SHY!BLACK!READER X FELIX HEADCANNONS !
pairing. shy!black!fem!reader x bf!felix genre. fluff wordcount. 829 warnings. none
riri’s notes. hiya there guys.............................. long time no see..... hope you enjoy.............
( SYNOPSIS ) we all know felix is quite outgoing, but with his cute shy girlfriend, he finds ways to accomodate for you. with still being his usual self.. just a little lovesick !
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felix is clingy. like… no way around it. from the jump. he just attaches himself to you like it’s natural. arm around your shoulders, hand holding yours, fingers hooked into your sleeve—he’s always touching you in some way. not in a suffocating way, just in a “i like being close to you” way. and the crazy part? it actually helps your shyness. because you always have something grounding you—him.
his sunshine personality?? yeah it does not turn off around you—but it softens. like he’s still bubbly, still giggly, still lighting up the room, but the second he looks at you, it’s gentler. warmer. like the sun hitting through a window instead of directly in your face. and you swear sometimes he shines more when you’re around, like he’s showing off just a little to make you smile.
and his voice??? oh you’re done. because it’s already deep, but felix lowers it when he talks to you. like he knows exactly what he’s doing. soft, warm, slightly raspy, with that australian accent slipping in heavier when he’s close. “you alright, yeah?” and you’re just sitting there trying to function like a normal person while your heart is doing backflips.
he notices your shyness early, but he doesn’t make a big deal out of it. it’s just something he adjusts to naturally. the way you get quiet in groups, how your fingers fidget, how you don’t always jump into conversations—he clocks all of it. and instead of pointing it out, he just makes space for you in his own way.
like if things get too loud, felix is already pulling you closer. not even obvious about it. just suddenly you’re tucked into his side, his hand in yours, thumb brushing over your knuckles. grounding. steady. like he’s saying “i got you” without actually saying it.
if you cling to him?? yeah that’s his FAVORITE thing. your hand slipping into his hoodie pocket, grabbing onto his sleeve, leaning into him without thinking—felix notices every time. and he always reacts. holding your hand tighter, resting his head lightly against yours, sometimes even mumbling a soft “saur cute…” under his breath with that accent making it worse for you.
and don’t even get felix started on you being flustered. he lives for it. the first time you hide your face after he compliments you?? he’s actually giggling. like full sunshine smile, bright eyes, “why are you hiding from me, hm?” and he gently pulls your hands away, thumbs brushing your cheeks, just so he can see you properly.
he definitely uses his accent on purpose sometimes. like he knows it gets to you. dragging his words a little, speaking softer when he’s close, especially around the members. and when someone points it out?? he just shrugs, acting innocent, while you’re literally trying not to combust next to him.
he’s protective, but it’s quiet. calm. if someone talks over you, he doesn’t get loud—felix just goes, “wait, she was talking.” and it’s enough. everyone pauses. and then he looks at you, smiling all soft, hand still holding yours, “go on, yeah?” like he’s right there backing you up no matter what.
but what he really loves is the version of you that only he gets. when it’s just the two of you and you’re talking more, your voice a little louder, your personality slipping out easier. he teases you every time. “ohhh, so there is a voice in this cute human,” with that little grin. and when you get embarrassed and shove him, felix just laughs and pulls you right back into him.
if you ever feel insecure?? about LITERALLY anything—your hair, your voice, your personality—felix doesn’t even hesitate. “hey… don’t do that.” soft, but serious. like it actually matters to him that you see yourself the way he sees you. he’ll sit with you during wash day, helping gently, careful with your hair, asking questions like he wants to learn everything. because to him, it is important.
cuddling with him is actually menacing. because he’s already clingy, so when it’s just the two of you?? he’s not letting go. you tucked into his chest, his arms wrapped around you tight, chin resting on your head. he’ll press soft kisses into your hair, humming quietly, completely content just staying there with you.
and the first time you initiate something?? even something small?? felix freezes for a second. like it genuinely catches him off guard because he knows how shy you are. but then he melts instantly, smiling into it, pulling you closer like he’s been waiting for that moment forever.
felix vows to never- and I MEAN never EVER push you to be louder or different. he just builds a space where you feel safe enough to be yourself. and when you start coming out of your shell more?? laughing louder, speaking up, not hiding as much—he’s looking at you like he’s so proud, like you just did the most amazing thing in the world.
a/n: idk if im gonna do this full time anymore but hey guysss<3 loosely edited.
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