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monday 29/09/2025
i had an exam todayโฆ did not go well๐ญ
โซ zip up my fly - malcom todd โซ

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Throughout my university education, I tried incessantly to be a good student and I took pleasure in inflating my marks. Despite being one of the few students not having studied pure maths at A-Level, I almost exclusively achieved firsts (only once achieving a 2:1 in French, which I then improved the following year) and finished my undergraduate degree in Maths with awards for my high grades and requests from my teacher to continue my studies for the sake of science. Now that the memory of Bristol is becoming more and more distant, I want to tell you, reader, how I did that.
Imposter syndrome
Before youโve even started studying, imposter syndrome might set in. Donโt let the doubts about whether you deserve to be in your institution block your path. I remember thinking that everyone else had studied further maths; that maths was what the other students dedicated their lives to (while I just liked it enough); that my occasional lack of comprehension was proof that I got into this university on a whim and I was not as worthy as the other students. To those thoughts, I invite you to reply โLetโs see how far I can go with this.โ If you really did get into an amazing university with students who are supposedly superior to you then letโs see how much you can take from this university: how many classes and mentally stimulating problem sheets, how many afternoons in your cherished campus until they realise that youโre not supposed to be there. Try your damndest to keep up and maybe youโll surprise yourself and find that that drive is exactly what is going to keep you where you where you want to be. If youโre not supposed to be there: cash in.
Alternatively, maybe you got into a university which you think youโre too good for. Prove it. If youโre too good for this uni, then get a first and have them begging you to do a PHD. I dare you.
Come back to it later
When starting university, you need to build skills as well as learn content. You know how to memorise the notions and how to apply the formulae โ youโve been using this kind of skill since GCSE โ but building analytical skills or learning to write elegant proofs cannot be done in an evening or with a pack of flash cards. When learning to write proofs, I recommend to you to write out the teacherโs proofs and annotate the relevance or each sentence. I also used to break down big proofs into the function of each paragraph and then imitate it afterwards. You could also use this approach for applied maths: note the techniques used at each stage of a response at the side of the page and then try to do it yourself. Remember, though, that you a building a skill and this will take effort and repetition. If youโre not quite getting it on Tuesday, give it a good go (at least 20 minutes of actively trying to understand a method or a style) and then come back on Wednesday. You might not be used to having to leave something unfinished for the evening but Rome was not built in a day and your first year is essential for building a good foundation so use your time generously for your study.
PS. A small proof tip I have is to define any theorems youโre going to use in your introduction and then you wonโt forget how you were planning to tackle the problem and you wonโt need to define them later, which will improve your flow.
Previewing Content
I didnโt consistently read the lecture notes before class started but when I did I felt rather proud of myself. I knew what was coming up in the lesson and therefore like I had an advantage over other students and if something didnโt click when I was reading, sometimes simply the teacherโs intonation would clarify all of it. A quick glance over the content (not necessarily absorbing any of it) is all it takes to feel smug and curious before the lesson even begins.
Conversely, consolidating content.
If you didnโt understand the lesson, the best thing you can do is actively review the lecture notes. Explain them aloud or write them out in a conversational tone as if you were explaining it to yourself. In maths in particular, this can render the abstract more intuitive and allow you to manipulate concepts more easily. Throw in an example or two if need be, to concretise your understanding.
Also, find some chums to discuss with after class. Even if you just complain about a homework problem, chatting with a friend can make topics more memorable. Donโt be shy about not getting something: your friend may rephrase the content and turn out to be a better teacher than the initial lecturer. So complain, rant, explain, or just make jokes about the lesson, and this might contribute to the community in your course simultaneously.
Taking this further, be present and helpful on your course group chat around exam season! Youโll find that other people may pose questions which highlight a gap in your knowledge or that explaining to another solidifies your own comprehension.
Even after your course ends, it could be nice to honour what you have learned using books and documentaries. I read Alexโs Adventures In Numberland after my maths degree just for the nostalgia and I ended up adding some niche trivia to my expensive education. Your knowledge should inspire you and stimulate you, not stress you out.
Be a teachersโ pet: you paid for it.
