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My mother bought me 3 different cup noodles so Iāll make a little āreviewā based on how they affected my sensory problems and my tummy:
Curry: It a good one, but it spicy af so I was like eating lava 4/10
Chicken with Teriyaki sauce: good but made my stomach really upset later 7/10
Seafood: IT STINKS AS HELL BC SQUID SO I WAS GOING TO GIVE IT -1/10 but is tastes really good and I liked it despite the smell so 6/10
Improvement
My condition is improving, the obstruction seems to have passed, I HAVE BEEN GIVEN FOOD AND DRINK for the first time in 5 days and it has stayed in. Things are looking up. I have made it through this hell.
Constipated for about 3 days now and low key worrying about my bowels rupturing. Like usually it goes away in its own and i'm not looking forward to take laxatives. Also beginning to wonder if the cause might be something serious. Like cancer or a tumor. But i'm not in any pain, no fever, no blood. And i don't wanna go to the doctor for something ridiculous as constipation, since they are dealing with keeping Covid patients alive.
Me: I like garlic!
IBS: nope. Not allowed.
Me: can I please have a meal where you don't show up please?

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Confession #2,740
realising what I've lost to my illnesses specifically, the ableism that prevented me from finishing school. Not being allowed to receive distance education, meaning I failed because I couldn't attend, which meant I dropped out of high school. Not being able to work because of the illnesses and showing symptoms during job interviews and never hearing back. Despite getting better in my early 20's due to correct diagnosis, I still can't gain work due to lack of experience. studying at university has not helped job prospects and not considered disabled enough for a disability pension since severe mental health issues + migraines + bowel issues don't tick enough boxes for someone so young. Now just trying to mourn my losses but trying to not despair for the future is a difficult line to walk and I don't know how to properly let go of the past while looking at the future.
I have to talk about this.
Iām NOT making this to say āIām better, You have to do this, Donāt you feel guilty if you donāt, This will solve all your problemsāā¦.
That being said, I recently decided to change what I eat. I never ever thought this would be something I could manage, for many reasons. I would cringe at people pressuring me to give up processed foods and meat.
After having a terrifying experience last week after eating some beef, I also was told to watch What the Health on Netflix.
Now, before you sigh and get annoyed at these documentary pushers, you need to understand the situation I was already in.
I ate maybe a small handful amount of beef. Iāve suffered with severe constipation and just general digestive issues all my life. I had to take stool softeners daily as a child.
So after I was in so much pain that I thought I might actually be dying from what felt like my intestines being ripped open, I watched this one documentary on the dangers of meats and dairy and processed foods.
So I just came to a spiritual awakening in a weird way to say, I had to come to this on my own. My best friend has been vegetarian for years and has asked me to give up stuff to see if it would help my health issues. Not cure but help.
So Iām making this post simply to say that I have been off all meat and most processed foods for over a week.
I used to poop once, maybe twice a week. Uncomfortably. My whole. Life.
The past 4 days, Iāve starting pooping 2 to 3 times a day. Comfortably.
That alone is proof enough for me and I will continue to learn how to eat healthier because nothing could convince me to go back, now that I know what a healthy poop feels like.
Please, if you have been thinking you should give up junk that youāve eaten your whole life, donāt view it as a mountain you have to take on all in one trip to the store.
Start small. Figure out what you like. Donāt tell anyone what you are doing so you wonāt feel the pressure to not make a mistake.
Slowly add healthy snacks and switch out unhealthy items. Iām a very picky eater. You have to retrain your tastebuds and some stuff just takes a little getting used to. Some stuff youāll never like and thatās okay too. There are a lot of other choices to try.
Iām no expert but I know people who are. Iām asking questions and getting help. I started by picking a handful of fruits and vegetables i know i already like. I got some protein drinks and vege soup cans to hold me over along with pastas that are made from brown rice just until I figure out how to cook healthy.
So thatās my post on that. I hope you find what you need to help yourself feel better. Start small and go slow.
I legit saw someone on this site say the term "Butthurt" is ableist to people with bowel issues...š
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