the month of May have in store for you?

your cards: 2 of cups, temperance, star, chariot, the mother, the faultline

numbers that may resonate: 1, 2, 49, 14, 17, 7

your message: All right Group B! Let’s dive right into it.

Your month of May is going to be incredibly healing. Right now, there’s been some major conflicts with someone in your life, it could be your parents, siblings, a lover, or someone who’s been foundational in your upbringing/life or getting you comfortable in your career.

Lately, it’s been feeling like you’ve been walking on eggshells around them, like something just isn’t quite right between you two and it doesn’t seem to make either of you feel comfortable, and to you, it doesn’t look like there’s a way to fix it.

Now, you are right, you will need to let the relationship break and fall away.

In May, the eggshells yall have been walking on will finally break, and there will be a conversation where everything comes out into the open, and everything between you two is said.

It’ll happen quickly, and unexpectedly in the sense that if you plan to talk to them on Monday, it’ll actually happen on Saturday at what looks like “the worst possible time to bring this up”

But let it happen, don’t be afraid of it, because even though it looks like terrible timing, it’s actually perfect. It’s divine timing and it’s necessary and GREAT things will come from it! So instead of running away from the conversation, lean into it.

Now, group B, compared to group A, things are a lot different with how this conversation is going to go between you and whoever this person or group of people you’ve been feeling at odds with is.

And I feel so heavy trying to convey this message because I can feel your energy and the energy around this situation and it is so disheartening, it feels hopeless and there’s so much frustration and desperation for things to be different, to be better, to be how you wish them to be.

And I am so sorry that you’ve had to experience this for so long, but the good news is, May is bringing in that same love, peace and healing that it’s bringing in for Group A.

May is going to be filled with so much love, compassion, balance and hope for you in all areas where you haven’t felt it for a while. May is pouring in waves of love and hope, and deep *deep* healing, where you’ll feel completely refreshed, and content. Like a child who falls asleep in the car ride home and wakes up as their parent is carrying them safely inside the house. That feel of safety, love and peace, you’ll have that in May 🤍

You’re going to be okay. I know it doesn’t look like it right now or even feel like it at all, but the cards are so clear, and the energy here is even louder.

All that pain, hopelessness, frustration and desperation is getting cleared out. Like a flood passing through a deserted meadow, it pulls all the weeds, dead leaves, and debris out, dragging it away in the water and leaving the meadow prettier, greener, and more alive than when the waters came.

I’m not really seeing a long conversation happening here between you and the people causing so much greif, but what I do see is a super sudden ending.

The fault line card in the oracle deck is essentially the tower in tarot, it’s unsteady ground that breaks without warning, like an earthquake comes out of no where (unless you’re a seismologist) it’s sudden, it’s destructive and it’s often times it’s over before anyone realizes.

That’s how I see this situation going for you.

It’ll be you who ends the relationship with this person (or group of people) and it’ll be a chaotic moment, there may be yelling, intense name calling, and brutal words shared between yall, but I see it happening and being done within 5 minutes. It’s a quick conversation, one that ends just as quickly as it began. Now I know it sounds like a scary thing, but this isn’t something to be afraid of.

This is divinely orchestrated. And you are divinely protected through it all.

This falling out, is the ending to your old life, the way things have been, and that is a beautiful thing because it means you’re entering a new life. A life that’s shown here to be so magical, deeply healing and filled with so so much love and relief.

You’re going to feel so much peace afterwards and it’s going to feel so luxurious to you because peace isn’t something you’ve had for so long, maybe ever. And so this is a new experience for you.

The conversation that ends the relationship is coming soon, coming quickly, it’s been building up under the surface, behind the scenes, for a while now and I heard “tomorrow” it’s going to erupt.

I want to emphasis that even while the chaos is happening you’re going to feel relief.

It’s going to feel like with every scream, every word, every slam of the door, that boulders are falling off of your body. Like hardened lava falling off of you, making you feel lighter, safer, happier, and more relieved and feeling more like yourself, because everything is finally being said.

Everything is finally coming out, every thing you’ve ever wished you could say to them, it’s being said and it’s bringing you the closure you want and need in order to feel like this chapter of your life is finally over.

And I do see that, after the fight, after you leave them behind you, your whole life is transforming.

It could be because of the portal on May 5th, because I see you having the fight in what looks like a beaten down house and you walk out the front door slamming it behind you and then I see this shimmering iridescent pearly light coming from within you and expanding outwards to everything around you, to the porch, the house, to the driveway and the trees in your neighborhood and then expanding into a blinding white light and when it finally returns to you, and I can see the scene around you again. Everything is prettier, newer and different.

Now you’re in a totally new environment, with fresh flowers in front of a new home, with a shiny, and better car in the driveway and you look happy, you’re shining brighter than before and you look like a new person too.

This is what May is bringing to you. A new life, one that looks completely different than the life you’ve been living. 🤍

You’re going to be better than okay 🥰

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the question: What’s group b’s Guidance for May?

your cards: 4 of swords, page of pearls, 5 of wands, 8 of cups, 10 of swords, 3 of swords, queen of cups, 8 of wands, six of swords, the king, the father, the comic, the faultline, the prayer, the judge, apocolypsis

your message: All right group b 🥰 the first thing you’re being guided to do is not to worry about the conversation or the fight or how everything will play out.

I heard, “Don’t worry your pretty little mind, everything is going to work out just fine. We have it all under control. Just take care of yourself.”

