#foolarmed

hello, my name is jay, and i refuse to remain silent on my extensive history with this group any longer.

i have documented the abuse and slander i have faced at the hands of this group since november 2019, and have compiled MANY screenshots with an extensive document so that others can see what exactly i’ve been through and how it has impacted me.

jay / @adultdefy’s experiences (with screenshots)

TW: mentions of abuse, pedophilia, suicide, self harm and other unpleasant shit

pego has:

stolen/edited the artwork of other artists WITHOUT their permission (changing joker’s skintone in the artwork they use of him)

spread misinformation and unfounded accusations of racism, pedophilia, and other HEAVY issues about other blogs just because they don’t like them, effectively silencing and driving them off the site and RPC

encouraged hate and defamation of character by manipulating and omitting information in their numerous falsified callouts

sent anon hate to people just for fun and namedropped people with the intent of sending hate their way

excessively STALKED the blogs and socials of people who have them BLOCKED and have already politely asked to be left alone

PLEASE DO NOT message pego, lavenza, or the URLs of ANY of the people involved with this situation with NEGATIVE INTENT. i do not condone ANYONE attacking or being unkind to them. pego and his group’s actions have caused their victims a lot of mental and emotional pain, and sent a LOT of hate their victims' way, and I do not wish that on ANYONE, even them. THE PURPOSE of this post is to share my experiences, SPREAD AWARENESS, and to protect others in the rpc and inform them on exactly what this group of people are capable of. every claim made in this document is backed with SUBSTANTIAL evidence. 

pego just happens to be at the forefront of this particular instance, even though he prefers to do his manipulation behind the scenes and thinks that nobody knows the true extent of his involvement, so this callout is geared mostly toward him. their treatment of others and the way this group essentially claims ownership of the persona/SMT franchise and its characters as a whole through their actions, words, and policing of others is harmful to the community, and has impacted the mental health and emotional health of myself and other victims negatively.

even after all that has happened, i still wish pego and his group the best. i am wholly aware that pego and some of the others engaging in these harmful behaviors are minors, so i want to reiterate the point of not sending hate toward them,  and it is my hope that he and his group can learn from these toxic behaviors and improve as human beings. i urge anyone else with experiences to come forward as well. you all deserve to be heard.

i do not want pego or any of their friends to contact me any further, and i wish to remain blocked by them. you got to share your experiences, so i should be able to share mine. please just stay away from me. i will take legal action if your harassment of me continues.

you deserve to feel safe on your roleplay blogs.

but so do myself and other people. 

Tracking the sound and the tire imprints of a vehicle driving on railroad tracks on foot, the invisible teen felt that she is always two steps behind whoever was behind the wheel. By the time she could catch up to it, they were either already gone or just as they left. Was it yesterday the last time Selena caught sight of them or was it last week? It was a game of cat and mouse that she’s losing if she doesn’t change the rules herself.

Selena recalls that there were what appeared to be subway stops in between the areas. "If I could find and wait at one of those stops...That vehicle would have to pass through there eventually, right?” She quietly asks herself, pacing from one side of the corridor to the other only to stop and hug herself, sighing, “This is going to take a while and I’m already lost so I better get going.” 

The teen treks down in the dark labyrinth, careful to avoid the creatures and the chains of the Reaper, for what seemed like hours or maybe it was a day. “How does time work?” wonders Selena, climbing down what seemed to be the third set of stairs she’s encountered and zero clocks. She would have checked her cell phone for the time but the device was accidentally left in her bedroom at home. “How long have I been stuck here...?”

Selena sighs in relief at the sight of the chairs and slumps into one. Unaware that her invisibility is only passive while she’s awake, she falls asleep nearly instantaneously. Hours later when she wakes up, the now invisible teen finds that there is no one there. Quietly humming to herself, she stays in the rest area, watching the red windows of the subway across her pass by and doodling on the window behind her with a permanent marker she found in her bag. Bored, she’d eventually write ‘Selena Wolfsong was here’ in small handwriting on the glass behind her chair. The waiting will feel like an eternity to her.