#fei.feitan

Shalnark:

Shalnark is not afraid of your ability at all

He has DEFINITELY asked you to use it on him before to which you kindly said no to

ALSO I think if you two are just randomly walking down the street he’ll be like ‘hey manipulate that person into buying us some food’ out of nowhere (and idk about you but I would do it )

In the beginning of your journey with the troupe he’d always try his hardest for them to let him go with you whenever you have to split up with the group

But you walking around alone is part of the facade of making you look like a normal civilian so he wasn’t let every single time :((

Don’t worry though !! That makes the reunion 1000% more wholesome heuheuheu

Shalnark would very much sit you down after every mission and ask you to tell him everything that happened

Partially because he needs to keep track of what happened for the mission but also because he wants to hear you talk about your ability and it gives him time to admire you :))

Feitan:

It’s a rough start with this man,, he was quite threatened by your ability at first because that would mean that you can easily turn your back against the troupe

But overtime he finally worked up to you and you two got together which leads to currently where he’d usually tail behind you whenever you go off on your own

Everyone tells him not to but he don’t listen aksdhfjks he just wants to admire you from afar !!!! And make sure you’re doing okay

But no one is allowed to tell you that he tails after you -- just some kinda pride thing he has no one knows why even

Also he DEFINITELY uses your ability to threaten people

Like if they ever make him irritated he’ll just  be like ‘i’m about to call my s/o over and they’ll use their ability so you better cut that out’

Works everytime 

Phinks:

Despite the fact that Phinks is dating you he’s going to be the one that’s staying the FURTHEST away from you when you use your ability

Because here’s the thing right -- I’m very convinced that Phinks is VERY gullible so Feitan and Shalnark probably told him something about your ability that’s just so far from the truth like “you’ll start balding if you’re too close to y/n when they use their ability” and it scared the life out of Phinks

He’s still cheering for you dw !! Just,, from a far distance

Also he thinks your ability is so so cool, would brag about it to others and then emphasize how it’s just so powerful that you can’t even demonstrate because it would be too risky

No but every time you have to split from the group during a mission he’ll give you a big gesture as goodbye and then just scream as you’re going you’re own way

This dude is literally about to expose your locations by how loud he’s yelling ‘YEAH GO GET EM BABE’ it’s just a mess Shalnark is so so close to taping his mouth shut

It’s been quite a while now since Feitan’s admitted to having a crush on you and believe me when I tell you THAT was an entire struggle within itself

But now progress has been made and at least Feitan’s admitted that he is crushing -- the next step is to having him confess which Phinks and Shalnark lowkey thought was going to be an easy task because of how straight forward and blunt Feitan always is

Turns out that was NOT true at all

This man cannot flirt for the life of him and what’s worse is that everyone else knows about his crush so whenever he talks to you it’s pretty clear that he’s trying to flirt and he draws in others’ attentions when he talks to you

The amount of times Phinks and Shalnark tried to get him to confess you can’t even imagine

And then the two suddenly take matters into their own hands and they came up with the plan to try and make Feitan jealous

Suddenly Shalnark is getting a little too touchy with you whenever he hugs you to welcome you back into the room 

And Phinks is spitting out these very funny jokes that no one’s ever heard him say before but it makes you laugh until your stomach hurts

Feitan is NOT having it at all this man is just 24/7 like >:(( now

Everyone else can tell that you’re oblivious to what Phinks and Shalnark are doing,, you don’t understand that they’re technically trying to flirt with you because to you it just seems like they’re being nicer to you than usual

But Feitan doesn’t know that you don’t realize it so he genuinely thinks that you’re playing along with their flirting and that you enjoy it

This pushes him to a point where he literally can’t stand seeing Shalnark and Phinks making advances at you and he literally blurts out a confession out of nowhere when you were in the middle of a conversation with Phinks and Shalnark

*Cue Phinks and Shalnark quietly leaving the room so you two can talk alone*

Right after the leave the room you hear giggling right away form the two men who just left because they’re excited for Feitan LOLOL

Let’s start with some cute possessive Feitan

According to him everyone that talks to you is flirting with you (apparently even that one barista who just wanted to ask if you wanted extra sugar in your hot chocolate)

You’re going to have to tell him straight up to maybe lay back a little and how not everyone is out to steal you from him constantly

In public he insists on holding your hand or at least having you hold his arm because he just really likes the little gestures and as a bonus people are clearly able to tell that you two are a couple

MANY MANY people have come and go in his life, so if he wants you to say he’s going to really put effort into it to show you just how much he cares about you and how special you are 

Not really a man of words but gestures is a BIG YES (I feel like I’ve talked about this before lol)

But yesyes always puts you first and it’s clear to everyone that he prioritizes you the most

He’ll literally tell someone to not call him during certain hours of the day because that’s usually when you take a nap

