#camhs

Like one kid saying “if I don’t make eye contact it’s because I find that hard and it’s easier to concentrate on what you’re saying if I’m not looking at you.”

And another one asking for clarification of an ambiguous statement to check understanding instead of just hoping for the best.

And one saying “I’m going to stim now, this conversation is hard”

i think i have enough symptoms (?) to warrant investigation. here are some because im not really sure and tumblr has seen me at my lowest low

i getr into an online relationship, obsess over them for a day or a few before feeling suffocated and ghosting them completely

ill do just about anything in the name of self destruction (SH, seeking out older men, skipping school)

my emotions change like english weather (as you can see by last night? i think it was where i went on a rant about how no one loves me but then felt reasonably fine a few hours later or an hour ago where the same thing happened)

i am extremely scared of being abandoned and i am aware to outsiders that it seems that im delusional when i say everyone hates me (they do even the ones who only say nice things to me)

when i have a bsf its impossible for me to see anything negative in them but when i see something ill cut them off and only see them as a traitor

okay so following my asd diagnosis through camhs in september, my mom requested an ehcna in january. as i was now 16, they refused to start the process until i’d signed my consent, and they also sent a fairly passive-aggressive email about how as i was 16 i could request one myself. anyway, i signed my consent and the process started. week 6 comes along and they refuse to assess because ‘while we agree molly has/may have sen, her needs can be met in a mainstream environment with normal provision’. this is obviously not the case so we went to mediation.

We are here for change!

Help us get better post-CAMHs care for our youth leaving CAMHs.

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