Oh, you do not know why you are here?

Then maybe I'll tell you why I am here, and perhaps it may help you figure out why you are here too.

I am here for the same reason I hope to launch my own project one day: to inspire people. To encourage healthier self acceptance, to motivate others, and to share the things I have spent years trying to understand for myself.

I am here to remind people that life and death, sexuality and tenderness, darkness and beauty are not separate things. They exist together. The world is full of contradictions, and somehow that is part of what makes it beautiful.

I want this place to make you curious about yourself. To make you question things, learn things, and maybe understand yourself a little better than you did before.

I am not here for meaningless conversations. I am not here to flirt, look for a boyfriend, collect attention, and so on. I have never been someone who struggles to find meaningful ways to spend my time, and I hope I can inspire others to spend theirs with purpose too.

I believe almost everything in life is about balance. Finding that balance has become one of the most important things to me, and I hope it can become important to you too.

People often ask me what inspired me to start this blog.

The truth is, it probably came from one of the most painful and uncertain periods of my life, around two or three years ago (maybe someday I will talk about it publicly with you guys). A period that, in many ways, has not really ended yet. And no, I do not really want to talk about it in private messages.

What I did have left was a small collection of photographs, music, and a growing desire to finally appreciate all the beautiful things I never had enough time, energy, or opportunity to appreciate before. That's all I have left. And I wanna share it.

And there was one person who inspired me to start posting as myself.

Thank you for that. Even if you never see this❤️‍🩹

Just remember: I can offer support, understanding, and inspiration. I can share what I have learned. But I cannot do the work for you.

I have never taken anything for granted.

Your support and attention mean more to me than you probably realize.

If you chose to spend a piece of your time here with me instead of doing something for yourself, how could I not appreciate that?

Time and attention are some quite valuable things a person can give, and I do not take either lightly.

I only wish I had more strength and energy right now to create more for you.

For now, that is all I have to say.

If my life ever starts moving in a better direction, you will be the first to know.

So…please take care of yourselves, guys🪽