[notes]: super fluffy!! i am currently feeding my huuugee hxh hyperfixation right now so enjoy
KURAPIKA KURTA
our dear kurapika is a very respectful man!! and this respect stands out tenfold when you finally get together
kurapikaโs kisses are mostly placed upon your hands, whether its your palms, your knuckles or your pulse point
it feels so intimate to him, and he feels like he is truly expressing the affection he feels for you
initiating a kiss on the lips is rare for him, simply because thereโs still a part of him trying to respect your non-existent boundaries, but โ he will never shy away from receiving a kiss from you
he carries around some exaggerated responsibility to express his immense appreciation for the hands that care for him and show him so much love every day
KILLUA ZOLDYCK
i didnโt need to think about this one at all, killuaโs main route when it comes to kissing you is your nose
itโs quick, simple, and not overwhelmingly intimate โ which is perfect for him, because it lets him show affection without feeling exposed or embarrassed
thereโs something about the way your nose scrunches after he kisses it that makes him feel like heโs being let into a part of you nobody else gets to see
heโll act so casual about it too, like leaning in to kiss your nose was no big deal, but everyone can see how pink his ears get every single time
GON FREECSS
his natural instinct, every single time, is to kiss you right on the forehead
to him, a forehead kiss is the warmest kind of affection: itโs grounding, protective, and full of that bright, uncomplicated love he carries for you
heโll do it without thinking, too โ greeting you, saying goodbye, pulling you into a hug, or even just walking past you, heโll lean in and press a soft kiss right to your forehead like itโs second nature
itโs his favorite place because it feels like heโs pouring warmth straight into you, like heโs giving you a piece of his endless sunshine every time his lips touch your skin
ILLUMI ZOLDYCK
illumi isnโt someone who understands affection the way most people do, so the place he chooses to kiss you ends up being strangely intimate in a very him kind of way โ he gravitates toward the side of your neck
itโs not meant to be seductive or dramatic; to him, your neck is simply a vulnerable spot, and placing a kiss there feels like a silent exchange of trust he doesnโt know how to verbalize
the gesture is always slow and deliberate, almost clinical at first, like heโs memorizing your pulse through his lips, but it carries a depth of feeling he doesnโt realize heโs revealing
he doesnโt kiss often, but when he does, the quiet press of his lips against your neck says everything he canโt, and it lingers in that eerie, gentle way that only illumi can manage
CHROLLO LUCILFER
chrolloโs go-to place to kiss you is your temple, right between your brows
thereโs something almost reverent about it to him โ itโs quiet, steady, and intimate in a way that doesnโt demand anything from you
he likes that it makes you instinctively close your eyes, like youโre trusting him without even thinking about it
he kisses you there most often when heโs leaving, when heโs returning, or when he simply wants to reassure you without interrupting whatever youโre doing
itโs subtle, but itโs the kind of affection that lingers; his lips warm against your skin for just a moment too long, as if heโs silently claiming you as someone precious
FEITAN PORTOR
feitanโs go-to place to kiss you is the underside of your jaw, right where it meets your neck
he likes that it makes you tilt your head just a little, giving him access without words; that tiny movement feels like trust, and he pays attention to it more than he lets on
the spot is vulnerable but not overly tender, which fits him perfectly โ intimate without being soft in a way that would make him feel exposed
he prefers it because he can hide the affection behind the angle; it looks like heโs just leaning in or speaking low, but really heโs stealing a kiss youโll feel for the rest of the day
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Those unnerving, hollow, doll-like eyes stay fixed on you, as if swallowing the light around you.ย
He stares so long you start to lose hope of getting any reaction out of him.ย
Then he speaks, in that same detached tone, yet surprisingly pleasant voice.
"Hmmโฆinteresting. Usually people donโt live enough to compliment me."
Then he stares again.ย
"Youโre bold. But that comment was unnecessary. Do I look like I needed it ?"
He turns on his heels, those luscious long hair swaying as he walks away.ย
No thank-yous. Nothing.
Then he comes to a stop.ย
He doesnโt even turn to look at you properly, if not only shooting a glance over his shoulder.ย
"Theoreticallyโฆyouโre not bad to look at either."
And with that heโs gone.ย
Yes he said "theoretically"โฆย
"Be careful saying things like that. Someone might misunderstand your intentions."
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(I swear heโs just Domaโsย ย long lost distant cousin in my mind)ย
"...?"
He raises an eyebrow.
But that cunning smile is already curling on his lips.
"Continueโฆ"
Heโs already licking his lipsโฆ
"Handsome you sayโฆ~ ? How flattering, especially coming from a flower like you."
He gradually gets closer to you before you even realize it.
"I can show you even fancier thingsโฆ"
Run. Just run.
Youโre on his radar now.ย
He thinks of you as a potential โsomethingโ now, less like another face in the crowd.ย
"And what else do you see, hmmโฆ~"ย
You got yourself into that reader, I ainโt saving you from himโฆ๐
Later heโll casually appear again.
"You still think I'm handsome ?"
Not insecure. Curious, taunting, if not interested.
He wants to know if you meant it, or if youโre easily swayed.
Good luck getting rid of him now!ย
"Donโt flee now~ You were so bold earlier."
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hey hey listen..I was wondering if you could do the main 4 plus hisoka/illumi and maybe some other phantom troupe members with a s/o that loves drawing on their hands like I mean always comes back with a design all over her hands and arms
he enjoys the sight of your little doodles and even offers to let you draw on him.
after seeing you do this so frequently, heโd get an idea. instead of drawing on yourself with markers, why donโt you paint? this would be self indulgent for gon, since he found out he liked the sensation of the brush on his skin. but who knows? maybe itโs beneficial to you too if you like the new medium.