With the 3 of swords, I can see that you’re really worried right now, and it’s causing you a lot of emotional grief because you’re tired of this life. You’re tired of the fights, you’re tired of not being heard or loved the way you deserve it and the way you want to be loved. You feel like you’ve been on this not-so-merry-go-round for too long, you want off and you feel like you’ve been screaming at the universe for help and like no one has been listening. And that’s a really hard place to be and you’ve worn yourself out trying to hold onto faith and hope and trying to keep yourself sane. You’ve laughed things off that should’ve made you breakdown and sob. Your sense of humor has kept you alive when no one else was around to help you pick up the pieces of the mess these people have made. But your spirit team, they want to say they’ve heard every prayer, they’ve been helping you get to this point where you can finally leave them all behind and find peace and rest. But they were waiting on divine timing. They were waiting for the pieces to line up, to all be in place, so they could take you out of this situation in one fell swoop and bring you into the life you deserve. A life of love, peace, tranquility, luxury, and stability. A life that’s so secured for you that you never have to return to these people or anyone who is like them.

I know it can be really frustrating when you hear they were waiting for divine timing because to you it feels like the right time to leave them all behind was months or even years ago. And I’ve been there too where divine timing looks shitty because it feels like it’s taking too long and it’s too late. But that’s the sour side of the universe, divine timing is perfect timing but it doesn’t always make sense to us because we aren’t seeing the big picture, we don’t see the gears in motion underneath the clock, we don’t understand why it needs to be later and not now.

But the comfort of divine timing is in the beauty that in hind sight we usually see the magic that was happening behind the scenes, and it’s in that moment where we feel provided for, when we realize we were never alone even though it looked like it while we were in the storm.

And the truth for your situation is, you were never alone!

The universe heard every prayer, saw every tear, they sat with you hugging you even though you couldnt feel them. They felt your frustrations and pain like it was their own, they saw everything, every wrong thing they did to you, even the ones you don’t know about, and the universe knows what those people are guilty for.

You didn’t deserve any of it.

Any of the treatment they gave you, any of the words they said, you didn’t deserve any of it.

And it was incredibly unfair, but the good news is the divine saw it all. And the time for judgement is here, you’ll get your justice, and they will get their karmic punishment.

You don’t have to worry anymore.

Things may feel like you’re still in the thick of it, like this is the end of the world and you might not know how things will turn around. Like it’s the zombie apocalypse, and the CDC shut down and there’s no cure in sight.

But there is a cure being made right now, and the end of the apocalypse is near. It’s happening in May for you 🤍

You’ve got this, you’ve done such an incredible job getting yourself through all of that, keeping yourself alive when all odds were against you, including yourself, and you kept your heart kind and gentle through it all.

You’re being rescued now, and you’re being rewarded with a new life filled with compassion and kindness. You’ll never have to feel that way again, you’ll never be treated that way again. You’re getting out. You are! 🤍 And everything is going to be taken care of for you, all you have to do is let it happen, relax, rest and take care of yourself right now and through the transition. Focus on things that bring you joy, focus on taking care of yourself.

If it’s been a while since you had a nice relaxing shower, take one. Let yourself be comforted in your world right now and through the transitional period.

You’ve been through so much that you’ve been running on empty, it’s time to fill yourself back up and that comes through mental rest and physical comfort. Find time to take care of you right now. And hold on just a little longer my love, the rescue helicopter is on its way, it’s coming in fast and it’s not leaving without you 🤍

You’ve made it, just focus on how much better your life is going to be in a few days and trust the universe a little longer.

They’re about to show you that it was all worth it, that they’ve been by your side the whole time, that they love you. They’re picking you up right now and they’ll provide everything from transportation, to your house, to everything in it. They’re going to prove to you that they exist. That’s what part of their divine timing was all about, getting you to believe in them in a *big* way so you couldn’t ever feel doubt about them again.

Hang in there a little longer 🤍 Help is on the way.

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That’s all for your reading, I’m sending you loads of healing energy and comfort to help you through the transition. You’re not alone through this 🤍

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GROUP ONE

Cards: Justice rx, Knight of Wands, The Empress rx, Cancer, Leo rx, Saturn, Elixir rx, Milk, Cat.

Tarot: You will be treated unfairly by a superior despite all your hard work. I see you need to take on an offensive position rather than defensive. Fight for yourself. I hear that the action is not one of silent revenge, but calling things out right there, confrontational and direct.

Oracle: Be careful of a coworker. Someone who was helpful in the past and never have given you any reasons not to trust them, will betray you or attempt to. You might get a sudden gut feeling about it, but the deception will be subtle, so it would be understandable to miss it. They might give you a seemingly good advice/idea. Probably a woman. In school, someone might give you wrong answers in an exam or tell you fake info about an exam.

Zodiac: Instant message. You might have troubles and blockages coming your way in the Leo and Cancer seasons, so roughly end of June till end of August. Hard times. You might be studying to retake a failed exam. Coworker problems.

Astrology: Libra, Leo x2, Venus, Cancer, Saturn. (Double Leo tells me you will get a lot of attention. A woman will oppose you, very beautiful and feminine with strong Libra/Venusian energy. Saturn indicates difficult times and obstacles. Cancer can talk about manipulative energy.)

Numbers: 11, 3, 4, 5, 19 (42=6) = 2, 3, 4, 5, 1 (15=6). (Any of these can be important dates. I see you will have to reeavulate who you trust and how to react to difficult situation without dismissing your own feelings. The troubles will begin gradually, rather than arrive all at once.)

