Pile 1

I love that the Sag card came out right away, lol. Sag is such a confusing sign to me, even though I have it as my first house, have a stellium in it, my rising is Sag, my Jupiter is Sag - I know several Sags. But, that's the thing about Sags is they're a bit hard to pin down because they're perfectly happy doing their own thing. I am quite fascinated by Jin because he's the only fire sun sign in BTS. Sometimes Jungkook acts similar to him, but that's... Jin raising him. Jin and Yoongi have called each other soulmates. I watch content with Jin and he doesn't SEEM to care what others think. Even though last night he wore an RJ thing on his head and said he was actually embarrassed, but it's clear he does it for ARMY.

I've always really wanted to get a drink with him.

That aside, teach coming out is interesting; education is part of the Sag scope; interesting, too, that observer came out and the light card says "look to the space..." Confidence is your key to success and New Moon in Leo, would make you think that now's a time to feel more confident as you proceed in life. Btw, it was 3:13 as I looked at the clock if that means anything.

Temperance, Four of Wands, page of swords.

I did say short descriptions, I'm such a liar. Instead of 8 pages, I guess you'll get 6. Well, this is Sag new moon and Sag season, so I'll say that this is a fairly philosophical set of cards that I could go on about forever. I see these cards as about applying what you've observed about others, life, your self in a way that could help. This could be through literal teaching (we have teach here and the page of swords is often associated with learning) - but it doesn't have to be literal, though for some of you, you may be on the path to becoming teachers or you're feeling more comfortable where you're at with your studies, etc... but I feel this more as on a broader scale. Like, that person at a party who doesn't have to be a wallflower per se, they're just feeling subdued bc they've had some beers, so they're in introspective mode. And they sit back, observing all of their friends or family or strangers, and as they sit there, they come to some conclusion about life or themselves or how things work. And then they take that observation and apply it to life. It, for me, is a very particular trait that mostly solely belongs to Sag folk. You're seeing in between things, those.... areas of gray or the difference between what people say and what they mean or how they truly feel and then instead of analyzing it to death, it's more... observing the human behavior of the whole experience. This, for me, implies someone who has spent a long period of figuring out what life is about, particularly if it also involved healing of some sort as healing time is also a time where we do spend time thinking about... the world or people or how everything fits together, and in this I'm also feeling what I've heard Jin say several times is that... he just does what he wants now, if he wants to wake up in the morning and set off firecrackers, he does. If he wants to wear his hair in pigtails to make people laugh, he does. If they go on a variety show and to break the ice, he says something silly to make people laugh and loosen people up - he does. How does someone come to that epiphany that life's too short to give an f about what others' think? It's... life experience, thoughtfulness, taking time to think of the world outside of yourself while also thinking about yourself. In these cards, there's also a feeling of balance, stronger foundation, being more confident and comfortable with change. The page of swords is someone curious about life and learning; four of wands is about relationships or happiness or home; so there's a desire to seek out what makes you happy; a desire to feel balanced in this way; a better appreciation for home and relationships; valuing those things above others... I still feel there's a curiosity here to learn about life and other people... I feel like the things you're able to pick up this way - this wisdom - it's a way for you to help or teach others. Like, how Jin is the oldest in the group and reminds them about etiquette or manners or may share with them his own life philosophies without being pushy about it.

So, for you - this is a very bold and confident time for you to come into your own and ... be less resistant in joining the world around you, not seeing yourself as apart from the world, but being a unique part of it. I feel like you'll feel ok... or not guilty about searching or pursuing the kinds of things that make you happy. You may even carry a very confident persona on the outside. I also feel there's a message to let you know if you aren't already that you can enter the new year with more... optimism, childlike-curiosity, let to go of negativity like cynicism or resentment because, in the end, the goal here seems to be to find out what's really valuable to you. Which like I said, should be home, relationships, family. This is a very "look on the bright side" of life and then leading by example, showing others that you don't have to be a dick to be heard or to get your way and then if people are, you can let it slide off your back bc it doesn't matter. I mean it may matter that people disrespect you, but... it's not a reflection on you. There's some inner peace being found here for this pile, but it'll come more from within after coming to your own internal conclusion once you've finished... making certain observations. Which particularly seem to be about observing... people, nature, cultures, sociology, etc... I think then once this happens, you'll feel a lot more confident about your choices... or even how you enter a room. Instead of shying away or being anxious, you walk in with confidence, like you don't care, like you're just here to have fun, let go of drama, display a character that... people would look up to.

