#intak

hwang intak who has no idea he’s demi sexual and is so confused why it's so difficult for him to get hard and why its rare he even cums and he thinks he’s broken especially because so many people think he’s this sex god and people aren’t shy about telling him they wanna fuck him but there’s something so deeply sad about it to him because he wants to please them and he wants to be able to have sex but he doesn’t realise he needs the emotional and romantic intimacy

enter you, probably paired up for a project together. you’re nice and caring and it’s weird being around someone who doesn’t sexualise him and wants to be around him because you’re friends now and not because you want sex but for real deep emotional reasons.

then one day you’re over at his for a movie day and it’s probably summer and the aircons broken n shit and you’ve sweat through your shirt so intak, ever the gentleman, offers one of his and when he sees you walk back out wearing it he gets SO hard and he’s SO confused.

he’s never been this hard in his life before but the intimacy of seeing you, the person he has the biggest fattest crush on, wearing his clothes and slightly dewy from the sweat and hair sticking to your neck and he has to excuse himself to the bathroom

and this man has never popped a boner around another person before so he has NO idea how to get rid of it so he’s doing everything he can until it clicks for him that he should test if he can cum so he’s trying to think of anything else because he’s so sweet and doesn’t want to think about you while he touches himself but his mind naturally goes there and he cums at the image of you on his couch and in his clothes and he thinks he’s finally fixed

and the next party he goes to, he takes someone else up to his room because he thinks FINALLY he's able to have sex but it’s the same issue as always and he can’t get hard enough and the person bails like they always do and intak is so devastated cause he thought he could finally do this

but when you come over again, and your leg brushes his he gets hard again and he sneaks off again to touch himself and after you left that night he’s googling shit and trying to figure out what’s wrong with him cause he’s convinced he needs to see a doctor

and he prolly comes across a reddit post or smth that’s talking about demisexuality and it clicks for him then that’s exactly how he feels and now he doesn’t know what to do with the knowledge that he can only cum from you

he's probably sobbing at his computer because all this time he thought something was wrong but he's discovering he just needs to form a bond with someone before he can have sex

but now he knows this, and has had you in his life so a while now, he can't imagine trying to actually have sex with anyone but you

yeah anyway just some thoughts :)

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