I'm surprised that weird situation in my course today awakened some old emotional memories about stuff like this happening in our childhood too.
These fucks in school deserved every bit of rage I caused them. Most people are fundamentally unkind. Humanity is hostile and evil at their core, me included. I'm considering making my problems everyone's problems, why am I even trying to seem normal.
What was wrong with our kid self that made peers not want anything to do with us?? I wish I at least had an answer. But I'm left wondering. What about us makes people want to run? What's wrong with us? What is wrong with us? Are we too much, too weird maybe? I have no intent to move on from this old rejection until I get my answers. Until then, fuck everyone. -N🚩
