#collective system

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Name: Kurtis.

Age: 15 (system is bodily 19)

Pronouns: He/Him.

Sexuality: Gay & Ace.

Interests: Watching YouTube, comedy genres, orange (the fruit and color), weed, nature, walking outside, fishing, and fps games, and music.

: Extra info :

○ Audhd & hEDS.

○ Dms are okay, but dont be weird.

○ Mentally ill, and plural but leaving the specific labels up to the professionals.

○ I am not often fronting, when so, I rarely like to use social media so this page will be fairly inactive at times.

I tend to switch distinctively between my alternative 'ego' / personality type when under certain personal triggers. I dont talk publicly about this often; however I am working on being more accepting of myself in this aspect

(Host's blog ..shes cool or whatever i guess.. )

Hear it.

Feel it.

I know my truth, I know what happens under my skin.

In my head.

In my mind.

They say "you're faking, you're a liar" but they haven't experienced what you have. They aren't in your shoes.

So whatever you experience with plurality, whether it be through natural causes, traumatic causes, created;

You are valid. You are free. You are real. Everything you experience is real. Don't let people tell you otherwise, I'm tired of people giving others labels or labels being used in general when you can just EXIST.

If labels help btw there's nothing wrong with that :3 (as a system who's fighting for one that helps explain us lol)

WE ARE A SAFE SPACE FOR ALL, NO SYSCOURSE WILL BE TOLERATED

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‎‧₊˚✧ Collective Info ✧˚₊‧

Discovered in: Between 2020 & 2022

Conscious: Cephaconscious, 4 active

Known Origin/s: Polygenic/Mixed Origin in General

Type: Covert Median

Collective Interests: Motor vehicles, video games, drawing + animation, space, transformers, TMNT, HTTYD, PPT

Collective Age: 22yo (07/28)

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DNI LIST

- PROSHIP, RADQUEER, ANTI-ENDO/WILLO/TULPA, ANY SYSCOURSE, PRO-CONTACT, ANYTHING RELATED TO PEDOPHILIA AND ZOOPHILIA GET OUT

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‎‧₊˚✧ Headmates ✧˚₊‧

🧿✨ • Timothy/Tim/Timmy - 16-22yo, he/they/galactic/xe/pup/thou, transandro/genderfluid • Gatekeeper; ageslider/age-regressor, neurotive, bordertive, trauma holder • main fronter

🪽🤍 • Thomas/Tommy/Tom - 22yo, he/they, transmasc • Host; multitive, mixed origin • active, good comms

🏍️🏁 • Tyrone/Ty (Turbo) - 49 yo, he/hix/xe, kenochoric masc-spec • Selected Co-host, Post-fictive; multitive, mixed origin • active, good comms

👾☄️ • Megs/Megatronus - (ages with body) 3-8 billion yo chronologically, he/they/galactic, mechangalaxian transmasc • Post-cohost; multitive, mixed origin • (unknown comms, not responding)

🖍️🐾 • Summer/Scarlet - 7-16yo, it/they/she, femme agender enby • Little, age-slider, age-regressor, traumalinked • active, highly curious but can't do much, no comms

🪷🌿 • Mystic/Mystical - 16-17yo, he/they/she/it, masc-spec pangender enby • Post-cohost; multitive, mixed origin • active, no clear comms (needs lots of focus)

❤️‍🔥‼️• Claire/Clarity - ageless, they/she/any, femme enby • Cathariorma, OCtive, sexual holder • semi-dormant, no comms

🔪🖤 • Suco - ageless, it/it's, no gender • Persecutor, disative, bordertive • always somewhere, no comms

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We automatically go by Timothy collectively unless posted otherwise. Anyone else not listed here are either completely dormant, we don't want you to know about, want their privacy, in questioning, or will put themselves out there when they want, or when necessary.

Please keep in mind that some headmates are not fully able to front or communicate. As we are still learning about ourselves, origins/terms/labels may be updated to what best describes our experiences :3

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-🧿✨, 🪽🤍

Lack of knowing who's who

Feeling like "you're always in control" (even though half the time they are intrusive or odd urges that don't align with me)

Not always being conscious

I get these headaches more and more often when I try to communicate with Thomas or even with any of the others (if possible, it takes a lot of concentration to reach them). These headaches tell me it's working but oftentimes I can't tell if it's just me or both of us due to not having different voices (sometimes). Thomas can speak differently in the outside world, sure, but internally? He sounds almost like me, but I know he's not me. Back in February 2026, I realized he had a specific tone.. he can be a lot more monotone and masculine as I tend to speak more "high pitched" inside, even outside.

It's getting easier to tell who's who when we're co-con and switching, but when we're blurry, it makes me question everything. I try not to overthink it cause he tells me "we'll figure it out", as we usually do, it just takes longer.

So if you're someone in a system/collective who can't or has a hard time communicating with your headmates/parts/alters/pieces of yourself, ITS OKAY!! THATS NORMAL!! If you're hearing voices constantly, it's likely polyconsiousness where many headmates are active, OR you may have monoconsiousness where one headmate needs to talk first so the other can reply. There was a mini comic I saw about this (I'll @ them if I find it) and thought I'd talk about it myself as I relate to having "one voice at a time", it's only when I'm stressed is when I start hearing more and more voices of the others, or of just myself.

Do you experience anything of such? I'd like to hear about it!

Pretty nervous to share this but with some deep consideration, I wanted to be open with the fact that me and Tim have been dating since May 19th. Happy Gay and Plural Pride guys :3

I love waking up with him

I love drawing with him

I love his headspace cuddles and hugs and kisses and warm affirmations, I love his smile, I love his arms, his scars, his wings, his tails, his everything. GRRRRR 💜💜