GROUP TWO

Cards: Queen of Cups, The Star, 7 of Cups rx, Gemini rx, Mars rx, Jupiter, Teacup, Peacock horizontal, Janet Frame (Belonging).

Tarot: It's a hopeful time for you. Good for staring new projects and jobs. Go wild and attend interviews for better jobs. Send your CVs. No, you're not delusional. No, you're not delusional. The stars are quite literally alligning for you. If you struggle mentally, it will be a calm time period for you.

Oracle: You will receive valuable information through gossip or networking (or by accident). I don't think it will be something to ruin someone's career/life, but it will give you an idea on how to proceed in your career and what steps you should take. Be careful of being cocky/oversharing what you know. Don't boast too much, but don't play coy as it can raise suspicions. Be aware of when to show your cards.

Zodiac: First message I got is "AI" because of a 'Gemini' card. You might work in tech or study it. Involved with computers and software in general. There's luck on your side at the moment, so take the opportunity. However, it's something that's meant to be used calmly and without rush. Just sit and enjoy, listen and think. You can use it to rest and gather your strength.

Astrology: Cancer, Aquarius, Scorpio, Gemini, Mars, Jupiter. (Good time for networking and working in groups. You have a way with words in this time period and some great charisma. You are in tune with people's emotions and know how to navigate them without being shady or manipulative. Lucky time period for you.)

Numbers: 17, 7, 3, 17, 18 (62=8) = 8, 7, 3, 8, 9 (35=8). (Can be important dates, especially 17, 7, 1 and 8. If you want to move forward in something, it's a good time to do so. Take the opportunity. The doors are open for you to do whatever you wish for.)

GROUP THREE

Cards: Queen of Swords, 3 of Pentacles, 5 of Swords rx, Moon rx, Air rx, Mercury rx, Toni Morrison (Power) rx, Knife rx, Sappho (Love).

Tarot: Your mind is stuck on something and you will be unable to move on from this topic for a while. I see you looking back and thinking of the past. Outwardly, you might be cold and calm. People will try not to anger you. You might want to check Angel Number 33.

Oracle: So, this is quite specific. I see you have been betrayed (or will be) by someone you love (cheating or a breakup, either platonic or romantic). Your focus in this time period will be healing your broken heart, not much attention on the career/school aspect. But that's okay. I don't see any consequences in the field, I think you will still do your job well enough. Queer love might be a big thing here.

Zodiac: Emotionally, you're somewhere far away. You're deep in thought, quiet and prefering to avoid social interaction. You use few words and communicate when needed. Your mind is busy, but you don't externalise it.

Astrology: Libra, Capricorn, Aquarius, Moon, Air, Mercury. (You're stoic in this time period. Calm, firm, professional but distant. Can't say much else, other than what I said before.)

Numbers: 3, 5, 14, 25, 15 (62=8) = 3, 5, 5, 7, 6 (26=8). (Can be important dates, especially 5, 26, 6. Take care of yourself. It's okay to take a break and reevaluate your personal life. Emotional healing can look different for everyone, so even if your way of doing so is unconvetional, it's okay to be like that. Be patient with yourself.)

GROUP FOUR

Cards: 8 of Cups, The Empress rx, The Magician, Aries, Sagittarius, Pisces, Boar rx, Mirabai (Devotion), Mary SHelley (Loss).

Tarot: You might be leaving your old job or getting rid of old perspectives. Maybe you have a sudden desire to change the course in your career. I see you starting a new job or a new project (or just a new mindset about how your future should look like). You might be erratic and very motivated, always on the move and active. I see you moving your hands a lot while you talk (ADHD anyone? I also heard manic). I see you accomplishing many tasks in this time period and whatever you touch, will be very easy for you to finish. Might get bored a lot. If you have bipolar, remember to take your meds as not to let mania do things that you can't take back. It also might be a warning for some of you that mania is coming.

Oracle: You might have never quite fit in with the groups at your job/school. Always the weirdo, always the odd one. Well, this time period you don't care. You just do you and take great pleasure in it. You see the weird looks people give you and just shrug, going on about your day. Maybe it's a turning point for you not to think about others' opinions.

Zodiac: Lots of fire and action, erratic and impulsive. Could be some risky decisions involved. You might be delusional and live in a fantasy world, which strengthens the message about mania. If not, you might just get into a weird headspace.

Astrology: Pisces x2, Venus, Mercury, Sagittarius, Aries. (Weird headspace. Fantasy world. Daydreaming. Lots of passion and motivation. Action. Impulsive. Lots of talking. Yapping. Oversharing. Feeling your best self. Being non-critical when it comes to your behaviour. Risky behaviours. Sexual themes. Mania.)

Numbers: 8, 3, 1, 1, 9, 12 (34=7) = 8, 3, 1, 1, 9, 3 (25=7). (Can be important dates, especially 1, 3, 8. You might get lots of new opportunities or just start creating new things for yourself. The self-reflection is present there, but it's disfigured, as in you reevaluate things but ignore some stuff as well. Weird combo which again is highlighting the mania aspect. Teamwork. Cooperating on a project. I heard orgy or group sex?)

GROUP FIVE

Cards: The Lovers, 7 of Swords, 5 of Wands, Libra rx, Saturn rx, Scorpio rx, Jamaica Kincaid (History), Pond rx, Emily Dickinson (The Soul) rx.

Tarot: I see you working with someone who completes you professionally. Could not ask for a better coworker to work with you on this project. Or maybe you both start a job/internship at the same place. Some workplace flirting. However, there are some dark clouds brewing. Is this person in a relationship? Or are they just leading you, enjoying the attention? I see some argument and conflicts, Julius Ceasar kind of thing when they all stab him. Some betrayal of trust. Frustration over trusting the wrong person.

