[notes]: super fluffy!! i am currently feeding my huuugee hxh hyperfixation right now so enjoy
KURAPIKA KURTA
our dear kurapika is a very respectful man!! and this respect stands out tenfold when you finally get together
kurapika’s kisses are mostly placed upon your hands, whether its your palms, your knuckles or your pulse point
it feels so intimate to him, and he feels like he is truly expressing the affection he feels for you
initiating a kiss on the lips is rare for him, simply because there’s still a part of him trying to respect your non-existent boundaries, but — he will never shy away from receiving a kiss from you
he carries around some exaggerated responsibility to express his immense appreciation for the hands that care for him and show him so much love every day
KILLUA ZOLDYCK
i didn’t need to think about this one at all, killua’s main route when it comes to kissing you is your nose
it’s quick, simple, and not overwhelmingly intimate — which is perfect for him, because it lets him show affection without feeling exposed or embarrassed
there’s something about the way your nose scrunches after he kisses it that makes him feel like he’s being let into a part of you nobody else gets to see
he’ll act so casual about it too, like leaning in to kiss your nose was no big deal, but everyone can see how pink his ears get every single time
GON FREECSS
his natural instinct, every single time, is to kiss you right on the forehead
to him, a forehead kiss is the warmest kind of affection: it’s grounding, protective, and full of that bright, uncomplicated love he carries for you
he’ll do it without thinking, too — greeting you, saying goodbye, pulling you into a hug, or even just walking past you, he’ll lean in and press a soft kiss right to your forehead like it’s second nature
it’s his favorite place because it feels like he’s pouring warmth straight into you, like he’s giving you a piece of his endless sunshine every time his lips touch your skin
ILLUMI ZOLDYCK
illumi isn’t someone who understands affection the way most people do, so the place he chooses to kiss you ends up being strangely intimate in a very him kind of way — he gravitates toward the side of your neck
it’s not meant to be seductive or dramatic; to him, your neck is simply a vulnerable spot, and placing a kiss there feels like a silent exchange of trust he doesn’t know how to verbalize
the gesture is always slow and deliberate, almost clinical at first, like he’s memorizing your pulse through his lips, but it carries a depth of feeling he doesn’t realize he’s revealing
he doesn’t kiss often, but when he does, the quiet press of his lips against your neck says everything he can’t, and it lingers in that eerie, gentle way that only illumi can manage
CHROLLO LUCILFER
chrollo’s go-to place to kiss you is your temple, right between your brows
there’s something almost reverent about it to him — it’s quiet, steady, and intimate in a way that doesn’t demand anything from you
he likes that it makes you instinctively close your eyes, like you’re trusting him without even thinking about it
he kisses you there most often when he’s leaving, when he’s returning, or when he simply wants to reassure you without interrupting whatever you’re doing
it’s subtle, but it’s the kind of affection that lingers; his lips warm against your skin for just a moment too long, as if he’s silently claiming you as someone precious
FEITAN PORTOR
feitan’s go-to place to kiss you is the underside of your jaw, right where it meets your neck
he likes that it makes you tilt your head just a little, giving him access without words; that tiny movement feels like trust, and he pays attention to it more than he lets on
the spot is vulnerable but not overly tender, which fits him perfectly — intimate without being soft in a way that would make him feel exposed
he prefers it because he can hide the affection behind the angle; it looks like he’s just leaning in or speaking low, but really he’s stealing a kiss you’ll feel for the rest of the day
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𝐆𝐎𝐍 𝐅𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐂𝐒
*blink*
He's the type to whip his head around to see if it was directed at someone else.
"Me!"
He’ll scratch his head, embarrassed
"Ah…you really think so !?"
He genuinely doesn’t think about his appearance.
It'll sink in hours later mid-conversation lol
"…Handsome means good-looking, right?"
He's not used to that kind of compliments.
But a smile stays on his face throughout the whole day!
That bby he would certainly blush !!
"Thank you… "
He’ll treasure it.
And return the compliment ofc it’s Gon we’re talking about!
The moment those words leave your lips, they stay in his mind like a gift in his memory, just kept for him.
He won’t brag about it.
Well... maybe just to Killua. Just to tease him…
He’ll treasure it silently.
"You’re really nice-looking too!"
𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐔𝐀 𝐙𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐘𝐂𝐊
"HUH?"
He says, raising an eyebrow.
He definitely heard that, but he’s just... frozen.
Then it clicks.
"Why would you say that!"
He’ll face away hiding his blush, hands in pockets feigning nonchalance.
"What does it have to do with anything? Stop speaking nonsense!"
Oh you broke him (that cutieeee)
"Tch… don’t say that again."
No thank-yous. No nothing.
He’ll pretend to go help Gon with something.
But internally he’s shaken.
He checks his reflection later.
Not because he believes you, but because he’s confused.
He stares at himself and mutters, wondering.
"...Handsome, huh..."
Then looks away fast.
He’ll eventually thank you, but Killua's still our nonchalant boy, so he wouldn’t say it directly while looking at you.
He’ll just pass by muttering a small "Thank you…i guess."
So long after that, you’d already forgotten you complimented him.
But on his side tho… he didn’t forget.
In fact, it stayed stuck in his head the entire day until he found the courage to address it again.
"Oh! Killua what happened to you? You’re red. Did someone slap y-
"I AM NOT !"
𝐋𝐄𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐎 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐎
"HA!????"
He thinks he misheard.
Blushing ++
He asks you to repeat it once.
Then twice just to hear you say it again!
"You guys heard that, right ? I’m HANDSOMEE!"
OH THAT MAN WILL BRAG ABT IT FOR SUREE
He's straightening his suit, laughing, and oh he’s loud again.
A smile so big it nearly reaches his ears lol
"Ah… about time you noticed. I was losing hope in you, hehe."
He thinks he’s worldwide handsome now.
And he’ll argue about it with ANYONE. (yh even Jin)
*sigh* "Being handsome has its cost though, you know…"
Dramatic "main character" moment is it…?
Deep down, it made him very happy.
He probably replays it in his head. It touched him very deeply, especially coming from you.
Though, he won’t stop bragging about it, even days later…
He genuinely gaslights himself into thinking it boosted his confidence for interviews lol.
"Clearly it's working. I radiate charisma."
Someone need to tell him to stop...
"Guess I’ll have to live up to that reputation now."
𝐊𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐈𝐊𝐀 𝐊𝐔𝐑𝐔𝐓𝐀
"Oh…"
He blinks looking at you.
He also thinks he misheard, but then it clicks.
His eyes don’t leave you. He doesn't answer yet but he's observing, processing your words.
He’s INTERNALLY PANICKING not knowing how to react, his expression betrays nothing, as he's still processing.
But a dangerous blush creeps onto his cheeks.
So much so that you think he might just explode.
