#mediumship

Sometimes intuition feels like:

A quiet “nah”

Mild disinterest

A sudden change of appetite

Wanting to go home early

Feeling bored with something you used to love

Not every message comes with goosebumps and signs. Sometimes it’s just your nervous system being smarter than your brain. Trust the boring signals too, they’re usually the most honest.

Don’t overthink your choice your spirit will naturally be drawn to the message meant for you.

Take what resonates and leave the rest

Thank you.

Pile 1

This pile is being told to stop worrying about situations that feel messy or unclear right now.

There may be conflict, tension, or even people around you where it feels like you have to “pick a side” or figure out the truth. You might even feel like others are watching, judging, or looking for flaws.

But your message is simple

Don’t stress it. Don’t overthink it.

Everything will reveal itself in time. You don’t need to force clarity right now.

Let it unfold naturally. Peace comes when you stop trying to control the outcome.

PILE 2

This pile feels very emotional and heart centered.

If you’ve been feeling unnoticed or unseen by someone you deeply care about, your

message is:

Don’t chase. Don’t beg for attention.

What is meant for you will come naturally.

There’s a shift happening behind the scenes a new understanding or resolution will come, but only when you stop forcing it.

Your energy is too valuable to be spent proving your worth.

PILE 3

This pile is about confidence and breaking out of your comfort zone.

You may have been holding yourself back, playing small, or not celebrating yourself the way you should. There’s a lack of recognition here either from others or even from yourself.

Your message:

It’s time to choose YOU.

Do things that excite you. Try something new. Put yourself first without guilt.

Confidence grows when you stop waiting for validation and start giving it to yourself.

PILE 4

This is a powerful transformation pile.

You may be going through or about to go through a moment that feels like a setback, failure, or emotional low point.

But this is not the end.

This is a rebirth.

Your message:

Use the pain as fuel.

If you’ve been feeling lost or unsure of your direction, you are being pushed to take risks. Even if something scares you if it calls to you, go for it.

Your next chapter is built on the courage to start again.

PILE 5

This pile is about change and effort.

You already know what needs to change in your life but you may be hesitating, avoiding it, or waiting for the “right time.”

Your message:

Stop waiting. Start doing.

Change is uncomfortable, but staying the same will cost you more in the long run.

This also calls for discipline and hard work. Not just thinking about it actually putting in the effort.

The life you want requires action, not just intention.

PILE 6

This pile carries a message about healing through connection.

You may feel hurt, disappointed, or even emotionally shut down right now. There’s a tendency to withdraw, isolate, or become cold as a form of protection.

But your message is:

Don’t close yourself off.

Even if things didn’t go the way you hoped, you are not meant to go through this alone.

Seek people who align with your values. Find community. Reconnect.

You don’t heal by isolating you heal by allowing yourself to be supported.

Hope you enjoyed my first pick a pile reading 🩷

During the Victorian era (cough, and also now, cough) women just were not paid attention to. They weren’t thought of as having much to say that was worth listening to in the public sphere. So whatever they did want to say got ignored. Except for when they claimed spirits were speaking through them. Then suddenly everyone wanted to hear what tribal chiefs from the 16th century, or kings of England, or Roman Emperors, had to say for themselves - and of course the ‘mediums’ were the ones who passed on the messages. When they weren’t speaking ‘as themselves’, suddenly their words had weight. They could make shit up, and everyone loved it.

Maria orsic

Also known as Marija Oršić, was born on October 31, 1895, in Zagreb, then part of the Austro-Hungarian Empire (now Croatia). Her father, Tomislav Oršić, a Croatian architect, and her mother, Sabine, a German ballerina from Vienna, provided a culturally rich environment for Maria’s upbringing. From a young age, Maria displayed an aptitude for languages, ballet, and an intense curiosity about esoteric and metaphysical subjects. Her striking beauty and intellectual pursuits set her apart, and she was often described as having an ethereal presence, with long blonde hair that she believed enhanced her spiritual sensitivity.

The Vril Society

In Munich, Maria connected with the Thule Society, a secretive organization focused on Germanic mythology and occult knowledge. Inspired by these ideas, she co-founded the “Alldeutsche Gesellschaft für Metaphysik” (Pan-German Society for Metaphysics), later known as the Vril Society, around 1919–1921. The Vril Society, primarily composed of young women with psychic abilities, aimed to harness the “Vril” force—a concept derived from Edward Bulwer-Lytton’s novel The Coming Race (1871), describing a latent energy that could grant extraordinary powers. Maria, alongside another medium named Sigrun, led the group in exploring telepathic communication and advanced technologies. The women, often characterized by their long hair worn loose to act as “cosmic antennae,” believed they could channel messages from extraterrestrial beings.

Channeling extraterrestrial beings

In December 1919, Maria and a small group from the Vril and Thule Societies rented a lodge near Berchtesgaden, Germany, where she reportedly received telepathic transmissions. These messages, allegedly from beings in the Aldebaran star system (Alpha Tauri, 65 light-years away), contained detailed technical instructions for constructing a flying machine capable of interstellar travel. Written in what Maria called “Templar-German” and an unknown script, the plans were interpreted with Sigrun’s assistance, who visualized a saucer-shaped craft. Maria’s channeled texts included Sumerian and Templar symbols, suggesting a blend of ancient knowledge and futuristic technology.

Development of the Vril Spacecraft