#fei.killua

Kurapika is Y/N protection squad leader

Has lots of fighting experience and he literally had a job as a bodyguard?? Kurapika knows what he’s doing

The entire team basically runs on his words -- if he’s suspicious of any danger everyone will be more attentive but if he gives the ‘safe’ signal then they trust him and relax a little

But of course all this is only when you’re involved because in their eyes you are PRECIOUS to the ends of this Earth

Leorio is the one that’s always really weary of everything

He knows how you’re definitely not as strong as everyone else in the group and so he tries his best to point out danger before the disaster actually happens

ALSO this means there were lots of false alarms when Leorio thought something bad was going on but you guys were literally like in a cafe having lunch-

Gon is the one that follow Kurapika’s words the most -- he has lost of trust in Kurapika and he’d honestly hate himself if anything happened to you

Not that he doesn’t have a good sense of if there’s danger, but he doesn’t view himself as the most reliable so he just makes sure he’s prepared to protect at all times than constantly trying to find out if it’s safe or not

Killua is the most relaxed

He has a lot of trust in his abilities and honestly he is 100% sure that he would win any fight with anyone that’s trying to hurt you

Not to mention Killua’s pretty protective of the people that he cares about so you bet that absolutely nothing is going to be able to hurt you

All in all babes you’re in good hands 

Cupping their faces with your hands

Gon: 

INSTANT SMILE hehe

Gon is just happy that you’re happy tbh

If he’s talking and you do this he’ll stop whatever he was saying and be like yes?

After you do this to him once he starts to do it to you CONSTANTLY

He really liked it when you did it, so he’s like they’ll like it too yeah?

His hands are a little too small to really cup your face lol but it’s the thought that counts !!

Killua:

A little bit overwhelmed and confused

Physical affection is kind of a grey area for him

He’s going to think he said/did something wrong and you’re trying to catch his attention to correct him

But then you reassure him and you’re like nono this isn’t a threat LOL

Instantly relaxes

He suddenly realizes how comfy this feels, and how soft your hands are

The room falls into a comfortable silence as Killua discovers this feeling of coziness with your hands on his face

Kurapika:

Goes quiet and the entire atmosphere gets VERY intense

Just the concept of his personal space being invaded kind of gets him on edge

He knows you won’t harm him ever but he’s just very unfamiliar with these things

Takes some time for him to adjust and he’s like ah I see why people enjoy this now

Just feels so comfortable with you cupping his face

Honestly he could fall asleep right then and there

He might just, honestly

Leorio:

Surprised at first, but gives you a closed eyed smile right after

At first he doesn't get it, he’s like what are you doing?

Are you trying to caress his face? Aren’t your hands supposed to move if you’re caressing his face? 

But then he’s like OHH YOUR CUPPING MY FACE RIGHT RIGHT

A little slow when it comes to these things LOLOL but that’s alright 

Instantly melts into it afterwards

He’s just had a long day and finding refuge in your hands are exactly what he needed

Killua:

Killua kinda has a resting grumpy face himself and so you two are literally just walking around both with grumpy faces

KINDA DIFFICULT to approach you guys when you two are standing beside each other,, it’s just the threatening aura that you two give off

And lowkey this is the reason why a lot of people think that you two hate each other asdhfjhs because you two look so unamused and upset when you’re together

BUT dw Killua knows what’s up and he gets that your natural expressions are just different from what people have seen

He laughs VERY hard whenever people ask you if you’re feeling okay or why you’re down and you have to let them know that it’s just your normal face

 Shalnark:

Shalnark does not have a resting grumpy face though like Killua, so seeing his smiley expression in comparison to yours is quite amusing 

He’s the one that always greets people with a smile and people are very excited to say hi back to him -- but when you do the same thing people often wonder how your mood was able to change so quickly when really it was just your expression

Shalnark honestly doesn’t even realize that you have a resting grumpy face

People will be like ‘are you upset about something?’ to you and Shalnark will be like ‘what do you mean? why are you asking them that? they don’t seem upset to me idk what you’re talking about’

Honestly you’re 

Itadori:

Itadori has literally the softest smile I have ever seen in my entire life and people LOVE that about him -- very easy to approach and talk to

But then Itadori’s resting face compared to yours is also a big contrast like with Shalnark

Itadori definitely realizes that you have a resting grumpy face so he’s not clueless like Shal though, but honestly he doesn’t see the big deal about it so when people act like your face is soooo intimidating and all that Itadori is just like ‘what y’all talking about ??’

He also thinks that your resting grumpy face be kinda cute hehe just your expression and how it reminds him of when you do that cute pout 

He can’t get enough of it trust me 

Killua:

Killua’s someone that would rather just say his thoughts straight up than beat around the bush and waste time, so when he tells you that you mean a lot and you’re worth more than you think then he genuinely means it

You probably don’t even have to tell him that you’re struggling with low self esteem -- he can just tell through observation + instincts

And he doesn’t waste time so you bet Killua is going to literally call you out on it

In a nice way of course

Literally just cuts to the chase like ‘y/n listen ik you’re struggling with your self esteem but you don’t have anything to worry about’

and you’re like ‘????? when did we get to the topic of my self esteem?’ and he’s like nah listen listen and just starts to reassure you about how you need to believe in yourself more because you’re way more capable of doing things than you think

It’s quite a motivational speech and he knows he’s not going to be able to help you completely in just one sitting so he’s willing to take the time and get you through it

Choso:

Choso (from what I’ve gathered on his character) can be overprotective at times and is a really critical thinker

He can also be as blunt as Killua sometimes but really it’s only if he chooses to