K.Z
he would tease you at first, calling it childish and messy.
โdrawing on yourself again? pfft youโre gonna die of ink poisoning some day.โ
donโt take that seriously because he actually finds your designs insanely cool. when heโs in a softer mood, he might sit and watch you draw, lost in thought and curious about your artistic process.
he loves anything with dragons and might even come up with a sketch of one you can do that runs all along your arm. youโd find it in one of his notebooks and surprise him the next time you saw each other.
K.K
kurapika would notice you doing this all the time if you worked with him. he knew that letting you sit in his lap as he researched meant his pens would eventually find their way into your hands.. he wonโt say anything.
however, he would prefer you didnโt draw on his hands since heโs usually using them. it also comes off as a bit unprofessional for him to have doodles all over in front of a client. he might even hand you a notepad to encourage you to busy yourself a different way.
but man, imagine you drew chains up your arm and pretended to shoot chain jail at him or something. the sight would be so utterly endearing that heโd look away, the beginnings of a grin forming on his lips.
L.P
i can see leorio being the type to sketch things in the bylines of notes, tapping his pen against his chinโthings that he picked up in med school. so when he sees you drawing on yourself, he can understand it. other than that, he really doesnโt care or notice most of the time.
he may point it out if your skin gets irritated or if you try to draw over broken skin. do that and heโll pass you some sticky notes and tell you to draw on that instead.
H.M
this is the guy that draws teardrops and stars on his face every single day. your artistry is absolutely shared. perhaps heโll even ask you to draw those symbols on him some days, so he can carry a little piece of you with him during battle.
maybe youโd draw a four leaf clover before one of his fights for luckโof which heโd promptly erase. why? because he doesnโt need it, of course.
I.Z
illumi is completely confused by this habit. he hardly understands most hobbies, so idle past-times like this make even less sense. but when it comes to you, he always lets you do as you please, accepting that he wonโt understand your normality.
want to draw on him? he doesnโt care. just donโt be upset when he makes you wipe it off later.
C.L
watching you doodle on yourself is an endearing pastime for him. heโs honestly just fascinated by all of your behaviors. why do you draw on your hands instead of paper? is it a sign that youโre bored? some hint that you want to enter the tattoo artist occupation?
heโd ask you all of these things while you draw and youโd probably tune it all out. not that he cares; he hopes to find the answer himself.
extra!
UVOGIN
he loves your little quirk, telling you to decorate his torso and arms with your designs. heโs like a blank canvas for you, as long as youโre okay with his endless talking the whole time.
he will absolutely kill you if he catches you drawing a dick on him AND consider your doodling privileges revoked! indefinitely! (a word he learned from chrollo).
SHALNARK
also loves your creativity, though he insists that you use a digital platform instead. heโs even hacked into programs like adobe so you can have premium subscriptions, but you brush it off. you prefer your skin after all.
at that, heโs pretty confused, viewing things more technically. isnโt it more annoying because of how skin can move? or how the natural oils on your hands messes up the pen tip? after giving you a whole lecture on the disadvantage of hand drawing, you finally give in to trying digital art.
now, if you decided to draw on him instead, all of those cons would suddenly vanish.
SHIZUKU
draw on yourself all you likeโshe would take a long time to actually notice. one day sheโd randomly spot your drawings, raising a brow at them.
โwhenโd you get those tattoos?โ and after you explain that not only are they pen ink, but that theyโve been there for days, sheโs very shocked that she didnโt see them earlier.
as for writing on shizuku? itโd be a huge help if you wrote out reminders for her, one sheโd definitely thank you for.
PAKUNODA
she finds it super adorable of you, offering her own arms to draw on and even giving you ideas here and there. sheโll frequently ask you what youโre drawing, nodding her head as if especially interested in this little hobby.
one of her favorite things to do would be to cuddle while you doodle.
MACHI
machiโs very observant and would notice pretty soon after meeting you. sheโd assume itโs a habit of boredom, so try not to do it mid-conversation. if you do? sheโll guide your chin up with her hands with a muttered:
โare you even listening?โ and all of her usual sass. if you want to scribble on her, expect to be told no. but perhaps at night, when sheโs laying in bed and much softer.. she might humor you.
FEITAN
he thinks itโs stupid and eyes you dubiously as you draw away on your hands during a troupe meeting. his gaze just keeps drifting over to you as chrollo talks. when he gets the chance to speak to you, the first thing he does is tug your hands closer so he can at least see the thing that took up all your attention.
โsilly scribbles. why do them?โ
when you tell him you were simply bored, he scoffs. donโt expect him to let you draw on him.. do, however, draw on his face while he sleeps. you might get the chance to watch pain packer after all.
can you do hcs of any characters x shinobu kocho! reader if that makes sense like reader acts like calm and classy but has a strong sense of anger underneath?
A/n: This, of course is a reader with these characteristics (& similar backstory)!
I'm finally free to work on requests with the schedule I've made, so I will be more active. (I'm trying to learn how to make proper hcs so hope this will do for now!) Thank you for your request, I love it!