Not to mention whenever you need anything -- ANYTHING AT ALL he’s ALWAYS there without fail

You just finished your cup of tea? Would you like another one? You wouldn’t even be able to answer him because he’s already making his way to the kitchen to get you some more

Phone is glitching? He’ll just get you a new one -- no biggie

You cough once? He’s checking your temp to see if you’re sick and if you are he’s out the door to get some meds

And usually he just does these things in silence like you don’t even need to say nothing for him to do it

Hisoka:

Hisoka is not that worried for you at first

He knows you’re strong and you’ll be able to protect yourself -- when you dissapear at first he’s a bit confused but he’s nto full on panicking about your sudden absence

But it’s after a while when some time passes and he starts to grow more worried by the minute,, the story just wasn’t adding up as to where you went and why you went even 

So NOW this man is worried worried, probably goes out to search for you a few times during the week, being a lowkey detective on his own

When you finally return he’s practically begging for an explanation 

Did something happen to you that made you leave? Did something happen to you when you were out? What did he miss out on? He’s dying to know all the details

Definitely becomes very very needy once you return, he wants to hear the stories of what happened when you were gone as he lays his head on your lap or vice versa, the two of you being able to finally spend some quality time together after your return

Feitan:

Feitan’s looking for you the second you’ve disappeared 

He’s not worried that you won’t be able to protect yourself or anything, but he knows you well enough to know that something’s not right if you just take off with no warning and no trace of anything

Slowly and slowly this man goes into full panic mode

Now he’s just making up the worse case scenarios in his head and honestly if he didn’t have other responsibilities to tend to he would’ve just dedicated all 24 hours of his day to go out and find you

But his worries are all washed away when he sees you return !! Welcome back hehe

He’s going to act mad at you but if you actually play along he’ll be like ‘wait no i missed you for real though’

Gets very touchy after this -- holds your hand a lot more often and started giving you these long hugs out of nowhere

You’re not complaining, but it doesn’t take a genius to tell that his attitude changed a lot after this incident

Shalnark:

Shalnark begins worried from day 1 

This dude is asking all around where you are, asking people if they’ve seen you

If he wasn’t a criminal himself he would’ve went to authorities by now and hired a detective or something

Of course during this time he’s also searching for you himself, he just wants more people to help him out

Would not sleep until he knows you’re safe and honestly this entire time he’s just making up the worst care scenarios in his head and further scaring himself even more

But boy WHEN YOU RETURN ...... he’s probably going to tear up

Where were you ?? Why didn’t you tell him anything?? WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL HIM ANYTHINGGG

Doesn’t let you out of his sight for a good period of time after that and always asks for cuddles every single day

Hisoka:

Hisoka already KNOWS your intentions and he’s lowkey cheering you on

This man LOVES drama and he also kinda loves murder too so you know,, but two and two together and it’s a perfect match

This man MIGHT go out of his way to make you jealous as in he’ll let someone flirt with him just to get a rise out of you

But of course he’s not going around trying to get others attention and make you feel insecure -- it’s just that if someone approached him all friendly he wouldn’t necessarily shut the conversation down

A few days later he hears that the person he was talking to has gone missing and this man already knows what happened

Goes to ask you about it (not really ask at this point, more like CONFRONT) and he gives you a talk that you can’t tell if it’s a lecture or not

Tells you that you have no reason to be jealous because he’d never cheat on your or anything !! But then he tells you good job on not getting caught with the murder ??? Very very confusing 

Illumi:

Like Hisoka, he also knows but he doesn’t really make a big deal out of it

Illumi isn’t trying to purposefully get a rise out of you so he’s definitely not being that friendly with others, also because he just is not a big talker 

But once in a while there is always that ONE persistent person that flirts with him and will not leave him alone

Now listen Illumi can just kill them himself, but where would the fun in that be ?? So he lets the person flirt with him and he knows you’ll take care of them later

After he hears what happened he literally doesn’t talk to you about it

Just gives you a nod because you both know what’s going on but he doesn’t really want to bother to do something about it

Plus on the inside he do lowkey be proud that you’re skilled enough to kill

Chrollo:

This dude has NO idea what’s going on

No matter how obvious it is that you’re out there killing people who flirt with him

He also doesn’t really realize that people are flirting with him until VERY after

So usually he do be carrying a conversation with people and he’s very open to making new friends, all that -- and inevitably that means people are going to be flirting with him as well

When that happens you add another name to your hit list and Chrollo has ZERO clue what’s about to happen

Sees the person you just killed on the news and he’s very confused he’s just like ‘wow what a coincidence huh....’

