#gender help

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✴︎⠀ bloodymary ( ryland grace x simon ) id pack⠀ ﹒

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names :

alex , andria , amber , astra , astro , blood , caine , convict , connie , erid , eden , estelle , grace , gracie , hale , halley , mary , maria , max , maxine , ryland , ryker , riley , rory , simon , si , star , sandy , sora , silas , sebastian

prns :

hail / hails , sav / savior , savior / saviors , saint / saints , iron / irons , blood / bloods , gore / gores , lung / lungs , moon / moons , space / spaces , erid / erids , eden / edens , rock / rocks , convict / convicts , prison / prisons , prisoner / prisoners , ? / ?s , !!! / !!!s , 🩸 / 🩸s , ☄️ / ☄️s , 🔭 / 🔭s , 🚀 / 🚀s , 🛘 / 🛘s , 🧑‍🏫 / 🧑‍🏫s , 🧪 / 🧪s , 🌊 / 🌊s , 🐟 / 🐟s , ⛓️‍💥 / ⛓️‍💥s , ⛓️ / ⛓️s , 🫁 / 🫁s

genders / labels :

ironlungegocieve , ironlungic , bloodoceanegonicity , homeroticbloodic , bloodymaryshippamor , bloodymarygender , halfhumanhalfeelmonster , ironlunggamic , iwillbloodymarycongic , eridgender , rylandgraceegocieve , phmspecialinterest , savestarsquoteic , projecthailmarygender , astrophagegender , projecthailmaryaesic , phmhopecorian , rygracefoxic , eridiankin , rylandgracekin , projecthailmarymovieic , bloodscent , bloodaromic , stardustblooded , bloodmoongender , spacegender

I need help finding a non binary name to be referred by cuz my birth name feels odd :/

Preferably starting with a vowel (except for o D:) and then an m to fit the nickname I already go by :3

So a Am, Em, Im, Um name I'd also prefer an E name but all I can think of is Ember and it feels too girly :(

My younger sister recently realized that she's transfem, but doesn't have any idea what to do next. She asked me for recommendations on articles, blogs, or communities for baby trans women, but even though I'm nonbinary myself, I don't have any good resources off the top of my head. So, I'm crowdsourcing!

What are some online resources that helped you learn more about yourself, especially early in your self-discovery?

For reference, my sister isn't necessarily looking for transition tips - she currently works as a teacher in a very small, conservative town, so her opportunities to express herself are few and far between. She has some connections in queer communities elsewhere, but from what I understand, those communities don't have many (or any) trans women. I think she's mostly looking for help guiding her through the internal aspect of her gender.

Some support groups where she can talk to other trans women would also be really helpful! The only trans communities I know have a big t4t-focus, and she's ace-leaning-sex-repulsed, so I think that kind of thing would intimidate her, lol.

I’ve always labeled myself as being Demiboy and I’m not non-binary and everything tells me Demiboy is a nonbinary term.

I’m (at the moment) Bigender-

I’ve been saying in demiboy and now also saying I’m bi gender because I feel very masculine while I’m not but I do feel like I am and I sometimes have some more masculine tendencies as a girl.

As far as I know Demiboy means you feel somewhat like a male.

But I heard of boyflux which is it fluctuates (one day your 10% male next your 100%, ect) and I don’t think that fits? But but idk

And now I’ve found paraboyflux which I suppose is like being masculine a lot of the time but it fluctuates but not a lot? (Your usually 100% male but sometimes fluctuating to be 70-90% male)

Can someone help me with this because I’m really confused and I’ve been trying to figure this out for a LONG TIME. So if anyone knows anything else I’d also appreciate it! Also I’ll give you how I feel about my gender below so if anyone can pinpoint it or can get closer to it they can!

Im born girl and im not transgender. I’ve considered it for a while but I don’t think I want to be transgender as I’m ok with my gender. I do not feel like I am truly a woman though. I’ve always felt more masculine my whole life, I spent more time with boys, I was doing more masculine things like finding bugs, being in the dirt, being dirty, ect. Now as a child I also liked girly things aswell but was more male oriented. And over the years I fluctuated between being more girl than guy but was more so a tomboy then. Now I feel almost equal parts of each? If not like 30-50 fem / 70-50 male. I do think sometimes it fluctuates but to like the degrees I put, as I still do feel masculine. Now I’ve never fully felt feminine either? I’ve felt like for some reason I was supposed to be born a man but was put into a woman’s body? And for that I do think I identify as Bigender.

I might be gender-fluid but I don’t think I could ever live while being called a girl

I was a watching a video on “signs you might be genderfluid” and the one that was the biggest eye opener was that “you find the idea of living as one gender your whole life restricting for some reason”

And I do. I don’t think I could just live as a guy, a girl, who nonbinary person for my whole life without tweaking it a couple of times.

Along with this, I’ve always wanted to be a guy. Desperately. I even teeter on the edge of suicide because of it. But, here’s the thing, I think I only want to be a guy for certain parts of my life. I definitely want to be a boy now and I know I want to be a guy while I’m still in my 20s, but I think I also want to be nonbinary at a certain point or also be a girl at a certain point. But saying I want to be a girl makes me feel icky. I think I’m lying to myself when I say that.

Another thing, I cry over the fact that I can’t look like certain men. When I look at 80s James Hatfield for example, I will start genuinely sobbing because I can’t be him. Same goes for Cliff Burton. The Same also goes for Leon Kennedy from Resident Evil along with many other men. I have never done this with women or nonbinary people, though.

Once again, the thing preventing me from fully believing I’m a trans man even after identifying as so for years now (and enjoying it when people call me a guy) is the fact that I find the idea of only living as one gender “restricting.”

Another thing preventing me from saying I’m fully trans is that my dysphoria heavily fluctuates.

Gender;

https://www.medicinenet.com/what_are_the_72_other_genders/article.htm

https://chocolate-pancake.github.io/pronounsandnamestester/

Sexuality;

https://rainbowandco.uk/blogs/what-were-saying/sexuality-definitions?srsltid=AfmBOoq9LF4gsYBn-qgaPmmGGyi8NLKJHBuxxNv4LU2mRs1HnqqrJMV5

https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/types-of-sexuality#types

Both;

https://lgbtqia.fandom.com/wiki/LGBTQIA%2B_Wiki

It’s often confused with being nonbinary but it’s not hehe