#writing issues

That feeling when you want to write, but there's a song playing on repeat in your head and the only words you can focus on are the lyrics

i love when i’m in imagining what i’m going to write and my brain finds a way to make everything sad

uuuuuuuuuaaahhh I need to write but my brain hurts

i miss ignorance. when i kid, i used to write a bunch of crap and i didn't care i write a bunch of crap, cuz i just wanted to write, so fuck it, i would and nothing else mattered. but these days? fucking hell. i look at my writing, regardless of which language, and it simply doesn't feel good enough somehow. and im not even worried about who's gonna read or not cuz i don't even think im that relevant, and that doesn't matter, or should cuz it's not the reason why i do it, but it'd be so nice if i could just write without thinking like i used to do when i was a kid. where's that ignorance? cuz i need that back. couldn't i be a critic with a healthy view? christ in hell. w h y