His eyes flash scarlet for a split second.
Not from anger but from emotional overload.
He’d be embarrassed if you noticed.
Then he abruptly looks away.
"I’m the only one in front of you, so…I’m assuming it’s directed at me ?"
He avoids your gaze for some time, just to look back in your eyes again.
Polite nod.
"Thank you…I’ve never been told this before. Y…You’re pretty too."
He gives you a genuine smile.
And just like Gon, he treasures it deeply.
For someone that never really cared about appearence, today it mattered.
"Beauty is subjective. Yet... they said it so naturally about me..."
𝑰𝑳𝑳𝑼𝑴𝑰 𝒁𝑶𝑳𝑫𝒀𝑪𝑲
"..."
He stares.
Staring. Completely still.
Those unnerving, hollow, doll-like eyes stay fixed on you, as if swallowing the light around you.
He stares so long you start to lose hope of getting any reaction out of him.
Then he speaks, in that same detached tone, yet surprisingly pleasant voice.
"Hmm…interesting. Usually people don’t live enough to compliment me."
Then he stares again.
"You’re bold. But that comment was unnecessary. Do I look like I needed it ?"
He turns on his heels, those luscious long hair swaying as he walks away.
No thank-yous. Nothing.
Then he comes to a stop.
He doesn’t even turn to look at you properly, if not only shooting a glance over his shoulder.
"Theoretically…you’re not bad to look at either."
And with that he’s gone.
Yes he said "theoretically"…
"Be careful saying things like that. Someone might misunderstand your intentions."
𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐊𝐀 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐖
(I swear he’s just Doma’s long lost distant cousin in my mind)
"...?"
He raises an eyebrow.
But that cunning smile is already curling on his lips.
"Continue…"
He’s already licking his lips…
"Handsome you say…~ ? How flattering, especially coming from a flower like you."
He gradually gets closer to you before you even realize it.
"I can show you even fancier things…"
Run. Just run.
You’re on his radar now.
He thinks of you as a potential ‘something’ now, less like another face in the crowd.
"And what else do you see, hmm…~"
You got yourself into that reader, I ain’t saving you from him…😔
Later he’ll casually appear again.
"You still think I'm handsome ?"
Not insecure. Curious, taunting, if not interested.
He wants to know if you meant it, or if you’re easily swayed.
Good luck getting rid of him now!
"Don’t flee now~ You were so bold earlier."
⋆˚✿˖° Hiii yes I know…SURPRISING RIGHT ?? No worries tho I’m just adding HxH as fandoms I’m writing for BUT I’ll keep writing for Demon Slayer! So no, all the requests that haven’t been uploaded yet are not gone to waste! I’m just re-watching HxH these days and I JUST HAD TO WRITE FOR THEM! So YES if you’re still wondering I’ll start writing for both DS and HxH now !! So please feel free to flood my asks with your HxH requests bc I have ideas!! Apologies for misspellings or grammar mistakes! Sending lots of love, xoxo. ⋆˚✿˖°
can you do hcs of any characters x shinobu kocho! reader if that makes sense like reader acts like calm and classy but has a strong sense of anger underneath?
A/n: This, of course is a reader with these characteristics (& similar backstory)!
I'm finally free to work on requests with the schedule I've made, so I will be more active. (I'm trying to learn how to make proper hcs so hope this will do for now!) Thank you for your request, I love it!
Head canons + Short Scenario
Gon
Gon could smell it, an overpowering scent that could only be described as abnormal. It had always lingered in the air, filling his nostrils. And that smell came from you.
He was aware of the way you were, he respected and loved you for being so gentle; even tender.
Gon always had a good sense of smell but the rage threw him off for a while. At first he didn't believe it came from you, but when he got approached he realized that was the only possibility.
It was in little things you did, when you thought you were alone. Twitching from sheer resentment that had built from the years it had settled and blended into every fiber of you.
Your determination, he had that in common with you. Gon figured his was from the desire to be a hunter, to understand why.
When he saw you for the truest version of yourself despite you never losing the charisma; it was the only thing Gon could see.
Rage, poison, bitterness, everything you saw yourself as.
Gon never saw you that way, truly he tries his best to help you.
He’s very expressive with his actions, words, he won’t do something he doesn’t mean.
Whether it's trying to get you to express how you truly feel, or making sure he’s always there to protect you.
Gon knows your life mission and he supports you, but he doesn’t want to watch you die trying.
Scenario
Gon had invited you to explore the forest of whale island and considering you weren’t familiar with the area, he wanted to show you around. He had been in there more than a dozen times despite learning his lesson when a bear had attacked him as a child. That didn’t deter him from going back, now Gon was taking you for a quiet walk.
He’s quite a talker and much sillier than you but it was comfortable. You’re not quick to act on how you feel at the moment, only doing what you know will be best for the long run. While he was, ‘That's tomorrow's problem, not mine.’
Still, it works wonders between the two of you.
“Hey, You made it!” A voice called, head perked up at the sight of you. Gon rushed over to you, walking back to the edge of the forest but now with you. “Hey Gon! I wouldn’t miss it.” You laughed quietly, his excitement rubbed off on you the more time you spent with him.
The spiked haired boy continued to walk next to you, talking about the randomest things. From how his day went to whatever popped up in his mind.
You smiled and let him speak his mind, speaking when there was room for you to pop a question. Gon lit up when you spoke, answering your question and telling you more information than necessary.
The grass crunched with every step, you assumed this grass had never been stepped on. Gon always found nice spots to take you so you didn’t doubt it was secluded. “You okay?” His head tilted, scanning your figure in the process. Your attention went back to him in a millisecond, the green of the grass quickly shifted into the green on his hair.
“Yeah, What happened? You’re feeling okay?” You moved the question to him, nothing had happened to you. So something must’ve felt off or happened to him while you weren’t paying attention. Gon hummed with a subtle nod of his head, “I’m okay! I was asking you because well..” He lingered over your shoulder, head especially close to yours. “Because?” You repeated quietly looking over your shoulder at him.
“You seem angry, I can smell it. It’s coming from you.” His nose grazed your neck, accentuating his point of it being you.
“It doesn’t smell bad, does it?” Your eyes followed him, only seeing his hairs green ends. Gon stood straight, “No, It has its own scent like a type of nen except instead of feeling it, I smell it.”
“That’s interesting,” He always did have a freakishly good sense of smell but was it obvious enough for him to pinpoint it to you?
“Yes, I am angry but not at you.” You spoke up before he could, giving him the answer he already knew. “I noticed it when I met you, I never assumed it was because of me.” Gon smiled at you, scratching the back of his head.
“Really?” Your eyebrows furrowed and you bit back a deep sigh. Not one of surprise, but instead one of relief. The words expressing your growing anger had never escaped your lips, or been brought up in any other way. Almost like something that should not be spoken of.