Oracle: It's as if the pond leaks from the sky, trying to drown you (I heard "I'm gonna drown you" but the logicists are funny and unrealistic). This person might be jealous of your success/talent and trying to undermine you, but they're not very good at sabotaging. They think they're smarter than they really are.

Zodiac: You will overcome this obstacle, but it will seem unnecessary to you. Why even bring such a person into your life? I see that you did trust this person a lot, might even opened up about your doubts and fear. They're good at acting, though, and you wonder if any of the things they said were truthful.

Astrology: Gemini, Aquarius, Leo, Libra, Saturn, Scorpio. (Air is dominant here. Lots of thinking and trying to analyze what went wrong in how you saw this person. Trying to understand logically, while keeping your emotions in check to avoid bias. Being cold and calculating when meeting new people. Being closed off to new connections. Prioritizing your own peace.)

Numbers: 6, 7, 5, 7, 8, 19 (52=7) = 6, 7, 5, 7, 8, 2 (35=8). (Can be important dates, especially 7 and 5. Lots of analyzing and reflecting on the past. Trying to learn from your mistakes. Trying to move on, maybe even too fast. Being cynical. Being cold to others. Exhaustion. Avoiding social interactions and focusing on your work.)

GROUP SIX

Cards: The Fool rx, 10 of Wands, Queen of Cups, Aquarius rx, Gemini, Saturn rx, Noose, Pond, Emily Dickinson (The Soul) rx.

Tarot: You might be going through a rough patch right now. Are you having doubts about your career path? Exhaustion, going from task to task automatically, mind blank. Going through the movements, doing your job, fullfilling your responsibilities. You might feel stuck and burnt out. Stagnation. Looking out of the window and dreaming. You might be depressed. At the same time, you're someone people heavily depend on. You might be reliable, responsible and calm, always grouding to those around you. It's time to take a break, babe. Go on vacation. Take a sick leave, if needed. Maybe you just need some antidepressants.

Oracle: Depression is highlighter here. Even if you don't think so, at least you have to admit you might be burnt out. There's nothing shameful about needing mental help. I'm not even going to tell you to pick up a new hobby, since you're so exhausted you barely make your own meals and clean your house. You should be alone for a while, with no one to bother you, to let your mind and body truly rest. You need sleep. Like a couple of days worth of it.

Zodiac: You need some break from people. The constant noise is starting to get to you. If you have kids, ask your friends or family to take them under their wing for a bit. If they're old enough, ask them to give you some space. Sleep. Bed rot. Scroll on your phone. Watch stupid movies. Whatever brings you comfort when you're like this.

Astrology: Uranus, Sagittarius, Cancer, Aquarius, Gemini, Saturn. (Lots of mental noise and crying. You might feel empty with random times of bursting into tears over small things and triggers. Let people help you, even if it means isolating from them for a while.)

Numbers: 0, 10, 11, 3, 19 (43=7) = 0, 1, 2, 3, 2 (8). (Can be important dates. 0 for me is a wild card, meaning things can happen any day and any way, with no way of predicting them. It depends on your actions and circumstances around you. Sudden breakdown or a crying fit might happen while you're at work. Small things can trigger it. It's going to accumulate, rising slowly but steadily until it explodes.)

Group 1 - The Giver

They will shower you in attention and material gifts. They could do many things for you, hoping to earn your love. In worst case they might try to buy your love as well, but in most cases they just feel the strong need to prove they are worth your love. Teach them that love isn't something they have to bribe you for or work for like it's a job. Or don't, it's your marriage.

Group 2 - The Opposer

They will pursue you relentlessly. This is a person who knows what they want and will get just that. There is a big chance that somebody or something (outside force, not you) will try to stop them from trying to romance you, I feel forbidden fruit vibes here. However, this person will want you so bad that it won't matter to them at all. Their passion for you in an unstoppable force and the only one that could forbid their access to you is you yourself.

Group 3 - The Seer

Their efforts won't be very visible at first. You might not even know they are into you while they already imagine your future together and pick out color of wedding decorations. With time you will sense that the two of you are compatible, it will be only a matter of time before you develop a bond. They won't even have to do much, you will be automatically inclined to like them. Everything will unfold quietly and naturally, like two pieces of puzzle falling into place. Predestined connection.

Group 4 - The Balancer

They will try to act a bit nonchalant to not scare you away. They will definitely take things slow and try to do it the right way. Their priority is to not cause you discomfort, it's way more important than being exciting. They won't be overbearing, overly clingy or annoying. They however won't ignore you or spare you affection either. Everything in good proportion. They might want to spilt the bill tho, huge 50/50 vibes

Pile 1:

Who is your destined person?:

(Cards: 6 of swords, 3 of pentacles, 6 of pentacles, moon, hermit, queen of wands, king of swords/ hermit rev, death, wheel of fortune, 5 of pentacles, sun)