Head canons + Short Scenario
Gon
Gon could smell it, an overpowering scent that could only be described as abnormal. It had always lingered in the air, filling his nostrils. And that smell came from you.ย
He was aware of the way you were, he respected and loved you for being so gentle; even tender.ย
Gon always had a good sense of smell but the rage threw him off for a while. At first he didn't believe it came from you, but when he got approached he realized that was the only possibility.ย
It was in little things you did, when you thought you were alone. Twitching from sheer resentment that had built from the years it had settled and blended into every fiber of you.ย
Your determination, he had that in common with you. Gon figured his was from the desire to be a hunter, to understand why.ย
When he saw you for the truest version of yourself despite you never losing the charisma; it was the only thing Gon could see.ย
Rage, poison, bitterness, everything you saw yourself as.ย
Gon never saw you that way, truly he tries his best to help you.ย
Heโs very expressive with his actions, words, he wonโt do something he doesnโt mean.ย
Whether it's trying to get you to express how you truly feel, or making sure heโs always there to protect you.ย
Gon knows your life mission and he supports you, but he doesnโt want to watch you die trying.ย
Scenario
Gon had invited you to explore the forest of whale island and considering you werenโt familiar with the area, he wanted to show you around. He had been in there more than a dozen times despite learning his lesson when a bear had attacked him as a child. That didnโt deter him from going back, now Gon was taking you for a quiet walk.ย
Heโs quite a talker and much sillier than you but it was comfortable. Youโre not quick to act on how you feel at the moment, only doing what you know will be best for the long run. While he was, โThat's tomorrow's problem, not mine.โย
Still, it works wonders between the two of you.ย
โHey, You made it!โ A voice called, head perked up at the sight of you. Gon rushed over to you, walking back to the edge of the forest but now with you. โHey Gon! I wouldnโt miss it.โ You laughed quietly, his excitement rubbed off on you the more time you spent with him.ย
The spiked haired boy continued to walk next to you, talking about the randomest things. From how his day went to whatever popped up in his mind.ย
You smiled and let him speak his mind, speaking when there was room for you to pop a question. Gon lit up when you spoke, answering your question and telling you more information than necessary.ย
The grass crunched with every step, you assumed this grass had never been stepped on. Gon always found nice spots to take you so you didnโt doubt it was secluded. โYou okay?โ His head tilted, scanning your figure in the process. Your attention went back to him in a millisecond, the green of the grass quickly shifted into the green on his hair.ย
โYeah, What happened? Youโre feeling okay?โ You moved the question to him, nothing had happened to you. So something mustโve felt off or happened to him while you werenโt paying attention. Gon hummed with a subtle nod of his head, โIโm okay! I was asking you because well..โ He lingered over your shoulder, head especially close to yours. โBecause?โ You repeated quietly looking over your shoulder at him.ย
โYou seem angry, I can smell it. Itโs coming from you.โ His nose grazed your neck, accentuating his point of it being you.ย
โIt doesnโt smell bad, does it?โ Your eyes followed him, only seeing his hairs green ends. Gon stood straight, โNo, It has its own scent like a type of nen except instead of feeling it, I smell it.โย
โThatโs interesting,โ He always did have a freakishly good sense of smell but was it obvious enough for him to pinpoint it to you?ย
โYes, I am angry but not at you.โ You spoke up before he could, giving him the answer he already knew. โI noticed it when I met you, I never assumed it was because of me.โ Gon smiled at you, scratching the back of his head.ย
โReally?โ Your eyebrows furrowed and you bit back a deep sigh. Not one of surprise, but instead one of relief. The words expressing your growing anger had never escaped your lips, or been brought up in any other way. Almost like something that should not be spoken of.ย
Gon hummed, looking around seeing all the things being beautifully illuminated by the sunset. โWhy are you angry?โ His eyes still looked forward but his words were directed to you. โIโve never seen you mad, at least not genuinely.โ His tone was soft, though being quite reckless, he tried to think before speaking with you.ย
โThatโs a long story, weโll talk about it another time. Is that okay with you?โ You smiled. Not about your situation, but Gon was trying and it was clear. โYeah! Just know Iโll be here. Alright??โ
His pinkie extended to yours.ย
Killua
Killua isnโt the type to express how frustrated he is, not on purpose at least. However it's visible with the way his eyebrows furrow and his scowl grows.ย
You werenโt like that, you seemed so down to earth; at peace with the world. It took him some time watching to realize that wasnโt the case.ย
The way you were passive aggressive with yourself when you were โalone.โ The slight head shake you gave when people called you kind, thanking them with grace.
It might've been the overpowering aura, that you couldnโt even hide yourself.ย
Killua learned what had happened to you, and it was eye opening to say the least.ย
He didn't know how to feel because truthfully he wanted his parents and his brothers dead. Alluka was the exception.ย
He had seen and lived tragedies, but it was different to know things happened to you. You were the opposite, you didnโt want any of them dead. You would've given up your life if theirs was promised.ย
Killua tries to do things with you, take your mind off or make you more at peace for even just a moment.ย
Even offering to kill anyone of your choosing, Killua wouldnโt hesitate to contact his family with empty promises to make sure it was done.ย
You never said yes, so heโll stick around you to make sure you donโt get too hurt.ย
Killua knows you can handle yourself, but he doesnโt want you to have to be strong all the time.ย
Scenario
Killua watched you intently, waiting for you to make one wrong move. You had walked into the large room, and shut the door too aggressively. But that wasnโt why he was watching, not entirely at least.
You hadnโt done anything wrong from the moment he met you.ย
Regardless of his attitude, snarkyness, and avoidance, that never discouraged you from talking to him. That stood out to him the most, you were kind regardless of how he acted. That didnโt mean you were just passive of how he acted, you scolded him like a child which he enjoyed deep down.ย
Killua straightened up when he heard it, the cracks that came from your clenched hands. โYou okay?โ He spoke up with his usual tone but it hid the hesitancy he felt.
You looked back to where he sat, โYes, I am. Are you okay?โ You threw the question back at him, scanning his figure in the process. He approached whilst watching you right back. The same way you analyzed him to see what could possibly be off, was how he had been watching you.ย
His hands found his pants pockets hiding the finger tapping he was actively doing. Killua wasnโt fond of being an open book to those who wanted to know how he felt.