Gon hummed, looking around seeing all the things being beautifully illuminated by the sunset. “Why are you angry?” His eyes still looked forward but his words were directed to you. “I’ve never seen you mad, at least not genuinely.” His tone was soft, though being quite reckless, he tried to think before speaking with you.
“That’s a long story, we’ll talk about it another time. Is that okay with you?” You smiled. Not about your situation, but Gon was trying and it was clear. “Yeah! Just know I’ll be here. Alright??”
His pinkie extended to yours.
Killua
Killua isn’t the type to express how frustrated he is, not on purpose at least. However it's visible with the way his eyebrows furrow and his scowl grows.
You weren’t like that, you seemed so down to earth; at peace with the world. It took him some time watching to realize that wasn’t the case.
The way you were passive aggressive with yourself when you were ‘alone.’ The slight head shake you gave when people called you kind, thanking them with grace.
It might've been the overpowering aura, that you couldn’t even hide yourself.
Killua learned what had happened to you, and it was eye opening to say the least.
He didn't know how to feel because truthfully he wanted his parents and his brothers dead. Alluka was the exception.
He had seen and lived tragedies, but it was different to know things happened to you. You were the opposite, you didn’t want any of them dead. You would've given up your life if theirs was promised.
Killua tries to do things with you, take your mind off or make you more at peace for even just a moment.
Even offering to kill anyone of your choosing, Killua wouldn’t hesitate to contact his family with empty promises to make sure it was done.
You never said yes, so he’ll stick around you to make sure you don’t get too hurt.
Killua knows you can handle yourself, but he doesn’t want you to have to be strong all the time.
Scenario
Killua watched you intently, waiting for you to make one wrong move. You had walked into the large room, and shut the door too aggressively. But that wasn’t why he was watching, not entirely at least.
You hadn’t done anything wrong from the moment he met you.
Regardless of his attitude, snarkyness, and avoidance, that never discouraged you from talking to him. That stood out to him the most, you were kind regardless of how he acted. That didn’t mean you were just passive of how he acted, you scolded him like a child which he enjoyed deep down.
Killua straightened up when he heard it, the cracks that came from your clenched hands. “You okay?” He spoke up with his usual tone but it hid the hesitancy he felt.
You looked back to where he sat, “Yes, I am. Are you okay?” You threw the question back at him, scanning his figure in the process. He approached whilst watching you right back. The same way you analyzed him to see what could possibly be off, was how he had been watching you.
His hands found his pants pockets hiding the finger tapping he was actively doing. Killua wasn’t fond of being an open book to those who wanted to know how he felt.
“I’m fine. You just haven’t seemed okay recently..” He stood in front of you, it wasn’t a big deal in the slightest but carried such a heavy importance.
“Huh?” You struggled to respond, but Killua tried his best. “Is it a person, a place, a thing?” He swallowed hard enough for you to hear, the way his ears flushed told you it wasn’t intentional. You smiled, shaking your head. “That sounds awfully familiar, a noun?”
“I guess so,” Killua looked off to the side, “Well..?” His eyes couldn’t stay in a particular place, he was nervous.
“Its complicated, but the short answer is that it’s a person. I suppose I’m getting less patient by the day, so I may seem angrier.” You spoke with an inimitable certainty, not speaking of it as shameful anger nor someone to be scared of. It was a form of acceptance.
“A person..?” Killua repeated it the way you said it, not a question or a mere word. It was a statement that he couldn’t quite understand. Someone was making you angry of all people, the kindest girl he had ever met ?
You nodded, “Something like that at least.” A soft sigh escaped you, closing your eyes momentarily to think. It would be hard to explain all of it to a boy of that background.
Killua still has feelings and emotions like any other, but he wouldn’t understand to the fullest extent considering how desensitized he was. “I can handle it for you-”
“No, I can’t let you do that.”
Killua reached deeper into his pocket, fishing out his bug phone. “Then, my dad or grandpa will do it. I’ll tell ‘em that I’ll come back home if they do.”
You snatched the phone out of his hands, his whine followed immediately . “Let me help you damn it!”
Kurapika
Kurapika finds comfort in how welcoming you are. The fact you whole heartedly understood his own anger, and didn’t see him differently.
He feels like a monster at times, like he is undeserving of your kindness. Kurapika didn’t know you saw yourself as an angry girl when he saw you as the exact opposite.
He’s used to your gentle touches, though he isn’t the most affectionate. He enjoys it.
Your hands gripping the bottom of your shirt didn't go unnoticed by him. Nor was the more frequent trips to your prayer room.
The heavier footsteps weren't different from to the average person. However it wasn’t normal for you to do.
He was direct when questioning you, not wanting to wrongfully accuse you of anything. Kurapika learned and immediately understood your built up anger that was expressed in such subtle ways.
He saw himself in you, you tried your best to be kind even when your anger rapidly grew. Kurapika likes to ask you about your plans, seeing if they're similar to his. He knows he might die during his but he gets upset when you accept that fate for yourself.
Not because he wants you to give up on revenge, Kurapika just doesn’t want you to feel as he does.
His goal is to hunt down every member of the phantom troupe but he couldn’t say it didn’t shift to include helping you too.
Kurapika felt even more so connected to you, he could relax knowing someone knew almost exactly how he felt.
He’ll keep an eye on you to make sure you’re safe.
Scenario
Kurapika was getting busier by the day. The hunt for the phantom troupe was to say the least, exhausting. He was overworked, his duty of being the last kurta weighed heavier. Safe to say, he wouldn’t have been able to get up some of these days without you.
He was grateful to have you by his side, and considered himself lucky to be by yours.
“Are you doing alright?” You came from behind him with a cup of tea. Your fingertips burned, a red hue started to pick up. “You seem tired,” Your word choices were careful, and so was how you placed down the tea without a clink against the wooden desk.
Kurapika wore a weary smile, “I’m okay, I’ll go to sleep soon.” His eyes drifted to the tea placed to the side of his papers. “Thank you.”
He received a hum of acknowledgement, “Do you need help with that?” Your head signaled to the paperwork, some were actual paperwork while others were information on the troupe.
Strategies, plans, possibilities, location, “I may understand more than you know. Let me help you.” You insisted with your hands on his shoulders before you walked off, coming back with another chair.
“You don’t have to, it can be very mentally taxing. I don’t want you to-” Kurapika was cut off, “But I want to, this isn’t a type of burden. It’s helping you besides you’ve had a massive workload recently.” You spoke up, your hand swept the hair from his face to behind his ear. “Better..”
You sat with him, hearing him occasionally sip the tea you had made while the two of you worked on papers. You started with a small stack that held information on the scarlet eyes.