It's fun, too, that... like yeah Temperance has 14 on it but since it's Sag time and the 4 came out, I'd say Dec. 4 which is Jin's bday, haha. I think the cards show off Jin's energy pretty clearly, so I feel excited for you if your next new phase... you really feel good about yourself and don't feel burdened by others' opinions - in fact, it doesn't even come to mind or if it does, you're doing it for the benefit of someone else to make them laugh or feel at ease... like being home with fam or friends and doing a silly dance, wearing a silly costume to make your little nephew or niece laugh, etc... That's it for you pile 1. Short, my ass.

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Pile 2

Despite me being irritated when I shuffled today (which yeah you shouldn't do, but I wasn't going to skip Jin's bday), the cards are all really positive so far. Honestly, what's better than The World, Sun, and King of Cups?? I rejected a few oracles because I was, like I said, irritated and triggered about something minor but it still... I was like urgh was I thinking about how irritated I was should I take that card, and then I'd put it away and concentrate again to make sure I wasn't pulling for my own emotions... point being, pile 2 especially went through multiple times of me doing this, and this is the final result.

Two is usually the relationship pile, so no surprise you got "friends"... so this new phase may particularly be about current relationships or friendships or making new ones or releasing bonds that aren't satisfying any longer - though there's nothing negative here in the tarot. In fact, the world is the card of completion and success; the sun is about joy and fun; king of cups with these cards, for me, is also referring to relationships (platonic or otherwise), so I see this as a phase where... relationships will really be strengthened, there's joy and fun here; there's an end of a successful cycle, which for some of you may be the end of a semester at college... but some type of cycle has completed for you; it's done, and now you're entering a new phase that will (probably) be a lot brighter than before; perhaps because you've done some introspection regarding feelings or emotions, and you should be entering a time of "calm waters" in that area as the King of cups is a very even-keeled, emotionally mature person, and when things are going well, we're less likely to get upset over things anyway. We do have, though "step out of your comfort zone north node" card. North node is about our life path or destiny, it says comfort zone because it's the south node that supposedly represents qualities that ... make us feel "safe" but "safe" doesn't necessitate growth. Perhaps the cycle that ended involved having to somehow take risks, specifically about... relationships. Choosing to put yourself out there more or the new cycle will include some of that. You may also be... going after things you didn't think you could before, or going to do things you couldn't before... whether that's because of covid or there are more opportunities. Like pile 1, there's a sense of moving in a very positive direction that denotes a sense of... closure or peace because this seems like the product of some type of growth and reflection... like being OPEN to good things happening, as well. For me, I read this as the world being the first card, so this cycle completed, you're happier, and the reward is this king of cups card - a sense of calm, control, allowing yourself to be happy (For once?) And finding that happiness and joy and comfort in the relationships you might have cultivated during that cycle.

Clean it up, for me, sure this can be about any negative energies - but I'm sensing it more as literal... like organizing and cleaning up your space to make room for the new (great) things coming your way. To kick out any remaining negative energy or vibes or doubts. If you want to redecorate or decorate for any upcoming holidays. I also hear something like closing up any lingering details on a project you've been working on... like you have some essay due and it's 98 percent done... to go ahead and wrap it up so you can move on... like not that specific, it's also... a metaphor. Like there may be these tiny lingering traces of something that you just have to... grab a broom and sweep it right out the door. It's "finishing touches." Is how I'm seeing it.

I still strongly feel you will have at least one strong bond forming or coming in for you, like, some of you calling in really important and positive-minded folks who are on your higher vibe. Perhaps people who aren't on your frequency may need to go away or may be lingering, but you just gotta... push.

And just to reiterate through he numbers... you have a 10 and two threes... the sun is a 10, so it's like we have a definite END TO CYCLE x 2 here, and then 3s are... community or friendships, abundance... so I see an abundance in happiness and even abundance in potential social situations. And perhaps you'll have to go out of your comfort zone to embrace those social situations, but... I think you'll have a lot more fun for this new phase. That's it for you pile 2!

