#gon freecss

He's out there sassing and ragebaiting everyone

Even killua😭

The sass has been with him since he was a child and what does that even mean 😭?

Then there's gon

He adores him so much arghh.

I know his heart broke and he felt guilty about the fact gon used the nen contract he told him about himself, and almost died because of it (also about not visiting him too).

I’ll probably add the lyrics that have meaning at the end, as well as the corresponding song, if you don’t feel like listening to the song. That’s all the updates I have on the newer fic.

It’ll be done by Sunday-Tuesday. I want to set that deadline for myself, so we will. Hopefully by 7/5 it shall be done, and I can focus on anything 7/7 related. Maybe a small oneshot or a drawing I haven’t decided yet.😌

Gon lays at home in his bed. It's been a long time since he and Killua parted. He doesn't wonder what Killua's up to--probably something to do with taking care of Alluka.

But he has to wonder. Why is Killua having such a hard time forgiving him over Neferpitou...?

Are you scared, Killua? I'm not a scary person, it's just...my feelings were strong. I couldn't see myself. I've been treated like garbage this whole adventure, but I ignored it because the adults were impressed. It was the only time I was ever selfish. But...you allowed yourself to be selfish plenty of times, so why is it any different?

Now, I can't do that anymore. I have to...fight, for the things I care about. And never leave them.

But if he thinks I'm a threat to Alluka, so be it.

I can't be anyone but myself, Gon thinks. I would protect Alluka if I could.

Killua might've forgotten about him, but he never forgets himself. That's why he never gets sad.

Honestly, I'm not even a big shipper. I only really ship a few people in this story. So when I first started HxH, I thought that Gon and Killua would've been a brother dynamic in the story. And oh boy, was I wrong. I didn't get that brother vibe between them at all throughout the story. I never got any hint that they even considered each other as brothers. Never once did Gon or Killua reference each other as a brother, and honestly, it would've been easy to do so if that was the case. Gon is an only child, and Killua has four siblings who he isn't close to (except for Alluka). If Togashi wanted to establish their relationship like brothers, why didn't he?

When they call each other their first friend or when they call each other their best friend. Gon could've said: "I've never had a brother, but this is what I'd imagine having one feels like." And Killua could've said: "I've never got along with any of my siblings. You're more like a brother to me than any of them." We could've gotten any of that either in their external dialog or internal monologue throughout the story, but we didn't. In fact, Togashi seemingly avoids that type of dynamic and intentionally adds romantic subtext between the two. Which kind of destroys the brother dynamic to me.

Here is my piece for the @hxhbigbang26!!!

My truly genius and wonderful partner was @suzunaaa on here and on ao3!! I’d love it if you checked out their fic!! (It’s genuinely such a fun and good read, I can only recommend you do so)

Alsooooo!!!!! Go check out the other guys @blurrsilh and @ trophyxtissues (on Cara!) who also made absolutely amazing pieces for the fic!!

Anyways, I really hope you like the drawing and have a wonderful day/evening/night!!!