The Kurta massacre, no work necessarily had to be done on them but you still read over it. Kurapika had told you all about it when you asked, finally receiving a form of comfort on it. He had stayed kind despite going through so much, that was one thing you aimed towards. All of this just reminded you of how bitter you felt towards it all.
Maybe he was angry too.
“You’ve done a lot better than me, you’re one of the kindest people I know.” You broke the silence with a small comment that confused him to a degree. It seemed like a compliment at first, and it was. However, he caught on that there was more to it than that, you were actively comparing yourself to him.
What purpose did that hold?
Kurapika's eyebrows furrowed, “I’ve done better than you?” His attention was fully on you, the papers forgotten for what seemed like the first time today. “You’re still kind despite being given all the reason in the world not to be. When the people most important to me died, I couldn’t help feeling so angry.” Your eyes were still set on the papers in front of you, small black and white pictures with poor quality of the aftermath.
Your words sat long, marinating in the silence that had been built in mere seconds.
“You’re the best person I’ve ever met. You aren’t what you think you are.” He spoke up with certainty filling the air.
Kurapika won’t pry but he’ll do anything to make sure you get the revenge he yearns for too.
Chrollo
Chrollo finds you quite charming, the honey practically dripping off of you with every move you make.
This put aside, he knows how to act and look on command to be ‘likeable’ to an extent.
He knew about your past, what made you who you were today.
What brought you to be by his side, to be okay with sitting next to a criminal.
You were kind, loyal, and so much more that he couldn’t name in one measly day.
It intrigued him, human behavior and why you still acted this way despite having such a past.
Chrollo didn’t enjoy seeing you degrade yourself, even mentally where he couldn't hear it. But he always had a way of knowing so he brought it up to you.
He would expect your honesty and nothing less considering that’s all you’ve shown all this time.
When you give the answer he expects, he’ll linger more often.
Chrollo knows you’ll want to deal with this by yourself but he can’t help intervening.
You’ll just have to forgive him for trying to take care of your problem himself.
Or if you find out before he takes action, don’t agree, and insist you’re capable, he’ll stand by the sidelines to still be there if needed.
Scenario
Chrollo had been staying in your vicinity, always a call away despite how busy life got.
Whenever you thought too long he was quick to snap you out of it. Not letting your mind wander for even a second. He didn’t do this with the purpose to bother you, but with the intention to keep your grievance from growing.
The past you lived was one he felt partially guilty for, he had terrorized many people in such a manner. That wasn’t something he would blink twice about, it just wasn’t acceptable when it happened to you.
Chrollo had a goal in mind that he planned to keep away from you entirely. Your blessing would not be granted if he asked to torment any one you had a vendetta with. It would be because you didn’t want to burden him with the troubles you were carrying, Chrollo couldn’t help not find it sweet.
“Why did I find Shalnark searching for information on the murderer?” You had spoken so casually that it sounded like you were asking what he was craving for dinner. Chrollo enjoyed your pleasant voice, but he understood that you were smart enough to know a member wouldn’t do that unless asked to.
“Love, can I not look for more information to help your hunt?” He smiled, trying to make it seem like he had only done it for your benefit. No ulterior motive in mind, not that he would outright want to tell you about.
Your hand delicately held the door frame, grounding you to the room. “Is that the case?” You tilted your head with a questioning smile. “You would’ve told me prior if it were.” You didn’t outright accuse him of lying, just calmly stated your beliefs. Chrollo knew he would have to be truthful, it was hard to hide things from you.
Chrollo stood up, walking over to where you stood. His fingers trailed down your arm until his hand intertwined with yours. “I didn’t want you to stop me. You’ve been getting more self-disciplinary in the most unhealthy way.”
You didn’t pull away from his grip, instead finding comfort in it. He knew you like the back of his hand even with you being so reserved. Even if all the battles you were dealing with were in your head, he just knew. “Is it bothering you? If it is, I apologize for that..”
“Yes, just not in the way you’re thinking of.” His thumb slowly grazed over your hand, “I’m worried for you, you’re truly wonderful. A blessing in other words, it’s bothersome to see how much this affects you.” He spoke with purpose, leaving no room for misinterpretation.
You didn’t have much words, only wearing a flustered face. Chrollo succeeded, he enjoyed making you a wee bit nervous. It was always amusing to see you thank him after trying to keep a neutral face when he spoke highly of you.
“You’re too kind Chrollo..” Your head bow was interrupted when he held your chin. “You are,” Chrollo gave you a quick kiss on your forehead, “I’ll take care of this, please let me.”
Feitan
Feitan found you to be quite the opposite of him.
You were patient and kind. A sort of unspoken class he thought he could never reach.
That didn’t mean he didn’t like you, that wasn’t the case at all.
If the two of you were alone there would most likely be a comfortable silence, and he was okay with that.
Your anger was never misdirected but it was always there. Whether at the pit of your stomach or the tip of your tongue, it never left you.
At times, he would notice. Feitan would see you handle things with grace but more privately sit alone with a blank expression.
He never wanted to hurt you by asking but he knew something had to be up. There was no way you could be so perfect, with the way you walked and talked.
It would make him be ever so slightly softer with you.
Feitan could understand being angry, but he respected you for never making it any one's problem.
He wouldn’t be so against helping you reach your goal if you ever told him.
Even he could sense the rather nasty feelings when you sat in silence for too long.
He’d promise himself to make sure it didn’t take over your life.
Scenario
Feitan wasn’t close to you. Not at first. He was rather blunt when he did speak, not finding the extra effort in things necessary. That system worked for him, until you started coming around more often. Not for him, it was for business or meetings you would have with other members.
Occasionally he would be among those chairs that were in front of yours. It was like talking to an angel in the simplest terms. Though the two of you wouldn’t converse much, he saw you as the most genuine state of politeness. Feitan was okay with that relationship, not one keen to change.
It felt effortless, as smooth as silk. Feitan started to be more expectant of your presence than your absence. He didn’t even catch himself in the act of all this until it was too late.
There you were, he had been in the area and recognized you almost immediately. You were alone, sitting in front of a flowing river. The troupe was there to deal with some business but he had finished his task first. Which meant he was free till the rest finished up with theirs.
You stared down at the ripples of water, the calm flow filling your ears. It was rather a contrast to how you felt. Angry, so very angry. The feeling wasn’t worn on your face but it was still visible to those who took note of the smaller things.
Feitan made up for his silence by his attention to detail.
“The troupe is here too?” You spoke up without hesitation, you knew who was there. He stood behind you, he assumed you heard the crunching of the grass beneath his feet.
“Yes,” He pulled his jacket down from his face so he didn’t sound muffled, “I’m waiting.” Feitan wasn’t one of many words so it definitely seemed like he was trying to talk to you. If he didn’t want to talk, he wouldn't.
You looked back at him, eyes exploring his face. “You don’t want to sit down?” You spoke low, offering him to sit down next to you out of habit. Feitan stared at the ground complying faster than he would admit he did.