This person probably comes from a very different backgroud than you, it will seem like you don't have much in common at first, they have probably moved from the place they were born and are getting used to the new place. They are a hard worker, right now they are putting a lot of effort in this area of their life, probably to help financially their beloved ones, I'm hearing to help their parents, they are so focused in making money that they are not nurturing other aspects of their life like socializing, the good thing is that they don't seem to care about it. They got the hermit with two different decks, once upright and another time on reversed, it gives me the feeling that they feel very comfortable in their solitude but at the same time they are craving significative connections and a reason to get out of their isolation, for some reason they feel very exhausted but they can't sleep at night, they are like an owl, by night they seem to be more active even though they should be super tired because their work is exhausting (I'm writting this at 13:31 on my clock, maybe it's a relevant number for you or this connection). This person has some emotional issues that keeps them up at night, it's like they need these few extra hours of the day that they are taking from their resting time to relax when the rest of the world is quiet, maybe it's because they are far from home or because they miss their family, because this is related to their emotional world but for what I see here they are thinking too much about others and not about themselves and their mental peace. Anyway, this person is really attractive, for what I see in the cards, they have some not-so-secret admirers that are chasing them or looking desperately for their attention, whatever they are trying is not working with your person, your person seems to be an introvert or at least, they need to feel emotionally connected to something or someone to invest their energy fully on it, I could even say that they are a little shy when it comes to interact with other people. this person has an strong masculine energy, also I keep hearing the word resilient so this may be the most noticable trait about them, the thing here with the admirers is that they are chasing your person, like taking the masculine role but only for their outside appearance, your person seems to need something more to connect with someone and they prefer to court that to be courted. Right now they are closing chapters, there's a massive divine intervention in their life even if they are not aware of this, this is happening for their highest good because they need to get out of this hermit mode and start experiencing good things. They seem to be a little apathic and their lack of rest could be affecting their health too, even if they want it or not, a change is coming to align them, there will be a shift in their luck very soon, especially to help them financially because they seem to be struggling in this aspect. your person is really calmed and peaceful, very goal oriented and commited to what's important to them, you'll love the kind of person they are and the peace they'll bring to your life.

Your connection:

(Cards: deception, new love, this could be the one, playfulness/ girl with a snake, heartbroken, the phoenix, heart with a key, wedding rings)

Okay, your person had a very tough relationship with a toxic person that played with their heart and left them in the dust, this might be one of the reasons why they are avoiding so much human contact, especially with romantic interests, their heart is still recovering from this heartbreak. When you appear in their life, everything will trasform, it will be so magical and unexpected that they won't know what to do, you'll catch them off guard, everything will feel different with you, it's like they've been in a grey and clouded place and you appear to make the sun shine again in their life. This past relationship marked them but knowing you will make them realize that not everyone is the same, you will make them gain hope in love again, it will happen naturally and your relationship will be blossoming peacefully but with certainty, from the first moments they'll know that you are meant for them and will work to make you know it. This is a soulmate connection so you'll feel very comfortable with eachother like you know the other from a very long time, I see a lot of funny dates together, like an exhibition of some kind (I'm translating directly from google but I mean those places wih a ferris wheel, bumper cars, cotton candy and those places where you get a teddy bear if you drop all the bottle from the shelf, something that sort, please comment me the correct name of this lol). An important thing I see here is that your person might be shy at first and will try to make things the right way, not forcing anything, but what I like the most is that even though they have their heart wounded, they won't pay this pain with you, in fact, you'll be a reason to stop thinking about the past pain and focusing on the precious future you could share together, you'll ignite them faith in life, they'll find motivation again, they might even realize that they weren't as comfortable in their solitude as they wanted to project. I see a fast commitment, I also see that they will leave you the key of their home so you can stay there even when they are working, they'll try to make you part of their day to day life and will be very honest with your from the start, you can ask them anything and they will respond with all the truth, even if the truth doesn't leave them in good place, they want you to know every detail about them, you can also trust in them to share whatever you want, they will be super understanding and compassionate.

Signals:

(Tea leafs: sunrise, woman, feather, bull, desk, scissors, caterpillar)

By the moment you are about to meet your person, you'll be finding out the true intentions of a woman in your life, I don't know why but the energy of this woman gives me really bad vibe, like a two faced person, is someone that you should put distance with in order to protect your energy because in terms of love she could often have bad experiences and she will not be happy for you when you find your soulmate. There also this message of not sharing your ideas about the future, not just in love but about your goals or plans in work too, if you are thinking about initiate something by your own just keep it private for a while, or at least just share it with your closest ones because this woman or femenine energy around you don't what you to thrive. The good thing is that you got the card of the sunrise, so you'll be having a lot of new ideas that will lead you to find success, I'd suggest you to write down those ideas,take time to organize them and start implementing them in aries season, at the beggining of the spring, energies will be at your favor. For your person they'll be working really hard, there might be a chance for a rise or getting a higher position in their work field and they'll be focused into that, for others of you there might also be the chance that your person will be getting another job with a better salary, I'm getting especially this second option because your person seems to be very unhappy in their current job and they need better conditions, it also seems like there is some opposition from someone in their work and your person has to keep themselves in a defensive position to deal with it and they don't want this no more, they know they deserve a healthier work enviroment, maybe there's an abusive boss here. There's the possibility that you are really close to meet eachother because of the cards on tarot and this message so be aware of your surroundings because your person is closer than you imagine :)

Channeled messages: a puppy, sexy but don't know it, romantic dates, strong arms, meet them in a public place like a park, a market or a place with art or literature involved like museums or book stores, gift giving, a soft pink or white dress, night dates, overthinking, financial struggle, 999, 1333, virgo, scorpio, cancer and leo, might be seasons for you two meet or your person's sign.

Pile 2:

Who is your destined person?

