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tuesday 06/07/23

started proper university research. the path forward is mucky and its hard :(

wednesday 13/05/2026

my lab today and i had to do two (2!!!) russian roulette esq presentations - where my adhd truly came out. it wasnt horrible but my mind operates like a fucking random walk. anyway the experiment above was about standing waves in a pipe

tuesday 12/05/2026

got to go to see the stellarator at the max planck institute of plasma physics!!!! it was mad cool i love science!!!!!! plasma!!!!!!!

sunday 10/05/2026

it took me literally 5 hours for a 5 mark question. how lucky am i to be exhausted doing what i worked so hard to do

wednesday 06/05/2026

we were in the lab for literally six and a half hours last night holy shit. and our fuckass (beloved) elektromotor could only lift 3g of weight 😭😭😭 we literally attached a piece of wire onto our pulley. i love life.

tuesday 04/05/2026

studying surrounded by books >>>

monday 04/05/2026

girl what is going on in this class. like i’m answering these questions on vibes. whats a vector field??? cylinder coordinates??? you dont know? neither do i babe neither do i

sunday 03/05/2026

i love studying. like i loooove learning new shit. yeah my ego gets in the way by associating knowing things with my worth - but when i stop personalizing it - learning is fucking fun. like new stuff? in my brain? yes please

tuesday 28/04/2026

study date! deadass just focusing on my fave coffee

saturday 25/04/2026

idk what kind of genuine delusion i was on when i volunteered to willingly write a paper in a software i’m not fully conversant in, in a language that im still struggling in, in a topic i am ass at… and i was like yeah guys 👍 let me do the first research paper of the semester

monday 20/04/2026

we are moving at speeds i have not seen before. i’m sitting in the lecture hall like ???? but fuck it we ball. anyway i have gotten into listening to amapiano when studying

saturday 18/04/2026

literally 1 week in and i’m so confused. what even is going on. but yk what living the dream bc im confused doing what i wanna do.

wednesday 15/04/2026

signed up for modules and did some planning

monday 13/04/2026

team we finally did it. i’m finally a physics student at a german university.

10/12/2025

heading home! fsps done! studienkolleg done! i won’t really b studying a lot in the next few months - until next semester, would you guys be interested in seeing art updates? or general productivity stuff one does at a desk type posts?

30/11/2025

berlin my beloved // first fsp tomorrow and i’m proper nervous - chat we might be cooked

friday 28/11/2025

planning next week! in the festive vibe