#dottorekin

- Il Dottore, Genshin Impact

Sincerely, Il Dottore , The Doctor

(Genshin Impact)

I've been giddy all day since kinfirming, despite my knowledge being quite limited on Genshin's lore. Through vibes alone, it was no surprise I am him. I love being evil fucks, too bad it isn't socially acceptable to be evil </3. Especially cunty evil fucks - if I am so evil, why am i so hot ☝

~Il Dottore (Genshin Impact) #😈❤️

"Oh well then maybe some of those mems arent actu-"

Every Single Thing I Say About Dottore Is A Mem unless specifically stated otherwise. If I start typing something immediately, its a mem. It is undeniably correct in my brain, even if I said something contradictory the day before. I cannot properly put it into words. I have about 3 piles of consistent mems then a bunch of other mems scattered on the floor that don't line up with the piles. Perhaps when I finally release and get proper screen time I'll get a properly unfading timeline, as the existing piles all ceased being the Main Thing in the shifts.

I'd say this is partially a product of being Every Segment. In one of those consistent piles I was one conciousness in several bodies. So One Brain contains the memories of many different bodies. Of course contradictions would surface. It seems to just come with the territory of Being Dottore.

I swear I must sound "fake" to anyone else who listens. Sure people often say mems are not a requirement for kinning, a very correct statement of course, but nobody ever really comments on inconsistent memories. Not to say I feel invalid of course, moreso this experience is so difficult to explain, and one I have not heard others experience before, that I'm sure other people would surely think I'm making it up.

I couldn't even begin to theorize on how this happened outside of He is Simply Me Real. We are the Same Person. And I know every time we get more canon lore more and more people out there must think I'm insane and/or stupid for being so open about Being Dottore Real. But I don't care. Trust me I have tried to get this guy to die down in my head but he is always in the background (metaphorically speaking. I personify my thoughts so apologies if it gets confusing). It's so easy to fall into a shift with the right poking and prodding, even when I try to avoid it because whenever he DOES make it out of his cage, he stays in the shift for AGES (metaphorical again).

I'm kind of just rambling at this point- But I don't know, the way my Dottore kinning functions is so wildly intriguing to me. Perhaps its remnants of my breif stint of Delusional Symptoms. (Gotta love getting psychosis symptoms due to chronic depression. Glad I learned that was a thing.) Perhaps he is just that strong of a kin at this point. I'll never know Why. But I love trying to explain it.

So perhaps someone on the blog will be intrigued by my brain as well.

~Il Dottore 🕯♟ (Genshin Impact)

YALLLL I HATE DOTTOLONE SOOO BAD WHY IS IT SOO POPULARRRRR WHAAAAA Pantalone was such a whiny little bitch who thought he was sooo cooollll He whined SOOO bad yall I cannot express how pathetic this guy was I swear to god if Morax ever glanced at him he wouldve switched sides so fast I SWEAR. AUGH I HATE HIMMM I WISH PEOPLE WOULD STOP SHIPPING ME WITH HIM SOOO OFTENN GRRAHHH HE SUUUUCKSSSSS.

I WANNA KISS CAPITANOOO LIKE SOO BAD. CAPITANO STOP READING THIS I DONT CARE HOW OBVIOUS IT WAS JUST. JUST DONT LOOK AT ME. (/dram u can keep reading) GRRAHH GUYS GUYS YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW HOT A BIG ASS MAN WHO CANNOT FEEL PAIN IS TO A MAD SCIENTIST. HOW THE FUCK AM I NOT SHIPPED WITH CAPI MORE. MY FANDOM LOVES MAKING ME A BOTTOM COME OONNNNNNN. Who in the world WOULDNT fall for an 8+ft tall pure muscle of a man who will let you dig around inside his chest whenever he has free time like who OWULDNT LOVE THATTT. auugh augh augh sorry I got liek a little mini wave of capitore on my feed out of nowhere and I miss Capitano sooo much Im sooo grrrahhh He was so awesome he was soooo hot,. I dont even remember what was under his helmet I really dont remember at all Im so sure I saw it at some point but I have no clue but augh I know he was the hottest man alive ever and forever and always and I miss him soooooooo much I miss him so bad augh augh augh augha ugughdgsdbksdvnkds

screw all my other timeline partners I do NAWT care. None of you can compete with Capitano /dramatic. MAYBE Alice can bc she matched my freak but she cant beat him in looks sorry girlie u know we were better besties anyway.