(Cards: 9 of wands, 4 of swords, 7 of pentacles, 10 of pentacles, justice, death, world/ devil, justice, queen of pentacles, judgement, king of wands)

Okay, lets start saying that you know this person but never had anything romantic with them besides a crush for some of you, they are someone that is familiar to you, maybe you have talked at some point or is simplier than that and you follow them on social media or something that sort, you know eachother but there's almost any interaction between you two. I usually say on private readings when I see that the consultant know their person that Universe has a wicked sense of humor and sometimes, this person can be so random as your crush on primary school, someone you talked once in a party, a friend of a friend and those kind of things, so don't be dissapointed when you see that you know your person because many times, even though you know them, they can be the most random person you could ever imagine. Right now your person is going through some legal issues, it can be a divorce for some of you but for others it might be more related to an spiritual awakening where they are taking resposibility over things they have done in the past, like paying some karma and realizing why they are paying it. The good thing is that your person is closing a chapter, this awakening can be hard, because of the devil card, but it also will bring them a big relief and a change in their reality for the best, there's also a change in their way to face life. For what I see in the cards, your person is wealthy or well positioned in life, probably has a high position in their work field, for some they can work in something related to laws but is an enviroment with a lot of competition and stabs in the back, you have to be a little ruthless to thrive in that area, there's also a chance that they already have a child or kids near them, if you have children, your person will get along very well with your kid too. Your person has an strong temper, the good part of it is that they are very protective of what they love and don't mind getting into trouble if that means keeping their beloved ones safe. The not so good part is that they can be too impulsive and irrational when angry, their passionate spirit can take the best from them sometimes, they will be your total opposite so if you have a natural calmed and peaceful temper this pile is for you. Your person is someone brave, a natural extrovert with a lot of charisma, they can draw all the attention of a room to them just with an smile, they are also very sexy, physically they are extremely attractive, they could also be a Libra or Sagittarius sun sign. Your person hasn't been an angel in their past, even though they are a nice person with a good heart, it seems like they did ot take the best decitions in their past and now they are regreting some mistakes. They are really handsome and charming, I see they haven't faced rejection in their past and that has led them to be too confident, they are the kind of person who always gets what they want, do you know Dexter from the show One Day? your person reminds me of him in the good and the bad traits. Anyway, they recently had an experience that made them realize the path they were taking and they want a diferent direction, they don't feel fulfilled and knows that can get something better for themselves, they are also facing the consequences of their actions si they might need some extra time to get into your life.

Your connection:

(Cards: this could be the one, trust, children, worth waiting for/ talking, golden mirror, sword and rose, self indulgence, love call)

You'll share a very special bond, I see trust issues from both of you but at the moment you start something together those issues will fade, it's like your souls will recognize that you both are meant for eachother, feelings will bloom naturally. I see different scenarios for your pile so take what resonates with you, for the people who already know who this person is, the cards invite you to keep hopeful but patient, just trust the Universe and focus on your bussiness meanwhile your person puts their life in order and solve the issues they are currently dealing with, you deserve to enjoy their best version. For others of you who can't figure out yet who your person is, the cards have a similar meaning, to stay optimistic visualizing your ideal relationship, you'll have to wait a little more than the other piles because your person is dealing with issues they need to resolve before meeting you, again, you deserve to enjoy their best version, your vibration is very high so having your person right now in your life with their current circumstances could affect negatively your energy, so this wait is a divine protection for you. Things will start by flirting between both of you, maybe some casual dates at first but for what see in the cards, there's a lot of communication here and it makes sense because through communication trust gets reinforced and that's what you both need. You both will be very different but will have so much in common, your experiences in life or even your tastes or hobbies, your favorite artist or the kind of music you like, it will start by something simple but then you'll realize how similar you truly are, you will mirror eachother in every aspect, for some with an spiritual development I see this person is your twin flame. A nice thing a like about your person is that they will allow you to stay in your femenine energy, the card of self indulgence gives me the feeling that they'll provide for the things you like, just as an example, if you are into a saga of books but you don't have enough money to afford everyone of them so you go buy it one by one, your person will buy you all the saga so you can enjoy your hobbies. For some of you I even see that your person pays for your beauty treatments like getting your lashes or nails done. I see that they'll like to take a protective role with you, if you are easilly stressed, especially in regards of legal matters or burocracy, your person will take care of it so you don't have to worry, if you have any dream or goal you want to achieve your person will also provide you a safe space so you can develop it, especially for those of you who are into arts or something that involves creativity

Signals:

(Tea leafs: teapot, mule, wreath, shield, stork, wedge, heart)

Your signs to know when your person is about to enter your life will be a dissapointment with a friendship of your same sex, you might have an idea of who this person is because you have been seeing red flags from them in the past but you have turned a blind eye with them, especially in terms of stubborness and not wanting to change their habits. I'm getting that they are the kind to mourn and complain over things that they could easilly change, even you could have given them advices in the past but this person is unwilling to change for the better so you'll have to take them out of your life before your person comes. The tea leafs say that this won't be easy for you because you love and appreciate this person but by having them in your life you have to stay in a protective state, the shield warns you that you need to protect yourself from this person because they are consuming your energies. For your person, they'll be in a process of creating something new, I'm getting that it will be related to work, they'll be moving in silence because there's someone near them that don't want your person to be successful in this new project, anyway the project will thrive regardless of what other people try to mess with it. Your person will be just about to get their victory when they get in a deeper contact with you, they'll feel like things are getting better for them after everything they had to go through, you'll be like their ultimate victory. They'll know it's you because they'll feel safe by your side, having in mind that they are surrounded by snakes, getting in contact with you will feel for them like being in precence of angels.