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Pile 3

Okay haha I'll start with what I just read in wisdom of the oracle for a "reversed" neverending story and that's "not my circus, not my monkeys." I want to get that down before I forget it. The vibe of the cards - even though totally diff cards - is very similar to pile 1 except with a slightly more elevated but similar "warning" i gave pile 2. all three piles have given very similar vibes/messages about a next phase, which may be related to the new moon or even a universe-cycle that will be concluding during sag season, too. every pile has received cards that indicate an end to a cycle. this one does, too bc neverending story is reversed and it's a 10... but... none of the tarot cards imply the cycle has completely closed... it's like right there but seems to come with some caveats that we'll discuss.

so like i told pile 2, there is a sense (they got the clean it up oracle) of tying up any loose ends. this has come up for pile 3, too. your dreams need a practical plan is... pretty obvious, particularly in reference to work or money, but it can be about the home. that it's the full moon in taurus and full moons are about things ending - maybe something regarding those issues really is coming to an end. like, closing up on a real estate deal, coming to the end of a semester, finalizing a loan, just examples. a time for healing/balsamic moon could make me think of the temperance card, but it also carries a message of... balancing everything out, but there may be lingering negative or toxic energies you still have to banish. particularly the negativity is a result of these "plans" or details that need to be finalized regarding something - whether it's someone keeping you from closure or wrapping up or it's your own issues such as being lazy, procrastinating, being stubborn. so there's that... message of needing to figure that stuff out before the cycle can complete officially.

like the other piles, there is a sense of entering into a time of more calm, peace, balance. i personally view that as the energy of a new moon, new moons are always meant to be restarts, fresh energy, so that's literally what a new phase or cycle would promise to you IF you close up the old cycle. with neverending story being reversed, i took the protection message which was AVOIDING OTHER PEOPLE'S DRAMA. not your circus, not your monkeys. mind your own, ignore people who cause drama or are negative in any way, you are not obligated to even tell them to their face what they did wrong, just avoid it altogether. upright, that's a card about constant drama and unending cycles, so these cards are saying "shut it down." block, delete, ignore, say bye felicia, idc, just get rid of it and focus on your own stuff bc it seems that perhaps it was distracting you from working on whatever plan you needed to nail down... it's taking away from your own time you need to heal and balance and... bring peace into your life. or it can be that a whole cycle of stress for you is finally coming to an end or conclusion and you can breathe again.

this night card says "find comfort in the night, where the world switches off and the stars burn bright" that fits right with this reversed neverending story... take a break, find some space to be calm and be alone, get away from any negativity, isolate yourself... like this peace card, you have to tuck yourself away inside a shell. so you may have to withdraw or go within for a bit and then re-emerge when you're ready to let go of old stuff that isn't working for you.

because seven of cups reversed would... it could represent some confusion or lack of clarity but it can also represent coming out of that type of mindset, so once you make the choice or a decision... or get your shite together, you enter into this 8 of cups energy which is walking away from something you've outgrown. it's just not doing anything for you anymore, whether it's relationships or mindsets or a shampoo that used to make your hair shine or now it's just greasy.

and king of pentacles would be end game, right. king of pentacles is what you get when you apply practical plans to your dreams. you get stability in the material sense. so overall, the tarot is talking about... getting yourself out of a hazy, confused, unclear mindset - making the decision to walk away or let go of things that aren't growing you toward a stable path - and then being rewarded with stability when you mark all of those things off your list. i feel like mostly this is about a confused mindset, lots of things may be going on to distract you, you haven't or can't focus - but what you need to simply do is "is this distracting me? is this restricting me? is this helping?" no? bye.

i feel like you're being stubborn and wanting to cling to it or there's a sense of "no i can make this work" after trying it the same way for 32434324 times and it's still not working. no. let it go. that's not practical. and seven of cups can also be about having too many options and then that leaves you very decisive too. so king of pentacles here is like... well... you have to make a wise, practical choice among these decisions. which choices are completely unreasonable, and which ones are attainable for right now. which ones will cause you the least drama or conflict or pain. which ones will provide stability and calm entering a new phase. then choose that one, okay. the choice for you if you were asking me even if stable can scare you or feel boring, but - i see here that of the seven cups, you don't want to choose the one that's unreliable or temporary. you want the one you feel most confident will work and won't fall apart.

and there are many moons that came up, with night here, too. i feel like another way i can offer help is to say trust your intuition on this one. if something feels bad, avoid it; if it feels good or trustworthy - go for it and let that stuff be your guide if you're completely confused on which direction to go. but right now it seems you're a bit stuck at the end of the cycle and need to re-route. bc something wasn't working or the result wasn't satisfying or productive or stable.