With that being said Choso would be overprotective of you and he’d be quite concerned of how much you’re hurting your own emotions with that low self esteem

And this man is set to change that trust trust

Probably won’t be as direct as Killua -- Choso wants you to realize it yourself and try to be as independent as possible on this journey

Obviously he’ll step in and help if you ever need but he wants you to feel that sense of accomplishment 

If you do realize it all on your own + start changing the way you think about yourself that’s amazing !! but if you’re having some troubles seeing the bigger picture of course he’ll be there

The conversation on it’s own is going to be somewhat the same type of conversation that Killua would have with you

Very direct statements along with them words of encouragement -- gets the job done and isn’t too overwhelming for you

It’s safe to say that Choso will try very very hard to get you to finally see how much you’re worth :))

Killua w/ Fem S/o Who’s close to Alluka:

I think Killua would be very very happy at first -- two of his favourite people in the world are getting along !!

I think before he introduced you to Alluka he was kind of scared that you two wouldn’t get along but now that you two are very good friends he is very thankful

BUT THEN you start to cancel plans with him to hang out with Alluka adskjfhjfd

He’s like so movie night? You’re like cant sorry :( I’m having a spa night with Alluka !!!

He’s like wanna go to the mall this weekend? You’re like I’m already going with Alluka SORRY!!

A while after Killua’s like ‘damn .... my sis really stole my s/o huh’ 

I think he’ll talk to Alluka about it first before he goes to you

He’ll just tell her about how she’s been spending too much time with you and that she’s taking away too much of your time

He’ll also say to Alluka to NOT tell you about their talk

BUT ALLUKA ENDS UP TELLING YOU AKSDJFKJ

You go to Killua one day and you explain to him what Alluka told you

Then you make him promise to come to you whenever there’s an issue !!

You two are the ones in this relationship -- so if there’s something wrong the most effective way to solve it is to talk to each other first, not a third party

Everyone tries their very hardest to make you comfortable !! 

You’re one of their friends are you not? And they only know to treat their friends with nothing but the upmost respect in the world (I hope that made sense)

ANYWAYS Gon invites you to everything -- he’s going fishing, do you want to join? Him and Killua are going to go out to eat do you want to come along? He’s going to run some errands would you like to tag along?

Anything small, no matter how insignificant it may seem, Gon is going to invite you to it because he doesn’t want you to be feeling left out

Killua likes to talk to you, he thinks you’re a great listener

Whenever he’s having doubts or just frustrations, he’ll tell you and regardless of what advice you give him, he always leaves your conversations feeling more relaxed and at peace

He doesn’t know how you do it, but he’s very grateful for you in this way

Kurapika wants to hear more about you, about your past, get to know you more

He knows that you’re shy, but just because you’re shy doesn’t mean you’re not an interesting person !!

He wants you to be able to get comfortable enough to open up to him, and let’s you warm up to him at your own pace because he’d never want to pressure you into sharing things about yourself

Leorio really appreciates how you listen to him as well

He doesn’t really come to you to have deep talks like Killua, but he likes how you listen to his jokes and you never shift your focus when he’s talking in a conversation

He knows you’re shy so he takes it upon himself to lead the conversation, hoping to encourage you to join in 

Pumpkin/Sweetie/Sweetie Pie/Baby: Gon, maybe Shalnark as well

Darling/Love/Precious/Honey: Leorio, Kurapika, Illumi, Chrollo

Bunny/Kitten/Doll: Shalnark, Hisoka, also possibly Chrollo

Babe/Dude/Bro (someone teach them the concept of nicknames please): Killua, Feitan, Phinks (but only for a little while in the beginning of the relationship)

Saying ‘I Love You’ to them for the first time:

Gon:

Starts BEAMING with a smile, takes him literally 0 seconds to process what you just said

Jumps up and just starts screaming about how he loves you too

Pulls you into a giant hug omg 

YES HE WOULDA ABSOLUTELY TALK ABOUT HOW THANKFUL HE IS

How thankful he is for you and how proud he is that you were the first to say it

He was probably thinking about saying it first, but he didn’t want to seem pushy or anything so he decided to just wait

But now that you’ve said it he won’t ever stop saying it to you

Killua:

Dude is lost for words

Unlike Gon, he’s going to need some time to process what you just said

He can get very emotional when people express how much they care about him and love him so I think he might honestly tear up a little

But will brush you off when you ask if he’s okay

He’ll  be like yeah just- shut up give me a minute

And you’re just waiting on him like ..... Killua I know you’re crying and he’s like HOLD ON JUST A SECOND

After he recomposes himself he says that he loves you to :))

Kurapika:

Reacts immediately like Gon, but isn’t as energetic as him

That doesn’t mean he cares less though !! Kurapika is still very thankful that you were able to tell him that and he’s so happy that you love him

Doesn’t show it much, but he feels very warm inside and he hopes that you understand how he’s doing internally

Would thank you out loud and then say ‘I love you’ back

MAYBE starts to hold back the tears

He’d never let the tears actually fall, but he’d be lying if he said that his eyes weren’t getting a bit watery

Leorio:

Disbelief at first, thinks he’s hearing it wrong

He's going to ask you to say it a bunch of times before he actually realizes that you’re serious

GOING TO BE VERY EMOTIONAL

Energetic like Gon but emotional like Killua so just a loud crying mess

Starts reciting about how he loves you nonstop to the point where you have to tell him to stop because it seems like he was running out of breath

Going to take him a while to calm down I’m not going to lie

Afterwards he’ll seriously say that he loves you too and talk about how happy he is to have you :,)