It was silent for the most part, comfortable at first. The sounds of the water running and splashing against the rocks filled the air. Feitan started to think of it though, the longer the silence went on. You were in a secluded place, alone, and dead silent staring off.
If something didn’t happen beforehand, it must've been something bigger bothering you. His thoughts made him feel somewhat softer in the moment. Why was he even talking to you?
Feitan followed where your eyes stared, “Are you okay?” He spoke gruffly in the same volume he always did.
“I’m okay, how are you?” You looked back over at him, seeing the furrow in his eyebrows. Feitan let out an irritated sigh, not the kind of answer he was looking for but he won’t push you for more.
He stared back at you with a plain answer. “Fine..” He looked away, this time up at the sky. The silence stayed until he was about to meet up with the troupe again. It took them longer than he expected but he wasn’t mad about the wait.
“You’re too proper, say how you actually feel next time. I’m asking for a reason..” That was the most you’ve heard from him in a while. He got up abruptly after speaking, you assumed the others must've finished up whatever they had to do.
A small smile plastered on your face, you listened, “I’ll try, thank you.” It was casual, until it wasn’t.
Shalnark
Shalnark was the type to watch from the sidelines. With no malicious intent, or anything in mind and just let his eyes follow.
Though with this he did like to tease and prod to get other reactions from you. That was just how he was, Shalnark knew you were kind but he was just curious.
He wouldn’t avoid serious conversations, knowing that was how he would get the most from you.
Still, you had a pleasant look on your face, he was almost completely sure that was permanent on you.
Shalnark had stalked around, he knew of your past long before you had said it yourself.
He’s more likely to still see if he can gauge a reaction from you by lighthearted things but doesn’t like it when others do it.
He’s respectful when it comes down to talking about your anger and where it's directed.
Shalnark watches you cautiously, not because he doesn’t have faith in you. He just doesn’t know how much you’ll throw away to win.
Scenario
Shalnark already knew everything he had to know about you from the moment he started to feel his favoritism for you grow. It wasn’t as easy as he thought it would be to say the least. Hours of searching, even physical papers until he finally understood who you were and where you stood.
You were kind yet he didn’t understand why. There was the possibility you were because you thought it would grant you more success or maybe you were just raised that way. Shalnark believed it to be the latter, you were just like that.
He had been trying to get under your skin recently. It had been working so far, you showed your displeasurement with his teasing. Still, he didn’t push personal or deep stuff.
Shalnark was trying to make you be anything else other than perfect. Your attitude would be described as such, you were gentle and caring.
He wouldn’t mind seeing an angrier version of you. In his own way, he wanted to help you put that anger somewhere else instead of pent up.
So, he poked and poked at you until you showed your frustration. Shalnark didn’t mind the occasional laugh though, his reward after getting hit in the back of the head.
“Is this annoying?” He asked, poking you in the rib unintentionally tickling you. “No, not at all!” You moved away from the touch as fast as possible. A smile spread across your face, “What’s that for?”
Shalnark ran his hand through his blond hair, “I wanted to try something, but I should try something else.” He got on his phone, typing up something too fast for you to guess what it could be. After a few moments of silent searching he put it down, now looking back at you with something sinister.
You raised an eyebrow at him, you could barely even work a phone while he was searching up evil plans to use against you. How cruel.
“What are you up to now..?” You stared at him cautiously, “Shalnark?” You called out his name and that's when he stood up.
Shalnark put his hands up in surrender, “Hear me out okay? I have an idea that can take away your stress with a small pin.” He spoke as if he was a salesian selling a car.
Despite the oddness of it all, he was trying to help.
“It’s not that easy, I’m not trying to forget my anger.” You denied the solution he wanted so desperately to give you. Yes, he enjoyed trying to make you aggravated, yes he would prefer if it was all how you genuinely felt.
“Then let me remember for you, trust me I will.” Shalnark replied scanning your figure, “I promise.”
𝔾𝕆ℕ 𝔽ℝ𝔼𝔼ℂ𝕊
First of all, you would have to be really good friends with Gon for him to fall in love with you. In my mind, he’s 100% a demisexual— he wouldn’t just fall in love with just anybody or someone he just knows casually.
He doesn’t really do love at first sight or be interested in someone just because you are attractive. Personality matters more to him and you would need to be Killua level close to him or something.
Moving on from that, Gon isn’t the type of person to be loud or fall in love dramatically— it’s slow and it’s a slow realization of “Your my close friend” to “I want to spend my life with you.” Wherever he goes, mountains, rivers, towns— it wouldn’t feel as exciting to explore without you. You’re his person, his go to friend and lover.
It reminds me of this lyric from the song called ‘Anyone Else But You’ by The Moldy Peaches. “You’re a part time lover, and a full time friend” would perfectly describe your dynamic with him.
He wouldn’t go yelling out “I LOVE YOU!” (though he would if you asked him to) but he isn’t quiet about your relationship either. He’s proud about it and if anyone asks? He’ll answer honestly, no shame. He knows that you love him and that he loves you. That’s all that matters.
You wouldn’t notice it since he's so slick with it (with good intentions ofc) but he becomes very present in your life. He likes spending every moment with you— whether it be silly stuff like exploring a forest and him showing you weird insects or more romantic stuff like holding hands while stargazing.
Heck even just bed rotting for a while with you is something he would enjoy.
This boy is very clingy— but don’t get it wrong! He’s not insecure in the slightest about your relationship with him, he’s actually very trusting and your relationship with him is very secure.
If you guys aren't together for a period of time for some reason, he wouldn’t be concerned. Not because he doesn’t care but because he knows you’ll be back and he’ll be there to support you every time. He will always be there for you, just like how you’ll always be there for him.
When he loves, it’s not the bare minimum or half assed. He gives you his full commitment because he truly loves you.
Overall this boy is just the sweetest <3
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𝕂𝕀𝕃𝕃𝕌𝔸 ℤ𝕆𝕃𝔻𝕐ℂ𝕂
Lemme establish that this boy does not fall in love easily. It’s very hard to make him fall for you— he can get attracted by looks, yes. But it’s hard for him to actually love someone, like Gon— you would need to have a Gon level type of relationship with him or similar.
He can be very guarded and aware of their intentions from the get-go so he can be cautious at first, and even plain mean at times. The only canon exception to this is his friendship with Gon, Leorio and Kurapika but other than that.. I don’t think theres any other exceptions (correct me if I’m wrong please)
I 100% believe he’s a tsundere, not full on but you can tell he’s one. If he feels butterflies in his stomach because of you? He’ll deny it. Killua would deny his feelings for you until he can’t anymore and suddenly he realizes “I’m actually in love with this person.. They’re not just a friend to me..”