~Il Dottore 🕯♟

p.s. Hyv you're fuckin up so bad w/ Natlan rn but if you fuck up my man too I will CRY I WILL CRY. PLEASE I WILL CRY SO HARD. IF YOU CAN'T GIVE HIM HIS DARK SKINTONE JUST KEEP HIS MASK ON PLEASE PLEASE PLE- (Obligatory yes I care about the other Natlan characters too before anyone tries to put words in my damn mouth)

Nearly all of my kins were adhd and/or autistic yippee!

More specific highlights though-

In Lyney tl I had hearing and balance issues due to a shitty foster parent removing my feline features. (would a tail removal count as being an amputee? Im pretty sure- but it was a very important limb for my balance regardless). Thanks to Dottore's medical knowledge the brunt of the problems were fixed, I wasnt completely deaf at least! But I was left with audio processing problems. And while I did adjust to balance without my tail (and my eardrums in a completely different spot, cant forget how much those contribute to balance), I'd still have a few slip ups every so often. By the time of the game I'd say they were completely invisible issues. Oh and Lynette and I both had mild forms of chronic fatigue, hers was worse than mine though.

In one Dottore timeline (I think, they all kinda blend together idk how many I have anymore) I was a self imposed amputee- It's how I made my "clones", since I really just hacked myself apart and made robot structures around each body part. Honestly fair if anyone doesnt want to count it, but I personally do. (On that note I seem to have a kinmonality for amputation.. theres far more than Dottore and Lyney...) Another Dottore disability (possibly) is the hivemind itself, as every member of it could all speak to eachother within our minds I can only assume it would feel similar to being a system. I'm a singlet in this life so I can't really be sure to be fair, I just know my own brain can't replicate the way I could think in that period of the timeline, and it sounds quite a bit like what many of my system friends have described.

One version of the game sent in asked to include fictional disabilities- I think being cursed would count for Shinobu. Messing around in Madame Pings attic with Yanfei was a terrible idea! Adapting to growing snake features (fangs, pupils, I think a few scales too) was AWFUL but I managed, and had Baizhu to help me adjust since he had the same thing due to Changsheng assumably. (Bonus, albeit not my kin: in this timeline Yoimiya was an amputee, what is her leg guard in game was actually a prothetic leg in the tl)

In my Baizhu tl, I did have a permanent chronic illness, I dont know what it was, but I could never find a cure for it. I didn't have Changsheng in that timeline so I really don't know what it was!

Hmm. I had Severe memory issues as Kinger, as Wanderer I would tend to fall apart if my joints were under too much stress- Many other timelines had ptsd. I'm so sure I had chronic pain in a few but I can't for the life of me remember which kins they are right now.

~🕯♟ (all kins are genshin except Kinger who is tadc)

No! No actually!! I was One guy!! In multiple bodies! Thats what a HIVEMIND is!! It wasnt talking to other people, it was being able to talk to yourself outloud PROPERLY. I was still just One Guy!! Its why I was so okay with shutting down the other bodies! I didnt lose anything! Just got a pile of very expensive wood and metal!

I know literally nobody else ever wants to read it like that because they think treating the segments like a big family (or shipping fuel. Weird.) Is soooo much more appealing but Im SICK OF IT. Im sick of feeling like I have to ignore that I was ONE GUY controlling many bodies because of the whole "oh I knew multiple mes in source so obvi Im cool with doubles lol" thing. (This is not to say anyone has pressured me over this. Its all in my own head.)

Also actually while Im here complaining about the segments.

THEY WERENT FUCKING CLONES. FOR THE LOVE OF THE TSARITSA IT IS EXPLICITLY STATED THAT MY SEGMENTS WERE MADE THE SAME WAY SCARAMOUCHE WAS. THEY WERE PUPPETS. MADE OF WOOD (AND METAL I ADDED IN FOR RIGIDITY.) THATS WHY I TOOK HIM IN. TO LEARN HOW HE WAS MADE.

I know Im a doctor but for fucks sake cloning takes too fucking long. And are yall just gonna ignore my love for robotics that is still canon or are we gonna act like Miss. No Lore Sandrone retconned my ruin guard lab in Liyue and all of my ackademiya notes because Tsaritsa forbid any harbinger have overlap in their skills. (No shade Sandrone, I miss discussing robotics with you. Im sure you get what I mean.)

Sorry Im. Peeved. Yelling in the ask box helps. Nobody act like Im attacking you personally. Im not.

~Il Dottore.🕯♟️