โIโm fine. You just havenโt seemed okay recently..โ He stood in front of you, it wasnโt a big deal in the slightest but carried such a heavy importance.ย
โHuh?โ You struggled to respond, but Killua tried his best. โIs it a person, a place, a thing?โ He swallowed hard enough for you to hear, the way his ears flushed told you it wasnโt intentional. You smiled, shaking your head. โThat sounds awfully familiar, a noun?โย
โI guess so,โ Killua looked off to the side, โWell..?โ His eyes couldnโt stay in a particular place, he was nervous.ย
โIts complicated, but the short answer is that itโs a person. I suppose Iโm getting less patient by the day, so I may seem angrier.โ You spoke with an inimitable certainty, not speaking of it as shameful anger nor someone to be scared of. It was a form of acceptance.ย
โA person..?โ Killua repeated it the way you said it, not a question or a mere word. It was a statement that he couldnโt quite understand. Someone was making you angry of all people, the kindest girl he had ever met ?ย
You nodded, โSomething like that at least.โ A soft sigh escaped you, closing your eyes momentarily to think. It would be hard to explain all of it to a boy of that background.
Killua still has feelings and emotions like any other, but he wouldnโt understand to the fullest extent considering how desensitized he was. โI can handle it for you-โย
โNo, I canโt let you do that.โย
Killua reached deeper into his pocket, fishing out his bug phone. โThen, my dad or grandpa will do it. Iโll tell โem that Iโll come back home if they do.โย
You snatched the phone out of his hands, his whine followed immediately . โLet me help you damn it!โย
Kurapika
Kurapika finds comfort in how welcoming you are. The fact you whole heartedly understood his own anger, and didnโt see him differently.
ย He feels like a monster at times, like he is undeserving of your kindness. Kurapika didnโt know you saw yourself as an angry girl when he saw you as the exact opposite.ย
Heโs used to your gentle touches, though he isnโt the most affectionate. He enjoys it.ย
Your hands gripping the bottom of your shirt didn't go unnoticed by him. Nor was the more frequent trips to your prayer room.
The heavier footsteps weren't different from to the average person. However it wasnโt normal for you to do.
He was direct when questioning you, not wanting to wrongfully accuse you of anything. Kurapika learned and immediately understood your built up anger that was expressed in such subtle ways.
He saw himself in you, you tried your best to be kind even when your anger rapidly grew. Kurapika likes to ask you about your plans, seeing if they're similar to his. He knows he might die during his but he gets upset when you accept that fate for yourself.ย
Not because he wants you to give up on revenge, Kurapika just doesnโt want you to feel as he does.ย
His goal is to hunt down every member of the phantom troupe but he couldnโt say it didnโt shift to include helping you too.ย
Kurapika felt even more so connected to you, he could relax knowing someone knew almost exactly how he felt.ย
Heโll keep an eye on you to make sure youโre safe.
Scenario
Kurapika was getting busier by the day. The hunt for the phantom troupe was to say the least, exhausting. He was overworked, his duty of being the last kurta weighed heavier. Safe to say, he wouldnโt have been able to get up some of these days without you.ย
He was grateful to have you by his side, and considered himself lucky to be by yours.ย
โAre you doing alright?โ You came from behind him with a cup of tea. Your fingertips burned, a red hue started to pick up. โYou seem tired,โ Your word choices were careful, and so was how you placed down the tea without a clink against the wooden desk.ย
Kurapika wore a weary smile, โIโm okay, Iโll go to sleep soon.โ His eyes drifted to the tea placed to the side of his papers. โThank you.โย
He received a hum of acknowledgement, โDo you need help with that?โ Your head signaled to the paperwork, some were actual paperwork while others were information on the troupe.
Strategies, plans, possibilities, location, โI may understand more than you know. Let me help you.โ You insisted with your hands on his shoulders before you walked off, coming back with another chair.ย
โYou donโt have to, it can be very mentally taxing. I donโt want you to-โ Kurapika was cut off, โBut I want to, this isnโt a type of burden. Itโs helping you besides youโve had a massive workload recently.โ You spoke up, your hand swept the hair from his face to behind his ear. โBetter..โย
You sat with him, hearing him occasionally sip the tea you had made while the two of you worked on papers. You started with a small stack that held information on the scarlet eyes.
The Kurta massacre, no work necessarily had to be done on them but you still read over it. Kurapika had told you all about it when you asked, finally receiving a form of comfort on it. He had stayed kind despite going through so much, that was one thing you aimed towards. All of this just reminded you of how bitter you felt towards it all.ย
Maybe he was angry too.ย
โYouโve done a lot better than me, youโre one of the kindest people I know.โ You broke the silence with a small comment that confused him to a degree. It seemed like a compliment at first, and it was. However, he caught on that there was more to it than that, you were actively comparing yourself to him.
What purpose did that hold?
Kurapika's eyebrows furrowed, โIโve done better than you?โ His attention was fully on you, the papers forgotten for what seemed like the first time today. โYouโre still kind despite being given all the reason in the world not to be. When the people most important to me died, I couldnโt help feeling so angry.โย Your eyes were still set on the papers in front of you, small black and white pictures with poor quality of the aftermath.
Your words sat long, marinating in the silence that had been built in mere seconds.
