hi hi!!! 🩰 anon again :’) (long message incoming IAPOLIGIZE) first of all i’m so so glad to hear my words stuck with you 🥹♡ it makes me so happy you can feel the support even through this cute little anonymous thing — reading ur response put a smile on my face!!!! <3 & coincidentally enough im actually in a very similar place of ‘comparing’ right now 😭 but like you said its a not a matter of not having it but learning how to deal with it :’).
and YES!!! writing advice & the crown that bleeds. i honestly do NAWT remember what i was gonna say about tctb… i do know i have yet to read shota & seob’s stories so ill have to get on that 🙂↕️🙂↕️ VERY EXCITED — when i peeked i gathered that shota’s was very cute and seobs was very angsty… GULP…
oh & THE WRITING ADVICE! okay so. i feel like i have so so many ideas in my head but it’s so hard for me to put them out. english is not my first language so im not too confident in my grammar nor wordings at times. especially dialogue feels so HDJSJS to me. when i personally read something i need to be able to IMAGINE the dialogue, it needs to feel alive & like an actual person speaking you know? but i really struggle with knowing what is and isn’t nice dialogue :’(. plus just the writing in general is somehow just not an enjoyable process for me yet — i think because i really value others’ opinions / other perspectives i’d wanna go to everyone and say “hi! what do you think of this thing i just wrote” over and over again😭. my ideal thing would to just be in contact with an amazing writer who has NO ideas / no idea how to work them out and i could pour all of my ideas into them (? EXCHSE THIS WORDING PLS) and they could work them out amazingly. anyhow 😭 i was just wondering if you’ve ever felt this way before? and if so, what helped? i really do want writing to be part of my creative outlet somehow, i’m just still trying to figure out what shape that takes </3.
I’m sorry you’re having the experience the same thing but we’re in it together love 🥹♥️ I got you just like you got me <3
OOOO can’t wait for you to read hehe and as always pls lemme know what you think :P indeed Jongseob’s is angsty and shota’s is cutesy… had to bring the balance yk :’)
I UNDERSTAND YOU trust me I struggled sooooo much with dialogue but honestly it got a lot better with time and practice! I also feel the pain of having ideas and not wanting to write that’s a daily struggle for me recently 😭 you rlly need your own executioner huh…
But anyways as for the advice, my advice is to open that google doc and see what happens! Give yourself at least one chance to sit down and actually write, and if you decide it’s not for you then there’s no one forcing you to write! Theres quite a lot of mediums of writing where it’s a short story, poetry/song type fics, script writing, and im sure there’s a lot more but you’ll definitely be able to find your own rhythm with time
I personally love writing time lapse kind of stories (like just a bet and Wednesday girl) and song fics too (like the cure) just because I can really focus on the story without having to worry too much about dialogue so maybe you can give that a try!
Writing is super experimental but once you find your rhythm, it’s a lot of fun :) I hope this was some help and let me know how it goes if you do give it a try!