Once he fully accepts that he loves you though? He loves hard. At first, he might be quiet about your relationship with him, most of your guys friends wouldn't even know about it. But don’t get it all mixed up! He’s very proud to be yours <3
He would also be extremely loyal. You’re his ride-or-die, he would become very protective of you too— Not because he doesn’t think your strong enough to handle yourself. It’s because he loves you and wants to make sure your safe.
His version of love is choosing you time and time again. He’s quiet, sometimes he doesn’t know what to say and get’s flustered and embarrassed easily. But when he does say what he feels? He’s blunt in a way that makes YOU flustered. It’s honestly very endearing and everything he does makes your heart flutter.
In public, he would be clingy in a subtle way; like intertwining your pinky fingers together, tugging on your shirt or leaning on your shoulder— all the cute subtle stuff.
But in private? He’s a whole ‘nother level of clingy. He would be near you 24/7. I am a firm believer that he is a little spoon, he loves the feeling of your touch— he feels so secure and safe with you. He’s an occasional big spoon too!
Killua is just a sweetie and he loves you dearly <3
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𝕂𝕌ℝ𝔸ℙ𝕀𝕂𝔸 𝕂𝕌ℝ𝕋𝔸
The Kurta would also find it hard to love, harder than some of the others in this list actually. After being the only Kurta to survive the massacre, he felt that he didn’t deserve to have the comfort and love that his clan didn’t get to experience now. He embodies the grief and rage of his fallen clan.
Time is also a big factor; being a bodyguard, a zodiac, the head of the Nostrades, while carrying out what your clan would be so emotionally exhausting and time consuming. He wouldn’t have time to love anyone. Or so he thought…
After all, love is unpredictable!
I’m sure that Kurapika only falls in love after he realizes you’re his safe space. The person he could turn to if things get too hard— and when he realizes that he loves you? He’s wrecked.
At first, he might suddenly become distantly polite or keeps you at arms length after realizing this. But.. It isn’t because he hates you— it’s because he cares too much. He struggles to grasp that he’s actually in love and with you.
He forgets what it means to be angry, his life long purpose and the grief that he experienced.
He feels safe, loved and cared for when he’s with you <3
But he’s terrified, his position could put you in danger and it could be tragic for you both in the long run. He genuinely believes he’s protecting you by not letting you near him.
When he accepts it though.. He’s intense about it in this quiet way that makes you fall in love with him even more. He’s a gentleman and brings you to fancy dinner dates when he has time. He always makes sure to treat you like the princess you are— opening doors, pulling out the seat and making you feel loved. Kurapika just loves to take care of you!
He always knows when you’re stressed or feeling bad based on your body language, he basically reads you like a book and he always makes sure to help you feel better.
He may not be good at comforting people but he makes up for it by showing up in subtle ways like cooking up something simple that makes you remember home, he stays awake until you fall asleep in his arms and his arms definitely feel like a mother holding you, no buts!
He only does this when he’s home and not his usual super tired self that drops to the bed instantly when he gets home— he feels like this very often so so he feels bad he can’t treat you as if you were a princess all the time.
In fact you’re probably the one who’s caring for him than him caring for you!
Theres nothing wrong with that though— It makes him feel cared and loved for. But.. the guilt eats at him still..
He makes up for this by giving you lots of nice gifts. His gifts are expensive (after all this man is RICH RICH) and thoughtful!
It could be something you’ve talked about once and the next thing you know, it would be right in your hands!
Kurapika wants to spend every moment he can with you and treat you well. When he dies, he’d rather die prepared and able to say “I hope you find someone good after me.” than “I wish I spent more time with you.” After all— he’s prepared for the consequences of the destructive path he’s chosen.
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𝕃𝔼𝕆ℝ𝕀𝕆 ℙ𝔸𝕃𝔸𝔻𝕀𝕂ℕ𝕀𝔾ℍ𝕋
Let me get this clear, Leorio is a very looks-oriented person at first but without a compatible personality? He wouldn’t be able to have a relationship with the person— I don’t see Leorio falling in love with someone for no reason.
Some people make him out as some looks only matter pervert but he’s actually a really sweet guy!
When Leorio loves, your relationship becomes an average tiktok couple that you see on tiktok and get jealous of (can you tell that I'm jealous? lol), you both would have to have a healthy relationship before all of the lovey dovey stuff though. Whether it be a friendship or even a friendly academic rivalry in medical school! I’d say after an established friendship and months of the lines blurring between friends to lovers you two would start dating! The best comparison I can make is probably a romcom movie or musical that makes you feel more single than usual.
The doctor is very open and loud about his love for you! Not in a cringey second hand embarrassment way but in a way that's endearing. He’s just very proud to have you by his side. Actually, he unintentionally brags about your guys relationship to anyone who’ll listen— when someone teases him about it, he suddenly becomes flustered and quiet like "I said all that?.." (VERY PROUD OF IT THOUGH)
He’s like the type of boyfriend to be your gossip friend after work, a homeboy when you need it and a lover when you guys are romantic!
He’s definitely a words of affirmation guy, if you feel terrible, he’ll ground you with his words. If you did something good, he would hype you up— no matter how small your achievement is. He’s say something like “YOUR DOING AMAZING DARLING!” He’s just the best guy to talk to, he makes you feel like the only person in the room <3
He’s protective of you in a healthy way; he walks you home (he definitely does the side walk rule), he texts you a lot, he runs to your place after one “I need you.” text from you. And if he doesn’t walk you home he’ll say “call me when you get home, okay?” and it doesn’t feel suffocating at all because he actually trusts you and knows you can protect yourself. He just wants to make sure you’re alright.
He’s the type of person to cover your meals because your broke— even when he’s broke himself. He always puts your needs before his. He doesn’t play when it comes to you.
He isn’t into the situationship mind games like that— he’s blunt about how he feels, he doesn’t ghost, he doesn’t give bare-minimum. He COMMUNICATES!!!
The poor boy knows what it’s like to lose someone— that’s why he loves you honestly, openly and doesn’t waste time when it comes to you. As a doctor, he wants to help people and that includes you. He wants to continue growing with the love of his life.
Leorio is the type of person to put both you and his goals first. Two things can both be true after all. He truly loves you and wants you to be in his future— that’s why his plans include you.
As long as he’s got you? the world has nothing on him.
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𝘼𝙪𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙧𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙚: Hello! This was really fun to write and I enjoyed it! It only took me a day actually. I made sure to put lots of love into each character and atleast give them more than 6 paragraphs for all their fans out there! For those who reach this post and actually read the. authors note (let's be real, most people don't actually do that) I'm very thankful that you read it! If you like how I write then you can like this, follow me and check out my Killugon fic! Please know that REBLOGGING really helps! I'll definitely have more coming soon like part 2 of this!