In first year, I frequented teachersโ office hours and Iโm glad I did because receiving maths through verbal and illustrative demonstration helps me to surpass the abstract words on the page. If you have a quick query, donโt be afraid to send an email or chat with the teacher after the lesson. Put up your hand to ask or answer questions - sitting at the front might make this less scary since you canโt see all of the other students. These teachers are experts in their field so interact with them and enjoy their thought-provoking conversation โ use it to nourish your own curiosity and to motivate yourself to make them proud. Many a time, teachers sent me extra articles or books after I had expressed a curiosity or lack of understanding to them and thus I have resources to further my study despite having graduated.
Better than knowing the content, know the teacherโs style.
I noticed when doing functional analysis past papers that there was always a question requiring a certain technique following a question requiring another technique: this knowledge was indispensable in the final exam! I almost wasted time trying the wrong technique until I remembered this and then recited a perfect answer, of which previous exam papers had assured me the correctness. Knowing the teacherโs style can give you a hint about the content of the exam (where to focus your revision) and helpful insight about strategies required. As well as this, theyโre a booklet of fun problems which are tailored to your competences โ whatโs not to love?
Concluding adviceโฆ
The above advice is applicable only when you already have a study schedule and you do what is required to you to keep up with assignments and content, but how you do this depends on your learning style, your waking hours, your extra-curricular activities, etc. I canโt give you a study plan but I can give you the above flourishes to make a good routine even more effective and I can leave you with some final advice: donโt lie to yourself. Donโt tell yourself that something is good enough when you donโt think it will get you what you want. Sometimes you just donโt get things and you may need to take a jog or go to the bathroom to think about it with a clear mind or sometimes you donโt have the time to waste on a single problem when other assignments are urgent โ thatโs okay, but give yourself the best chance of getting it right by beginning it early and prioritising your study first and foremost. Donโt hope for a grade, work for it: effort is much more dependable than chance.
LOG TIME
Hereโs some attempts I made to reteach myself how to graph logs and finding equations.
Graphโ> equation
The idea was using the nearest whole number to the asymptote as the โkey pointโ and then graphing from there.
If youโre a visual person when it comes to graphs, Iโm sure it works great.
For me, I cannot for the life of me feel at ease around a graph. Something about visualizing it extremely hard and I usually prefer moving it via algebra โ but only for logs lol.
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Equation โ> graph
#1
This was my next idea. Idk why I thought less words would help. It made it harder to remember things since I wanted to make things simple in preparation for reflections (my mortal enemy).
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#2
Iโm using my old method! Logs are like magical unicorns and while I do understand when I concentrate how they work most of the time theyโre unicorns. So I use exponential functions to figure out inputs and outputs since you just swap x & y and then you got a log to graph.
Thing is while I got a good method down I still couldnโt figure out how to put reflections in.
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#4 โ Finalized method
Presenting: my method~
YAY! I CAN GRAPH LOGS AGAIN.
Interpreting graphs is so much easier folks. I get why my some profs just skip complicated reflections, so easy to forget or fuck it up if you donโt have a solid method.
. . .
Also this took me a solid 2 hours to figure out. I forgot about writing my story, reading, EVERYTHING. I was a math solving fanatic. I had a hunger, and it was for logs.
A hunger that would NOT be satiated until I could break a log and put it back together.
Omfg my brain is so fried ๐ฅฑ๐ด
The hard part about logs is that my old method I use to crack the puzzle of most functions doesnโt work as well. Part of why linear, rational, exponential, and power functions are easier for me is because I can remember a few coordinate points or its easy af to figure out the math.
If I want to plot the points for a log graph, I got to use the change of base formula since my calculator only does logs with a base of ten TvT
My graphing calculatorโs stuck in Test mode for the last 10 years. Never gave a shit to figure out how to get it out
Now that I got a new method, itโll be interesting learning other methods so I can help tutor the kiddos. Cuz like I can try to do the more common method but Iโll have to pre-prep the problems or make sure to solve the base log with a change of base for the y-coordinate or Iโm soooooo gonna fuck up. Lol.
I honestly do love math but math fuge is like my writing fuge.
So fun but exhausting af.
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TIME TO FUCK UP THE REST OF PRECALC!!!
FUCK YEAAAAAAH!
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One of the more surprising moments in my math career was when I discovered how much creativity pure mathematics required.
Abstract Algebra is perhaps the best logic game (even if I pull an all nighter every week to finish the homework)
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