โYouโre the best person Iโve ever met. You arenโt what you think you are.โ He spoke up with certainty filling the air.ย
Kurapika wonโt pry but heโll do anything to make sure you get the revenge he yearns for too.ย
Chrollo
Chrollo finds you quite charming, the honey practically dripping off of you with every move you make.ย
This put aside, he knows how to act and look on command to be โlikeableโ to an extent.ย
He knew about your past, what made you who you were today.ย
What brought you to be by his side, to be okay with sitting next to a criminal.ย
You were kind, loyal, and so much more that he couldnโt name in one measly day.ย
It intrigued him, human behavior and why you still acted this way despite having such a past.ย
Chrollo didnโt enjoy seeing you degrade yourself, even mentally where he couldn't hear it. But he always had a way of knowing so he brought it up to you.ย
He would expect your honesty and nothing less considering thatโs all youโve shown all this time.ย
When you give the answer he expects, heโll linger more often.ย
Chrollo knows youโll want to deal with this by yourself but he canโt help intervening.ย
Youโll just have to forgive him for trying to take care of your problem himself.ย
Or if you find out before he takes action, donโt agree, and insist youโre capable, heโll stand by the sidelines to still be there if needed.ย
Scenario
Chrollo had been staying in your vicinity, always a call away despite how busy life got.
Whenever you thought too long he was quick to snap you out of it. Not letting your mind wander for even a second. He didnโt do this with the purpose to bother you, but with the intention to keep your grievance from growing.ย
The past you lived was one he felt partially guilty for, he had terrorized many people in such a manner. That wasnโt something he would blink twice about, it just wasnโt acceptable when it happened to you.ย
Chrollo had a goal in mind that he planned to keep away from you entirely. Your blessing would not be granted if he asked to torment any one you had a vendetta with. It would be because you didnโt want to burden him with the troubles you were carrying, Chrollo couldnโt help not find it sweet.ย
โWhy did I find Shalnark searching for information on the murderer?โ You had spoken so casually that it sounded like you were asking what he was craving for dinner. Chrollo enjoyed your pleasant voice, but he understood that you were smart enough to know a member wouldnโt do that unless asked to.ย
โLove, can I not look for more information to help your hunt?โ He smiled, trying to make it seem like he had only done it for your benefit. No ulterior motive in mind, not that he would outright want to tell you about.ย
Your hand delicately held the door frame, grounding you to the room. โIs that the case?โ You tilted your head with a questioning smile. โYou wouldโve told me prior if it were.โ You didnโt outright accuse him of lying, just calmly stated your beliefs. Chrollo knew he would have to be truthful, it was hard to hide things from you.ย
Chrollo stood up, walking over to where you stood. His fingers trailed down your arm until his hand intertwined with yours. โI didnโt want you to stop me. Youโve been getting more self-disciplinary in the most unhealthy way.โย ย
You didnโt pull away from his grip, instead finding comfort in it. He knew you like the back of his hand even with you being so reserved. Even if all the battles you were dealing with were in your head, he just knew. โIs it bothering you? If it is, I apologize for that..โย
โYes, just not in the way youโre thinking of.โ His thumb slowly grazed over your hand, โIโm worried for you, youโre truly wonderful. A blessing in other words, itโs bothersome to see how much this affects you.โ He spoke with purpose, leaving no room for misinterpretation.
You didnโt have much words, only wearing a flustered face. Chrollo succeeded, he enjoyed making you a wee bit nervous. It was always amusing to see you thank him after trying to keep a neutral face when he spoke highly of you.ย
โYouโre too kind Chrollo..โ Your head bow was interrupted when he held your chin. โYou are,โ Chrollo gave you a quick kiss on your forehead, โIโll take care of this, please let me.โย
Feitan
Feitan found you to be quite the opposite of him.ย
You were patient and kind. A sort of unspoken class he thought he could never reach.ย
That didnโt mean he didnโt like you, that wasnโt the case at all.ย
If the two of you were alone there would most likely be a comfortable silence, and he was okay with that.ย
Your anger was never misdirected but it was always there. Whether at the pit of your stomach or the tip of your tongue, it never left you.ย
At times, he would notice. Feitan would see you handle things with grace but more privately sit alone with a blank expression.ย
He never wanted to hurt you by asking but he knew something had to be up. There was no way you could be so perfect, with the way you walked and talked.ย
It would make him be ever so slightly softer with you.ย
Feitan could understand being angry, but he respected you for never making it any one's problem.ย
He wouldnโt be so against helping you reach your goal if you ever told him.ย
Even he could sense the rather nasty feelings when you sat in silence for too long.ย
Heโd promise himself to make sure it didnโt take over your life.
Scenario
Feitan wasnโt close to you. Not at first. He was rather blunt when he did speak, not finding the extra effort in things necessary. That system worked for him, until you started coming around more often. Not for him, it was for business or meetings you would have with other members.ย
Occasionally he would be among those chairs that were in front of yours. It was like talking to an angel in the simplest terms. Though the two of you wouldnโt converse much, he saw you as the most genuine state of politeness. Feitan was okay with that relationship, not one keen to change.ย
It felt effortless, as smooth as silk. Feitan started to be more expectant of your presence than your absence. He didnโt even catch himself in the act of all this until it was too late.ย
There you were, he had been in the area and recognized you almost immediately. You were alone, sitting in front of a flowing river. The troupe was there to deal with some business but he had finished his task first. Which meant he was free till the rest finished up with theirs.ย
You stared down at the ripples of water, the calm flow filling your ears. It was rather a contrast to how you felt. Angry, so very angry. The feeling wasnโt worn on your face but it was still visible to those who took note of the smaller things.ย
Feitan made up for his silence by his attention to detail.ย
โThe troupe is here too?โ You spoke up without hesitation, you knew who was there. He stood behind you, he assumed you heard the crunching of the grass beneath his feet.