Though I'm a bit worried about part 2 since I don't know how motivated I'll be when I do it. I was super motivated thanks to Kurapika for this one and I found some new love and appreciation for Leorio while writing this! Thank you again for reading <3
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sometimes he wonders how did he get so lucky, all the nights he stayed awake to admire your face under the moonlight glow. all the times he thanked the gods for giving him the love of his life.
how he swore he will become the person who will accompany you through your sickness and wealth, to become the father of the children you'll have in the future. pinky swearing with you even if it seems silly to him.
then why couldn't he move? you're bleeding in front of him yet he couldn't do anything. legs staying in place as he watches the light in your eyes disappear, he could have done something. he promised that he would protect you whenever.
then why are you gone? he promised, he pinky swore with you. a simple promise that he couldn't even keep. all those memories of your laugh that were the music he always wanted to hear, or the smile you always wore even in the darkest times.
or how he blames the gods for taking you away from him so early, he was there yet he couldn't do anything to prevent your fate. maybe if he continued to pray to the gods begging them to give you back it will finally become true.
he is one of the strongest isn't he? then why couldn't he save the person he deeply cherished?
𖥔 ݁ 𓈒 𝘾𝙊𝙉𝙏𝙀𝙉𝙏/𝙒𝘼𝙍𝙉𝙄𝙉𝙂𝙎 : smut, dom/sub themes, graphic detail, hair pulling, blowjobs, gentle hands, soft kisses, constant praise, overstimulation, creampie, rough sex, praise, degradation, breeding talk, cum play, choking, possessiveness. masturbation, bodily fluids, kinks. includes references to risky/public scenarios and “punishment” sex
𖥔 ݁ 𓈒 𝙉𝙊𝙏𝙀 : Hi guys! Sorry for my absence. This is a mix of headcanons and nsfw alphabet, I hope you enjoy! Happy gooning everyone hehe
𖥔 ݁ 𓈒 𝙂𝙀𝙉𝙍𝙀 : nsfw alphabet
𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐃𝐔𝐏!𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐔𝐀 ★ 𝟐𝟒 𝐘𝐎!
Killua's aftercare is incredibly gentle and comforting. There's no better feeling than being cuddled against your husband's warm, sweaty body, still suffused with your previous activity. One hand in your hair, the other resting on your waist. At the same time, he constantly praises your performance... and your body.
No matter how rough he can be, he'll always take great care of you during and after. This goes as far as constantly asking and making sure you're not in pain and that you're comfortable with everything, bringing you food and water, and even making sure you're enjoying yourself not just as much as he is, but MORE. You've never ended the night without cumming or having an orgasm, even the first few times.
Obviously, it's not extraordinary to pay attention to your partner during sex; it's even normal. But it's something Killua pays very close attention to... He knows he can be harsh and exhausting at times. After all, he's a Zoldyck, everything about him is superhuman: his body, his performances... you can just fuck until you literally pass out
If neither of you has passed out, you could discuss what you just did and say it was the best sex you've ever had, but what's the point, that's actually what you decree all the time
Killua knows exactly how your body affects him. He doesn't have many weak spots... except for you. He loves everything about you, though some things ignite his desire more fiercely than others.
Your neck, for instance: He worships it-pressing his lips there, sucking, nibbling, kissing. Especially when you're angry. Sometimes you leave, annoyed at something he said or did, and barely a minute passes before he's wrapping his arms tight around your waist, trailing slow, heated kisses down your neck to your collarbones, apologizing over and over-even when you're the one at fault. He knows exactly how to break down your defenses, and he thrives on it.
He's drawn to your belly, too. Whether it's flat or softly rounded, it makes no difference. He loves feeling the little shivers your body sends when his tongue glides over your skin, imagining a child nestled within, or seeing the outline of his cock pressing against your flesh.
Your eyes captivate him above all else. Killua is intensely visual, and during sex, it's almost a lifeline. He craves watching your pupils dilate, reading the plea, the daring challenge, the raw hunger in your gaze. Seeing tears shimmer in your eyes drives him wild. It only fuels his hunger to fuck you harder.
But his relationship with his own body was complicated for a long time. Not because he thought he was ugly, but because he'd always been seen-and saw himself-as a living weapon. His body was nothing more than a tool, in his eyes and in his family's. All the scars, remnants of his brutal childhood and torture, were relentless reminders. But seeing you adore him, cherish every inch of his skin, touch him with reverence...
Slowly, he rebuilt his confidence.
Now, Killua stands proud and confident. Not cocky-just completely at ease with himself.
After years of relentless training, he especially loves his chiseled abs. Watching you trace your fingers over them, follow the sharp V-line, lay your head there to fall asleep-or to catch your breath after climaxing makes him melt inside. He treasures his muscular back, his strong arms, too.
And his hands. He loves what they can do with you-gripping your throat, cupping your breasts, stroking your soft skin, parting your thighs, seizing your wrist...And above all, he adores your reactions: your shudders, your trembling.
Then there's his mouth. His lips and tongue-devouring, marking, worshipping every inch of your body. From your lips to your nipples, down your thighs, soaked with his saliva.
Killua fucking loves seeing you covered in his cum it's like a goddamn claim-proof that you're his, and no one else's. The sight of you messy, used, dripping with him? Gets him so hard.
Funny thing is, once he's done and the high fades, he sometimes gets all flustered about the shit he just said or did. Like: "Fuck, did I really say I was gonna stuff you full until you couldn't take it anymore?" or "What the hell made me pull out just to fuck your throat like that?" Give him a few minutes to come back to Earth. He lowkey hates how unhinged he gets.
He loves seeing you drink his cum. But honestly? He's not picky about where he finishes. He likes variety.
His favorite is cumming inside you. Especially when he's pissed or in one of those obsessive moods. That's when he fucks you deep and raw, making all kinds of filthy comments about knocking you
But he's also got a soft spot for finishing on your tits. Or your thighs. Anywhere that makes a mess he can admire.
Your face? Oh, he lives for that. When he paints your face with his cum, he'll go quiet-just panting, gripping your chin, staring into your eyes with this fucked-out look like he's trying not to lose control all over again.
He'll also insist on cleaning you up himself. Letting you do it feels wrong to him-like wiping away something that belongs to him.
Thanks to how healthy and active he is, the guy produces a lot. He cums hard and deep. It's hot, sticky, milky as hell-and potent. It has this intense energy to it, and when he's super turned on, he just can't hold back.
Since he's a massive perv, I honestly picture him as a total chronic masturbator (like, | lowkey see it as canon Imao)... and that obviously comes with a bunch of dirty secret
The thing is, he jerks off constantly — not even because he's horny, but because it's literally the only way he knows how to decompress. That's how he copes with stress and pressure.
That's also why I think he started jerking off really young. Like, 7 or 8 years old kind of young.