Channeled messages: protect yourself from evil eye, black turmaline, long term relationship, karmic debts, late night conversations, a lot of sexual energy, love letters, release the old so the new can enter, the goddess Kali, law of attraction, subliminal audios, stay in your femenine energy, the bee and the flower, trust the process, 1111, 222, sagittarius, libra, scorpio

Pile 3:

Who is your destined person?

(Cards: queen of cups, king of pentacles, queen of pentacles, 3 of wands, fool, king of cups, 10 of pentacles/ ace of wands, 8 of pentacles rev, 5 of swords rev, judgement, emperor)

This person is your soulmate/twin flame, they are your divine counterpart so you will notice it from the very first moment you meet them. Getting into who your person is, they come from a wealthy background, their family seem to be very rich to say the least, they have been a pampered child all their life, in fact, if they work is because they want to not because they need to. Your person has been raised by parents that are soulmates so they know what true love is and knows that they want that type of connection for them too, they are a romantic and are not afraid to express it, they are also very well mannered so expect them to be chilvalrous with you, they are a true gentleman. They are so open to love that is overwhelming, they fantazise an daydream a lot about you, how you look, your way to walk and your smell, they have you so much in their head but they feel frustration not knowing who you are and when you will appear, they look for you everywhere they go and in every person they meet, yu cold even feel their energy calling you, if you have romantic dreams with someone but you can see their face clearly it is your person calling you in, you can intuitively feel them, I'm also getting that if you are able to see the face of someone familiar to you in dreams like a famous person just check that person you dream about because they might reselble the characteristics of your person. They have a melancholic soul, like a poet from another century, they are very deep and emotional, they have so much love inside they want to offer but they feel frustrated because they don't find the right person to share it with, they don't want only to share love they want someone to share all their life with, they feel like they already have it all to live a happy life but there's this missing peace of wanting to share all their abundance with someone else. There's this phrase of the movie 'into the wild' (my favourite movie ever <3) that says 'happiness is only real when it's shared', I feel that your person resonates a lot with this phrase, they have people they love around but they crave a romantic connection to create a family with, btw, they are really into marriage and family, they also like children and animals and they love your person too. Your person has a sensitive heart and the pain of their solitude has led them to get involved with people with superficial intentions or toxic behaviors, mostly because of your person's money, they had a relationship in the past that left them feeling empty and that's why now they are giving themselves time to be alone and with their family, I see they have siblings that are playing a major role into your person's emotional healing. Idk if you'll know about this book, it's called fallen hearts by V.C Andrews, it is part of the Casteel saga but the character that reminds me of your person appears on the second book, his name is Troy Tatterton, I suggest you to read it or let me know if you already know them :). I also see that your person has traveled a lot, for some of you, you could even live at distanced places where you'd had to travel to see eachother, it may be in one of your person's journeys where they finally meet you.

The connection:

(Cards: true love, getting to know eachother, playfulness, wedding/ casette, hammer, camera, separation, twin flames)

Oh goddess, this is so beautiful it makes me want to cry! If it was up to your person they would marry you as soon as they meet you, after all their painful journey, when you appear in their life they'll feel like the skies will open up only for them, they'll know it's you and will court you from the very first moment, they will be flirty but charming at the same time, I see you'll feel the same too. Even though that feelings will be intense at first, you both will make the effort to get to know eachother on deeper levels to check your chemistry and compatibility, everything will feel light and easy, you'll get along super well, they'll make you feel like you are in a safe place, if you are naturally introverted they'll make you feel protected and, in case you are an hyper independent person, you'll feel like you can finally relax and release some of the weight over your shoulders. At some point you'll have distance between you two but it won't separate you, I see you will make the best of every moment you spend together and, after a little time your person will offer you a seious commitment so you can start your life together as a couple, it might also be a soon engagement. I see that you'll be watching the pictures and videos you make together, especially if decide to travel, I see a fancy cabin near a forest where you are staying together to spend some alone time with nobody else there to bother you. The time you spend separated will play a major role for you two to decide that you want to be together forever, I see that your person will have a harder time being away from you, that's why they won't hesitate at the moment of offering you commitment, probably they give you a promise ring or tell you to get married, it will happen sooner than usual but both of you will feel certain about this relationship and what you want from it, you'll fit like puzle pieces and you'll both will understand why things didn't work with anybody else in the past.

Signals:

(Tea leafs: gong, key, shark, caterpillar, dagger, camel, unicorn, carriage)

For you, you'll be receiving good news about something you have done, it will be something exciting for you, a successful outcome for something you put a lot of effort in, you could even celebrate it with your close ones because this will make you very happy. There's a little warning for you about being responsible with your money but also I see you could loose something important like a jewel or something with big material value like a phone or something that sort, so if you suddently loose soemthing important take it as a sign that your person is about to enter your life. For your person I'd confirm what I said before about the trip, the carriage means a journey either be a mental or physical but I feel that it's a trip for vacation. This journey is because they have been through a period of worries and stress, they just have solved a problem before making this trip, this solution will involve some changes in their life that will align them with their highest good so, overcoming this obstacle will finally lead them to you, their most desired wish. They'll be taking a time to release all the tension they've been holding, it is surely oon holidays so check the calendar just in case, they'll be with more people in this journey, probably their siblings, your meeting will be something spontaneous, neither of you will be expetiing it

Channeled messages: Water sign, earth moon sign, family money, colors red and green, divine counterparts, white doves and sunflowers, many options in love, send you romantic phrases or pictures that reminds them of you, settle down, a midset change, aries season, 777, 1818