โYes,โ He pulled his jacket down from his face so he didnโt sound muffled, โIโm waiting.โ Feitan wasnโt one of many words so it definitely seemed like he was trying to talk to you. If he didnโt want to talk, he wouldn't.ย
You looked back at him, eyes exploring his face. โYou donโt want to sit down?โ You spoke low, offering him to sit down next to you out of habit. Feitan stared at the ground complying faster than he would admit he did.ย
It was silent for the most part, comfortable at first. The sounds of the water running and splashing against the rocks filled the air. Feitan started to think of it though, the longer the silence went on. You were in a secluded place, alone, and dead silent staring off.ย
If something didnโt happen beforehand, it must've been something bigger bothering you. His thoughts made him feel somewhat softer in the moment. Why was he even talking to you?ย ย
Feitan followed where your eyes stared, โAre you okay?โ He spoke gruffly in the same volume he always did.ย
โIโm okay, how are you?โ You looked back over at him, seeing the furrow in his eyebrows. Feitan let out an irritated sigh, not the kind of answer he was looking for but he wonโt push you for more.ย
He stared back at you with a plain answer. โFine..โ He looked away, this time up at the sky. The silence stayed until he was about to meet up with the troupe again. It took them longer than he expected but he wasnโt mad about the wait.ย
โYouโre too proper, say how you actually feel next time. Iโm asking for a reason..โ That was the most youโve heard from him in a while. He got up abruptly after speaking, you assumed the others must've finished up whatever they had to do.ย
A small smile plastered on your face, you listened, โIโll try, thank you.โ It was casual, until it wasnโt.ย
Shalnark
Shalnark was the type to watch from the sidelines. With no malicious intent, or anything in mind and just let his eyes follow.ย
Though with this he did like to tease and prod to get other reactions from you. That was just how he was, Shalnark knew you were kind but he was just curious.ย
He wouldnโt avoid serious conversations, knowing that was how he would get the most from you.ย
Still, you had a pleasant look on your face, he was almost completely sure that was permanent on you.ย
Shalnark had stalked around, he knew of your past long before you had said it yourself.ย
Heโs more likely to still see if he can gauge a reaction from you by lighthearted things but doesnโt like it when others do it.ย
Heโs respectful when it comes down to talking about your anger and where it's directed.ย
Shalnark watches you cautiously, not because he doesnโt have faith in you. He just doesnโt know how much youโll throw away to win.ย
Scenario
Shalnark already knew everything he had to know about you from the moment he started to feel his favoritism for you grow. It wasnโt as easy as he thought it would be to say the least. Hours of searching, even physical papers until he finally understood who you were and where you stood.ย
You were kind yet he didnโt understand why. There was the possibility you were because you thought it would grant you more success or maybe you were just raised that way. Shalnark believed it to be the latter, you were just like that.ย
He had been trying to get under your skin recently. It had been working so far, you showed your displeasurement with his teasing. Still, he didnโt push personal or deep stuff.
Shalnark was trying to make you be anything else other than perfect. Your attitude would be described as such, you were gentle and caring.ย
He wouldnโt mind seeing an angrier version of you. In his own way, he wanted to help you put that anger somewhere else instead of pent up.
So, he poked and poked at you until you showed your frustration. Shalnark didnโt mind the occasional laugh though, his reward after getting hit in the back of the head.ย
โIs this annoying?โ He asked, poking you in the rib unintentionally tickling you. โNo, not at all!โ You moved away from the touch as fast as possible. A smile spread across your face, โWhatโs that for?โย
Shalnark ran his hand through his blond hair, โI wanted to try something, but I should try something else.โ He got on hisย phone, typing up something too fast for you to guess what it could be. After a few moments of silent searching he put it down, now looking back at you with something sinister.ย
You raised an eyebrow at him, you could barely even work a phone while he was searching up evil plans to use against you. How cruel.ย
โWhat are you up to now..?โ You stared at him cautiously, โShalnark?โ You called out his name and that's when he stood up.ย
Shalnark put his hands up in surrender, โHear me out okay? I have an idea that can take away your stress with a small pin.โ He spoke as if he was a salesian selling a car.ย
Despite the oddness of it all, he was trying to help.
ย โItโs not that easy, Iโm not trying to forget my anger.โ You denied the solution he wanted so desperately to give you. Yes, he enjoyed trying to make you aggravated, yes he would prefer if it was all how you genuinely felt.ย
โThen let me remember for you, trust me I will.โ Shalnark replied scanning your figure, โI promise.โ
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First of all, you would have to be really good friends with Gon for him to fall in love with you. In my mind, heโs 100% a demisexualโ he wouldnโt just fall in love with just anybody or someone he just knows casually.
He doesnโt really do love at first sight or be interested in someone just because you are attractive. Personality matters more to him and you would need to be Killua level close to him or something.
Moving on from that, Gon isnโt the type of person to be loud or fall in love dramaticallyโ itโs slow and itโs a slow realization of โYour my close friendโ to โI want to spend my life with you.โ Wherever he goes, mountains, rivers, townsโ it wouldnโt feel as exciting to explore without you. Youโre his person, his go to friend and lover.
It reminds me of this lyric from the song called โAnyone Else But Youโ by The Moldy Peaches. โYouโre a part time lover, and a full time friendโ would perfectly describe your dynamic with him.
He wouldnโt go yelling out โI LOVE YOU!โ (though he would if you asked him to) but he isnโt quiet about your relationship either. Heโs proud about it and if anyone asks? Heโll answer honestly, no shame. He knows that you love him and that he loves you. Thatโs all that matters.
You wouldnโt notice it since he's so slick with it (with good intentions ofc) but he becomes very present in your life. He likes spending every moment with youโ whether it be silly stuff like exploring a forest and him showing you weird insects or more romantic stuff like holding hands while stargazing.
Heck even just bed rotting for a while with you is something he would enjoy.
