#nonjust

hello, my name is jay, and i refuse to remain silent on my extensive history with this group any longer.

i have documented the abuse and slander i have faced at the hands of this group since november 2019, and have compiled MANY screenshots with an extensive document so that others can see what exactly i’ve been through and how it has impacted me.

jay / @adultdefy’s experiences (with screenshots)

TW: mentions of abuse, pedophilia, suicide, self harm and other unpleasant shit

pego has:

stolen/edited the artwork of other artists WITHOUT their permission (changing joker’s skintone in the artwork they use of him)

spread misinformation and unfounded accusations of racism, pedophilia, and other HEAVY issues about other blogs just because they don’t like them, effectively silencing and driving them off the site and RPC

encouraged hate and defamation of character by manipulating and omitting information in their numerous falsified callouts

sent anon hate to people just for fun and namedropped people with the intent of sending hate their way

excessively STALKED the blogs and socials of people who have them BLOCKED and have already politely asked to be left alone

PLEASE DO NOT message pego, lavenza, or the URLs of ANY of the people involved with this situation with NEGATIVE INTENT. i do not condone ANYONE attacking or being unkind to them. pego and his group’s actions have caused their victims a lot of mental and emotional pain, and sent a LOT of hate their victims' way, and I do not wish that on ANYONE, even them. THE PURPOSE of this post is to share my experiences, SPREAD AWARENESS, and to protect others in the rpc and inform them on exactly what this group of people are capable of. every claim made in this document is backed with SUBSTANTIAL evidence. 

pego just happens to be at the forefront of this particular instance, even though he prefers to do his manipulation behind the scenes and thinks that nobody knows the true extent of his involvement, so this callout is geared mostly toward him. their treatment of others and the way this group essentially claims ownership of the persona/SMT franchise and its characters as a whole through their actions, words, and policing of others is harmful to the community, and has impacted the mental health and emotional health of myself and other victims negatively.

even after all that has happened, i still wish pego and his group the best. i am wholly aware that pego and some of the others engaging in these harmful behaviors are minors, so i want to reiterate the point of not sending hate toward them,  and it is my hope that he and his group can learn from these toxic behaviors and improve as human beings. i urge anyone else with experiences to come forward as well. you all deserve to be heard.

i do not want pego or any of their friends to contact me any further, and i wish to remain blocked by them. you got to share your experiences, so i should be able to share mine. please just stay away from me. i will take legal action if your harassment of me continues.

you deserve to feel safe on your roleplay blogs.

but so do myself and other people. 

 perhaps you expected too much of him. it’s been years, after all, since the two of you have seen each other. it’s been years. years of you, in a happy home. years of goro doing fuck knows what. your lives couldn’t have been more different. you know, you can tell, you always could : he’s wearing a mask. will it shatter soon? you’re going to break it yourself. 

 there’s nothing out of the ordinary about asking your brother to meet up with you. you play the fool in your text : we haven’t seen you around lately... so much has gone on. we really don’t know if we can carry on without joker. hey, can we meet up?

 you don’t know shit. the police got to joker, that’s what you’re saying to him. the police got to joker, and your brother disappeared, and then joker’s dead, has been dead for a few days now. you’re not stupid. you know he won’t buy it. but you also know that he won’t be able to say no. 

 the two of you are both smart, but he was somehow smarter : first and second place , all the time. constantly. there always needed to be a winner and a runner up. and that was fine. that was fine. it was fine.

                                         but it was never meant to turn out like this. 

  “ goro. ” mitsuhide akechi died a while ago. he shed an old skin, and become another person. you think goro might have done the same. maybe it’s in your blood. “ we need to talk. ” 

pov you are goro akechi

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