Killua actually stole something from you - some random object that has nothing sexual about it, like a hairband or a necklace - and he keeps it hidden. He uses it whenever he has trouble finishing. Thinking of you always gets him there.
He regularly beats off to pictures of you - and not just the spicy ones you've sent. He does it to completely random-ass pics too. Like you doing nothing. He feels kinda fucked up for it, but he still does it anyway.
Killua is hard all the fucking time, especially when you're anywhere near him. Which is kind of typical for a teenage boy - except the problem is, it didn't stop as he got older. He's literally spent whole afternoons sitting next to you at Gon or Leorio's, struggling to hide a full-blown erection under a cushion, just because you innocently rested your head on his shoulder.
I can imagine Killua as someone with experience Whether it’s thanks to porn or just his life before he met you… yeah, let’s just say you’re definitely not his first time. But that doesn’t matter, you’re his best time.
Killua didn’t have a normal childhood or teenage years. Between his assassin-focused upbringing, his limited social circle, and his travels with Gon and Alluka, he didn’t really get the chance to have intimate experiences while growing up. So when Alluka got old enough to be independent and life eventually led Killua and Gon to drift apart (to the point they weren’t even sharing a room or an apartment anymore) Killua felt the urge to make up for lost time. He started going out and hooking up with a lot of girls. Even though he never had anything truly serious before you.
No doubt about it — he’s a flirt. A big one. But the thing is, he never really had to try too hard for one-night stands. Every time he stepped out, especially when it was to a club or a bar — there were always at least five girls ready to flirt with him. (I can totally imagine Leorio being super jealous of that, lmaoo.)
He’s always been good in bed. Even from the start. Sure, he was nervous and a little clumsy his very first times — that’s normal. But he quickly made up for it with effort, enthusiasm, and the fact that he’s anything but selfish. He wants to give pleasure. He listens, he adjusts…
Killua also learned a lot from porn. He’s got that analytical mind, he observes, processes, remembers. By the time he had his first real experience, he already knew what he was doing on a theoretical level.
And honestly? I see Killua as someone who’s absolutely mastered the art of sensuality. He knows how to build tension, how to whisper the dirtiest things in your ear, how to look at you like he’s undressing you with his eyes, how to touch you in all the right ways.
It feels like every time you’re with him — from the first kiss to the last moan — there is always an atmosphere similar to this music.Yeah… sex with him feels like that.
Killua has a wide range of favourite position but, honestly, anything works as long as you’re comfortable and it allows him to cover your pretty body with kisses, bites, and hickeys.
In general, his favorite positions are the ones where he can see your face. It makes him feel more connected to you. He loves that intense eye contact, and watching your expressions while he’s absolutely wrecking your sweet little pussy is a huge turn-on for him. He’ll do anything to pull those reactions out of you !
One of his favorite positions is cowgirl. He loves putting his hands around your throat or gripping your hips to guide your movements. But it’s even better when you knock his hands away and flip the power dynamic, making him submit completely to you. That provocation… fuck, it drives him insane…
I’d say the times he fucks you in positions where he can’t see your face are usually when he’s angry or jealous. Almost like he’s teaching you a lesson, or making a point. Those are the moments when he growls things against your ear like: “You’re so fucking mine…” or “See what happens when you talk to other guys?”
Doggy style is perfect for that. On nights when he’s rougher, more possessive… when he needs to punish you, to fuck you hard, or just to get a quick release. It often happens in public places, after you’ve provoked him by making him jealous or teasing him. And trust me, he never just fucks you in that position—he loves what it allows him to do. The way it forces you to submit… the way he yanks your hair with one hand and grips your hips with the other, pounding into you harder and deeper every second until you’re screaming his name.
And then, there are the rare, more intimate moments: in the morning when he wakes up already hard, or at night when he’s exhausted. That’s when he loves spooning you. It’s not a position he uses often, but he loves the access it gives him to your neck. He’ll smother you with kisses and filthy whispers, moving slowly, sensually… taking his time to make you come undone.
A/N : so for now it's all boys! i plan on doing 2-3 parts but honestly they'll take a while to come (no pun intended lmao)🌝
and as usual, please bear with me, English is not my mother tongue 🙂↕️
WARNINGS :: killua x fem reader, implied fem!reader, soft love, teenage love, mentions of killua being compared to a cat (cmon now yall see it), established relationship + more HEAD CANNONS. total wc :: 500~
• Killua has that cool act in front of others, but the second the both of you are alone, he's all over you, like a cat. Resting his head on your lap, holding onto the hem of your sleeve because he doesn't want you to leave >.<
• He denies this, but he loves when you play with his hair, especially when laying his head in your lap! Grumbles when you do it for you to stop but you don't because you can feel how he is leans into the touch. This goes for him dozing off on your shoulder and you don't dare to move due to how peaceful and pretty he looks.
• Killua gives you electric shocks for his own entertainment :( He thinks it's funny when he touches your hand, a slight graze up your spine and gives you the tiniest static shock, and a yelp leaves your mouth, he can't take you seriously.
• Same with his hands! I headcanon that his body runs on the cold side, and he loves sneaking them under your sleeves to make you jump. But if your hands are cold? He’ll quietly grab them and hold them between his palms, acting like it’s no big deal.
• He can't take a complement at all, if you tell him he’s strong, cool, or amazing, he’ll act cocky on the outside (regular killua behaviour tbh), but inside, he’s absolutely melting. If you tell him you love him, he’ll freeze up for a second before muttering, "Yeah… I love you too."
• Killua doesn't allows lean for physical affection, however, if you start to pull away from him first and he isn't done he will tighten his hold on you, only just a little bit. He doesn't want your gentle touch to leave just yet.
• Killua tries to act cool, but if you flirt back, he completely short-circuits. If you call him cute? He’ll fold. If you kiss him first? He’ll go silent and avoid eye contact for like ten minutes.
• He isn’t the most openly affectionate, but sometimes, when you’re talking or distracted, he’ll randomly lean in and peck your cheek. Then he’ll act like nothing happened, even though his ears are bright red.
• Gon is always teasing Killua about how soft he is around you. Killua will get all defensive, but the second Gon leaves, he’s right back to being the sweetest boyfriend ever.
• Now on the jealousy factor...If someone even looks at you wrong, he’s already glaring daggers. He doesn’t even have to say anything, his presence alone is enough to make people back off. He won’t admit when he’s jealous, but if someone flirts with you, he’ll casually pull you closer, wrap an arm around your waist, or throw a snarky comment that makes the other person back off.
• He is always watching over you when the both of you are together, he's your bodyguard, you can turn that side of your brain off with him and act however you want.
• He’s always watching out for you, pulling you behind him in crowds, or checking if you’re okay. If you call him out on it, he’ll be like, "Hah? I wasn’t worried or anything." (He totally was.)
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