Don’t blame yourself.
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Don’t blame yourself.

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I must draw because otherwise I'm plagued with feelings of malaise. However.
Feelings of malaise really fuck with my ability to draw. 😡
My brain: So it's time for a new project, right??
ABSOLUTELY NOT. I DO NOT HAVE TIME, ENERGY, OR SPACE IN MY SKULL FOR ANOTHER PROJECT. PLEASE!!!
My brain: ... okay, I hear you... but... We're starting another project :>
Creator still isn't making any promises, but I've gone back on set with Kaseem & Natalie.
Got the urge to be creative in a semi-big way again, and that's what's occupying my time in the T.U. save this week (sorry to Kaliah, A.J. & the gang, but I'm almost ready for y'all to come back bookies).
Anyway, here's the main set/location for their film Let It Snow.
Found in gallery, ofc, because I can't build to save my life.
and I may do one single update for them this week, to go along with this Kaliah/Carter/A.J. post 😏.
Anyway, time to let the creativity flow, and hope I come out with something worth sharing and not worth trashing.
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All things I have encountered in the past two weeks regarding my art and commissions. I refuse to let it get me down but I am sick and fucking tired. Please, I am begging, support your artists in any way you can cause it's like being fucking Sisyphus out here. This goes for writers as well.

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editing makes me go insane
There’s something funny about being a creator, especially in this day and age…
I think a lot of people can sympathize with the constant need to create. The feeling of rush. Of burnout. Like if you aren’t making three things at once, you’re falling behind…
And then you see others, no clue to how they’re doing, but with seemingly better schedules. Better health. And it gets… breaking.
Feeling like you can’t keep up.
…
I know I barely post on this account. So this is more vague posting about elsewhere. Just wanted to say, somewhere, that I wish I could step off the stage and feel comfortable coming back instead of fearing I’ll lose everything I ever scraped together.
me: I have so many old magazines and paper ephemera I should start a junk journal.
also me: NONE OF THIS JUNK IS RIGHT FOR MY JUNK JOURNAL I NEED MORE PAPER JUNK