#chanchan

Guys, I think he's lost it.

now as an adult, i get irritated with how capable i am cause at this point… i don’t really need help anymore and i'm not comfortable with people helping me. it sometimes puts a strain on my relationships because for those who want to show me they care through acts of service or gift giving, i don't let them.

i've since learned that it's important to give loved ones the floor to show you that they love you and to not stiffle your blessings.

in addtion, the cherry on top is that i get annoyed with some people they way others were annoyed with me when i couldn't do things that they saw as "objectively" basic and easy to do.

Chan Chan

Chan Chan (Chimor) était la capitale de la civilisation Chimú qui s'épanouit sur la côte nord du Pérou entre le 12e et le 15e siècle. La ville était une métropole géante peuplée de peuples venus de tout l'empire Chimú, le plus grand que les Amériques aient jamais connu jusqu'alors. Aujourd'hui, bon nombre des immenses palais de Chan Chan, avec leurs murs en adobe décorés de hauts reliefs, témoignent encore de la grandeur perdue de la ville. Chan Chan est inscrite sur la liste du patrimoine mondial de l'UNESCO.

Summary: (Y/N) and Chandler have been best friends since they could remember and not that High school has ended, they must part ways

Pairing: Chandler Hallow x Reader

Word Count: 826

Warnings: None

I've graduated from high school... Finally after 4 years of ridiculous friends, teachers, and drama. Being accepted to college was one of the best days of my life. The first? You wonder well... it was meeting Chandler. I didn't realize when my thoughts went from 'your my best friend' to 'I want you', but it evidently happened.

"Why did you have to go to Berkeley in California. We live in Greenville, North Carolina home of the mighty PeeDee Pirate. Plus, it means we could still see each other all the time." Chandler begged.

"Did you just hear yourself?" I  laugh. "Plus, I did apply there. In reality, though Chandler, I'd still see all the people I went to high school with. I want to branch out and become my own person" I say.

"Your right. I'm just really going to miss you" he says giving me a hug. "Hey, do you think I could fit in a box or suitcase and just travel with you there?" I just shake my head. ----- A while later, Chandler and I are in my room and he's helping me pack some of my things. All of the sudden I hear, "your staying I don't care what you've said!" I can hear a crack in his voice

"I can come to visit you a lot" I try to reason.

"Its hundreds of miles, I'm going to cry like a baby when you're not here." He says calming down.

"I know, I know, I know and I still love you," I tell him and I lessen the distance between us.

"You'll always love me." He tells me. Closing the distance between us. "It's me and you."

"Chandler?" I want to tell him, I want to kiss him. It wouldn't be fair though.

"Yes?" He says searching my eyes.

"I'm gonna miss you" was all the courage I had to tell him.

"I will too, now let's get back fo work. You leave in a week and this needs to get done." He tells me pointing at the mess sprawled out all over the hardwood floors. ‐----- We got tired and decided to watch a movie in the living room. Of course, chandler being Chandler, he fell asleep. His head in my lap. Face facing my tummy. I took in all of his facial features. His bushy little eyebrows, his soft skin, the way his hair fell... Then all of a sudden I could recall when the exact moment was that I realized I had a crush on him.

It was my sophomore year, he was a junior, and we were on our way to the volleyball game. He was driving, changing songs that didn't fit the mood. All of a sudden I hear Hollaback Girl by Gwen Stefani blast through the speakers and Chandler's screaming "Uh-huh, That's My Shit. FEW TIMES BEEN AROUND THAT TRACK SO IT NOT GONNA HAPPEN JUST LIKE THAT, CAUSE I ANI’T NO HOLLABACK GIRL!" I laughed as hard as ever that day. I saw a side of Chandler I hadn't seen yet, he was so unbelievably funny. That was the most adorable thing about him.

As the credits start to roll through I realize how long I had actually been looking at him. He was perfect looking. Almost like a real-life face tune. But it was all him and I couldn't get enough. --------- The next morning I wake up and don't understand where I am. Oh, the living room. But there's another body... Oh My God! Its Chandler! We were cuddling. I could feel him start to wake up so out of panic, I pretend to be asleep. A yawn comes from his mouth as he realizes where he is. But he doesn't freak out. With an unexpected kiss to my temple and him putting his head in the crook of my neck, butterflies start to erupt in my stomach and my heart starts to fasten. He has to feel the same way then. I start to "wake up" and he moves his head from my neck. "Good morning, I'm sorry I didn't know we fell asleep like this. I'll get up." He states as he is about to move.

"No, it's okay I like it," I tell him out of a vote of confidence.

"Okay," he says with a big smile on his face. "Can I tell you something?" He asks.

"Of course."

"You know I've liked you for a while and I never knew if you felt the same so I never said anything." He tells me.

"I've felt the same for a while. I was going to tell you yesterday. I got scared though." I blush

Hoy quiero más momentos así, de libertad, paz y mucha alegría! Prometo regalarte más días así 7lunares, te lo mereces! 🖤🌅