vent
Im at school rn and I really wanna go purge in the bathroom but I can't because any time I try it never works cuz I'm too anxious to actually do it but I feel so disgusting and gross and I just wanna puke but I can't even cry and when I told my eng teacher I needed to take a break she said "maybe a break could be reading your book if you're not finished" and I just about started crying because the whole point of the break is to not have to think about how overwhelmed I am with school for even just a little bit cuz I'm so tired and I just wanna go home or maybe take a nap but I can't do anything about it until school gets out at 3:18 and it's only 10:50 and I'm so tired I'm so so tired and I just wanna idek atp idk what I wanna do but I don't wanna be here but I have to be here and I feel so so sick but I can't puke and I just wanna cry
