that last post is misleading most of my thoughts in the shower are “this face wash is dangerous there is poison on my body” and “what fucking time is it how long have i been in here is the outside world real anymore” 

i think therefore im fake

Im completely fake everytji g about me is a lie and exaggerated for attention im probably being horrbile and abusicve and manupulative its not their fault i didnt tags not to renlig i have no right to be angry im not angryvim fakinf it im fake im made up im a fake person im ruining all of you somehow probably im being Bad and youll all hate me eventually youll see thru this im nothing but posion and garbage inside im woryj notji g!!!!

fuck whatever i dont care if i get in trouble, if i go something really bad will happen, theres too many signs too ignore i cant leave i dont care if i get in trouble it's better than what will happen if i do go

why does everybody think the only way you can hallucinate is with sight or hearing ??? it's like you don't have other senses that can register stimuli that isn't "real"???? ??

i have to do this shitty "history of me" assignment and it's so difficult because i keep forgetting what counts as real to the people at school and i keep trying to write about the maximoffs and the pines and it's just generally fucking me up

today was pretty bad actually and im like 90% sure tmrw wont be any better please lmao