This boy is very clingyโ but donโt get it wrong! Heโs not insecure in the slightest about your relationship with him, heโs actually very trusting and your relationship with him is very secure.
If you guys aren't together for a period of time for some reason, he wouldnโt be concerned. Not because he doesnโt care but because he knows youโll be back and heโll be there to support you every time. He will always be there for you, just like how youโll always be there for him.
When he loves, itโs not the bare minimum or half assed. He gives you his full commitment because he truly loves you.
Overall this boy is just the sweetest <3
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Lemme establish that this boy does not fall in love easily. Itโs very hard to make him fall for youโ he can get attracted by looks, yes. But itโs hard for him to actually love someone, like Gonโ you would need to have a Gon level type of relationship with him or similar.
He can be very guarded and aware of their intentions from the get-go so he can be cautious at first, and even plain mean at times. The only canon exception to this is his friendship with Gon, Leorio and Kurapika but other than that.. I donโt think theres any other exceptions (correct me if Iโm wrong please)
I 100% believe heโs a tsundere, not full on but you can tell heโs one. If he feels butterflies in his stomach because of you? Heโll deny it. Killua would deny his feelings for you until he canโt anymore and suddenly he realizes โIโm actually in love with this person.. Theyโre not just a friend to me..โ
Once he fully accepts that he loves you though? He loves hard. At first, he might be quiet about your relationship with him, most of your guys friends wouldn't even know about it. But donโt get it all mixed up! Heโs very proud to be yours <3
He would also be extremely loyal. Youโre his ride-or-die, he would become very protective of you tooโ Not because he doesnโt think your strong enough to handle yourself. Itโs because he loves you and wants to make sure your safe.
His version of love is choosing you time and time again. Heโs quiet, sometimes he doesnโt know what to say and getโs flustered and embarrassed easily. But when he does say what he feels? Heโs blunt in a way that makes YOU flustered. Itโs honestly very endearing and everything he does makes your heart flutter.
In public, he would be clingy in a subtle way; like intertwining your pinky fingers together, tugging on your shirt or leaning on your shoulderโ all the cute subtle stuff.
But in private? Heโs a whole โnother level of clingy. He would be near you 24/7. I am a firm believer that he is a little spoon, he loves the feeling of your touchโ he feels so secure and safe with you. Heโs an occasional big spoon too!
Killua is just a sweetie and he loves you dearly <3
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The Kurta would also find it hard to love, harder than some of the others in this list actually. After being the only Kurta to survive the massacre, he felt that he didnโt deserve to have the comfort and love that his clan didnโt get to experience now. He embodies the grief and rage of his fallen clan.
Time is also a big factor; being a bodyguard, a zodiac, the head of the Nostrades, while carrying out what your clan would be so emotionally exhausting and time consuming. He wouldnโt have time to love anyone. Or so he thoughtโฆ
After all, love is unpredictable!
Iโm sure that Kurapika only falls in love after he realizes youโre his safe space. The person he could turn to if things get too hardโ and when he realizes that he loves you? Heโs wrecked.
At first, he might suddenly become distantly polite or keeps you at arms length after realizing this. But.. It isnโt because he hates youโ itโs because he cares too much. He struggles to grasp that heโs actually in love and with you.
He forgets what it means to be angry, his life long purpose and the grief that he experienced.
He feels safe, loved and cared for when heโs with you <3
But heโs terrified, his position could put you in danger and it could be tragic for you both in the long run. He genuinely believes heโs protecting you by not letting you near him.
When he accepts it though.. Heโs intense about it in this quiet way that makes you fall in love with him even more. Heโs a gentleman and brings you to fancy dinner dates when he has time. He always makes sure to treat you like the princess you areโ opening doors, pulling out the seat and making you feel loved. Kurapika just loves to take care of you!
He always knows when youโre stressed or feeling bad based on your body language, he basically reads you like a book and he always makes sure to help you feel better.
He may not be good at comforting people but he makes up for it by showing up in subtle ways like cooking up something simple that makes you remember home, he stays awake until you fall asleep in his arms and his arms definitely feel like a mother holding you, no buts!
He only does this when heโs home and not his usual super tired self that drops to the bed instantly when he gets homeโ he feels like this very often so so he feels bad he canโt treat you as if you were a princess all the time.
In fact youโre probably the one whoโs caring for him than him caring for you!
Theres nothing wrong with that thoughโ It makes him feel cared and loved for. But.. the guilt eats at him still..
He makes up for this by giving you lots of nice gifts. His gifts are expensive (after all this man is RICH RICH) and thoughtful!
It could be something youโve talked about once and the next thing you know, it would be right in your hands!
Kurapika wants to spend every moment he can with you and treat you well. When he dies, heโd rather die prepared and able to say โI hope you find someone good after me.โ than โI wish I spent more time with you.โ After allโ heโs prepared for the consequences of the destructive path heโs chosen.
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Let me get this clear, Leorio is a very looks-oriented person at first but without a compatible personality? He wouldnโt be able to have a relationship with the personโ I donโt see Leorio falling in love with someone for no reason.
Some people make him out as some looks only matter pervert but heโs actually a really sweet guy!
When Leorio loves, your relationship becomes an average tiktok couple that you see on tiktok and get jealous of (can you tell that I'm jealous? lol), you both would have to have a healthy relationship before all of the lovey dovey stuff though. Whether it be a friendship or even a friendly academic rivalry in medical school! Iโd say after an established friendship and months of the lines blurring between friends to lovers you two would start dating! The best comparison I can make is probably a romcom movie or musical that makes you feel more single than usual.
