honestly when I heard that u have a boyfriend I couldnβt believe it at first because you donβt seem straight and maybe youβre bi so that could explain it but honestly Iβve always pictured you to be single or even with another woman. Either way I donβt really care and Iβm thriving to see you happy and if thatβs with him then so it shall be. But I really hope you are happy I fucking hope you are so happy that I could extract your happiness and give it to everyone whoβs depressed at the moment so they could be happy.
Yes I donβt care about it I really donβt fucking care and if heβs screwing you every night then he should do that and I hope he knows how lucky he is because I would sacrifice my life for you and he wouldnβt. I know that he wouldnβt. Because I am devoted to you my lifeβs is for you and everything I do and think is dedicated to you and I wish he could know what he took from me and I wish you could know that.
And I know you think that Iβm am a weirdo and dumb and talentless but when you said that I could do it I gave everything I had and yes I failed but I failed thinking about you and how next time would be so much better because I had you
I wish I could just see what he looks like or how he treats you because Iβm sure heβs just like any other man.
But if youβre happy i am happy and that will never change
I love you