Pile 4:

Who is your destined person?:

(Cards: knight of wands, 10 of cups, moon, queen of pentacles, 8 of pentacles, knight of swords/ 7 of cups rev, 9 of swords, queen of pentacles, fool, empress)

Your person got the queen of pentacles repeated with two different tarot decks, this gives me the feeling that they feel plenty with the current direction of their life, with the 10 of cups I'd confirm that they feel happy and fulfilled and everything is working out for your person. Besides that luck is on their side naturally, your person has fought to be in the place they are right now, they are following their passion and vocation and being loyal to their heart has lead them to success and recognition, they are also very optimistic and knows how to see the good side of things at every situation. Your person reminds me of Eli from Boy swallows universe (please watch the show, it's awesome and you'll love Eli), your person is brave, independent and resourceful, even daring sometimes, they are loyal to their truth and their heart, in fact I see they can be a little obsessed with finding out the truth of things so they could even be into conspiracy theories or things that sort. Your person is a wanderer, a curious soul but with a grounded spirit, they can be wild sometimes but they know their own limits and knows when to stop, they are really down to earth and mature on the important matters but very lighthearted and spontaneus when the ocassion requires it. They have been through seriouus things in the past, they may have some unresolved heavy trauma they didn't gave themselves the chance to solve it so they might act reckless sometimes, but the good thing is that they have an strong moral compass and value system they keep loyal at every moment, betray their values would feel like betraying themselves and that's something they don't want to go through. Your person can be an unintentional heartbreaker, they don't want to hurt anybody's feelings but it's easy for people to catch feelings for your person, is something about their aura or their energy, they are so warm and gentle that everybody feels drawn to them and can't help but develop feelings for them, they are easy to be loved. Your person is really smart, they could be air dominant in their chart because they also seem like having a talent with words or being a great communicator, they are also very funny so expect to laugh a lot with them, they might be younger than you or it's simply that they have a youthful energy, whatever it is they have this childlike energy that makes them lovely. Your person has this golden retirever energy that everyone likes, they are also very friendly and seems to have it easy to create friendships with other people, their sense of humor is a plus on this aspect too, they are a sweetheart with a loving heart but they are also very hard working and commited to what they think is right, you'll feel super comfortable by their side, even though they could be younger they will give off very mature and reliable energy.

The connection:

(Cards: Keep an open mind, retreat, flirt, love yourself first, chemistry/ the sword and rose, girl talk, cupid's arrow, sunglasses, engagement ring)

Okay, at first they might not be your usual type or the kind of person you would be interested in, for some, your person could be younger than you and that could be a turn off for you. Your connection will bloom progressively by creating a friendship first, besides the fact that your person will be very into you from the very first moment, they'll prefer to respect your times and show you they are worthy of your love, they will feel like they are out of your league for some reason. You might run from them at a certain moment because you get confused with your emotions, especially for those of you reading this that are a water moon, you'll need some time to reflect on your emotions and realize that there's an inmense chemistry between you two, maybe this distance you take serves you as a reassurance of how drawn you feel to this person, they'll have a bad time with this retreat but for you will be very healing and enlightning. I see that there's a female or dominant femenine energy in your life you trust so much, that person is very reliable and wise, don't doubt to ask them for advice because she will bring you clarity about the situation, I'm glad to say that you have an amazing support system, count on that female friend when you need mental clarity because she will be very honest, for some of you this person could be a sister. During this separation you might think that your person is focused into their bussiness but they'll be into stalker mode (positively, of course), checking up on you, they might even ask someone close to you how you are doing just to know about you, they'll also be checking your social media to know about you, they won't do it in a creepy way, they'll feel the same pull to you but they have a harder time trying to contain their emotions, the good thing is that you seem to be very intuitive so you'll know when their energy is trying to approach you. They'll be so in love with you, it feels like they fell first but you'll fall harder after a while, you both are soulmates so, even though you'll try to fight your feelings, you can't help but fall for this person, and after you see how much they are willing to offer and their true esence you'll fall for them (I'm writting this at 15:15 on my clock in case it's a relevant number for you). They'll wear their heart on their sleeve, they'll be very protective of you and won't allow any disrispect to you, they can be cutthroating if anybody tries to mess with you, tey'll feel so honnoured by you focusing on them that they will try to make you the happiest person ever everyday of your life, they can't believe their luck by finding a person like you and receiving love from you, this connection will be an equal give and take, you both will do everything for the other to make them happy.

Signals:

(Tea leafs: dolphin, windchimes, fox, broken ring, bull, needle and thread, ant, table)

For you, you'll be in a very nice moment of your life when you are about to meet your person, you'll be receiving a big amount of money because of something you did in the past, like a material reward. This material abundance will give you a feeling of peace and relief, you have the chance to have some vacations or free time by yourself, I see you a little secretive about this, like you don't want anybody to ruin this good time, you may also be silent about the amount of money you receive. For your person, they'll be dettaching from someone or something, the broken ring is usually associated with romance but I feel it more related to bussiness so they might be changing their job for a healthiest enviroment (if you felt called to pile 1 I suggest you to check it), it seems like their current work field is forcing your person to sacrifice themselves and keeps them in a defensive position. They'll have to work hard but it will bring them stability and security.

Channeled messages: Acts of service, getting a pet together, a cat person, sleep problems, full moons affect their mood, white horses and moths, vivid dreams, sitcoms, a lot of laugh, mental fog, meditation, 1212, 444, taurus, gemini, aquarius