The doctor is very open and loud about his love for you! Not in a cringey second hand embarrassment way but in a way that's endearing. Heโs just very proud to have you by his side. Actually, he unintentionally brags about your guys relationship to anyone whoโll listenโ when someone teases him about it, he suddenly becomes flustered and quiet like "I said all that?.." (VERY PROUD OF IT THOUGH)
Heโs like the type of boyfriend to be your gossip friend after work, a homeboy when you need it and a lover when you guys are romantic!
Heโs definitely a words of affirmation guy, if you feel terrible, heโll ground you with his words. If you did something good, he would hype you upโ no matter how small your achievement is. Heโs say something like โYOUR DOING AMAZING DARLING!โ Heโs just the best guy to talk to, he makes you feel like the only person in the room <3
Heโs protective of you in a healthy way; he walks you home (he definitely does the side walk rule), he texts you a lot, he runs to your place after one โI need you.โ text from you. And if he doesnโt walk you home heโll say โcall me when you get home, okay?โ and it doesnโt feel suffocating at all because he actually trusts you and knows you can protect yourself. He just wants to make sure youโre alright.
Heโs the type of person to cover your meals because your brokeโ even when heโs broke himself. He always puts your needs before his. He doesnโt play when it comes to you.
He isnโt into the situationship mind games like thatโ heโs blunt about how he feels, he doesnโt ghost, he doesnโt give bare-minimum. He COMMUNICATES!!!
The poor boy knows what itโs like to lose someoneโ thatโs why he loves you honestly, openly and doesnโt waste time when it comes to you. As a doctor, he wants to help people and that includes you. He wants to continue growing with the love of his life.
Leorio is the type of person to put both you and his goals first. Two things can both be true after all. He truly loves you and wants you to be in his futureโ thatโs why his plans include you.
As long as heโs got you? the world has nothing on him.
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๐ผ๐ช๐ฉ๐๐ค๐ง๐จ ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฉ๐: Hello! This was really fun to write and I enjoyed it! It only took me a day actually. I made sure to put lots of love into each character and atleast give them more than 6 paragraphs for all their fans out there! For those who reach this post and actually read the. authors note (let's be real, most people don't actually do that) I'm very thankful that you read it! If you like how I write then you can like this, follow me and check out my Killugon fic! Please know that REBLOGGING really helps! I'll definitely have more coming soon like part 2 of this!
Though I'm a bit worried about part 2 since I don't know how motivated I'll be when I do it. I was super motivated thanks to Kurapika for this one and I found some new love and appreciation for Leorio while writing this! Thank you again for reading <3
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sometimes he wonders how did he get so lucky, all the nights he stayed awake to admire your face under the moonlight glow. all the times he thanked the gods for giving him the love of his life.
how he swore he will become the person who will accompany you through your sickness and wealth, to become the father of the children you'll have in the future. pinky swearing with you even if it seems silly to him.
then why couldn't he move? you're bleeding in front of him yet he couldn't do anything. legs staying in place as he watches the light in your eyes disappear, he could have done something. he promised that he would protect you whenever.
then why are you gone? he promised, he pinky swore with you. a simple promise that he couldn't even keep. all those memories of your laugh that were the music he always wanted to hear, or the smile you always wore even in the darkest times.
or how he blames the gods for taking you away from him so early, he was there yet he couldn't do anything to prevent your fate. maybe if he continued to pray to the gods begging them to give you back it will finally become true.
he is one of the strongest isn't he? then why couldn't he save the person he deeply cherished?
This is fanfic is purely fluff! Killua is a minor and has been written so, there's nothing sexual. Just a cute relationship^^
Killua likes you to be dependent on him. Yes it might be selfish but who cares? Not killing people is already hard, Gon shines so bright that his eyes hurt (not related) so he can be selfish too.
Killua tightens all the jars so much that your hands ache while trying to open them. He doesn't want to hurt you, he'd rather die than doing so, it's just some harmless pain where he kills 2 birds with 1 stone. He opens the jars and you thank him so sweetly that his heart bursts and that he can kiss your hands till you smile.
Killua LOVES when you buy very pointed heels, he pays for them, you are happy and overflowing with affection and he can carry you if your feet ever hurt from them.
Yes Killua picks you up, you can say it's practically his guilty pleasure but if you're delighted and energetic, what more is there to think about?
Killua helps you with literally everything! If you are just chilling at home, microwaving some mac and cheese, he will come right behind with a plate.
Feeling just a bit tired? He's already making you tea/coffee with snacks.
Cooking? You just have to focus on the pan, he can cut all the vegetables, give you the seasoning and set up the table.
Killua massages your head before you sleep, he just wants you to be as relaxed as possible!
Oddly thinking, I have a strong feeling that he will take you for a full body checkup every 2-3 months.
Funny of it all, he will act like it's the most nonchalant thing ever.
Yeah, he's head over heels for you and NEEDS you to dependent on him, even if it's the smallest thing ever.
Hello hunter x hunter fandom! So what if the anime was released in 2014 and hasn't been alive. What if it might never get more seasons because the animating studio won't start such an old series where some of the va are dead (I saw on one post that Hajime no ippon has 500 more chapters but va died and it was old, so it just got abandoned and will never get a season)
Thats so heartbreaking and ruthless, I'm dead.
Currently I'm an anime only! I have just seen 1 episode which the beginning of greed island arc, so please refrain from spoilers!!
i just binged watched most of the hunter exam arc (from episode 7 or 8) till yorknew city (love you kurapika) and I'm putting it on hold because it's getting too much. I'll watch the movie on a site because netflix doesn't have it.
I really like killua as a character, he's good looking, has cool stuff and is fun to imagine. I won't be writing any suggestive things for him, that just feels so wrong. Though lots of fluff fics will come, he's cool. Drop any requests in my inbox:)