Takes him a VERY long time to realize it’s you then when he does he’s honestly quite impressed how long you were able to hide it from him

But ultimately has a talk w you and tells you to not worry about anyone stealing him from you

Feitan:

Feitan finds out very quickly because he’s lowkey a yandere himself aksdfhshjf HEAR ME OUT

He’s not in a bad mood so he lets someone talk to him -- doesn’t really speaking back and participating in the conversation because he’s just not interested and then he realizes that they’re hitting on him ?? He finds that kind of amusing because of how brave they are considering he wasn’t even interested in the conversation

A few days later you tell him you’re going out to meet a friend and he is suspicious about this friend of yours

So he basically follows you the entire time and he sees you kill the person that was flirting with him

This man is SHOCKED shocked but also he finds it kind of funny

Next few days after that person is reported missing and he literally looks at you and smiles 

Mumbles a ‘good job’ under his breath

He is kind of enjoying himself a little bit too much not going to lie

Very much the description of “harsh on the outside soft on the inside”

Like y’all come on Feitan is a BIG secret softie who’s going to tell me no

He’s not that passionate about physical touch though, he doesn’t necessarily hate it but I think Feitan would much more appreciate acts of service or words of reassurance

He thinks that physical touches don’t really convey a straight-forward message compared to saying those words right there and then

But whenever it comes to cuddling he definitely prefers small spoon

Also please play with his hair ?? It’s at this very ideal length where you can really try any type of hairstyle without it getting too complicated

Not to mention I think his hair is somehow super healthy despite the fact that he doesn’t put much care into his hair-washing routine

Also he really like spending time with his s/o because he finds intimacy in just vibing with each other in the same room

There doesn’t even have to be words exchanged, the comfortable silence is enough for him

I think I’ve mentioned this before, but Feitan is a huge gift giver

He just really likes seeing that smile on your face whenever he surprises you with something

And for him, he appreciates hand-made gifts much more than store bought ones

Just the fact that you were thinking about him when you were making that gift for him makes him so so happy

Feitan:

YO THIS MAN JUST WANTS TO SEE YOU DO ALL THOSE COOL FLIPS AND STRETCHES

He’ll want to fake-fight with you as training where he pushes your limits just to see you do all these cool tricks

Really this man just wants you to put on a show so he’s encouraging it in way 

AND the more he tires you out the more stretching you have to do because you been using all those muscles so much and he really likes seeing how flexible you are

It’s just a very interesting concept to him

Feitan’s always understood how useful it was to be fast, strong, and precise during a fight but then he saw your flexibility and he was like WOAH

If you try to teach him how to be more flexible the lessons would be like 5 mins long because Fei is already hella flexible and has great agility

Yes he does brag about being a natural LOLOL but you can’t even argue back because he’s right

Shalnark:

Shalnark is going to get VERY distracted if you two train together

He finds it very hard to focus on his own thing when you’re right beside him doing all these cool tricks 

DEFINITELY asks you to teach him some stretches so he can be as flexible as you and you do for a while

And then Shalnark realizes that it’s easier said than done akdsjkfj

In the end he resorts to just watching you with stars in his eyes

SHOWS YOU OFF so so much

The amount of times he was going to fight someone but then he was like ‘WAIT. What if you fight my s/o instead?? They have some really cool moves you knowww’

And they just look at him like ?????

Chrollo:

The least flexible of the three

Poor Chrollo :((

He’s not stiff alright, he’s just very very rusty when it comes to his flexibility

When he sees you do all those cool moves he’s like ‘psh okay? can’t be that hard move aside let me show you what I can do >:))’

Spoiler: it’s not much

Chrollo hasn’t really worked on his balance in a long time so he fell A LOT OF TIMES

And then in the end when he realizes that it’s not an easy skill he caves and asks you to help him

He goes at a very slow pace I think, simply because he’s not really planning to shift completely to this type of fighting style so he’s viewing it as more of a hobby

You’re going to need to prepare quite a lot of ice packs btw

So in the beginning when you started ignoring him he didn’t really think much of it

People usually want some space when they get upset, and he understands that you’re not in the best mood right now, so he doesn’t want to pry or anything

But then after a good while as passed you’re still ignoring him and then he starts to get kind of worried

Definitely starts to think of the worst case scenario first like what if you never talk to him again? What if you never forgive him?

But then he’s like ‘okay Fei play it cool come on it’s all good’

And that’s when he starts pretending like he doesn’t care,, doesn’t really ignore you (since you’re already ignoring him), but he’ll just kind of continue to leave you be

Acts completely normal as if nothing has happened

The entire time he’s like freaking out on the inside wondering when you’re going to speak to him again

BUT THEN he caved -- lil dude was feeling needy for attention

Goes to you and starts tugging on your sleeve and just gives you the ‘cuddles?’ eyes

You glare at him for a little bit and then roll your eyes and give in because THE EYES. the precious eyes

Right as he’s giving you the eyes he starts complaining about how you’ve been neglecting him and gives you the little grumpy >:( face

All is good in the end because if he would’ve kept complaining nonstop until you forgave him kjashdjfh