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Confession #5,549
I guess me ruining my life cuz i couldn't be bothered to clarify when I possibly misread the text on the net of people I liked, maybe plays on my mind a bit and make me anxious, I confess I confess, I'm a irresponsible anxious witch
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Confession #5,548
Okay, I guess when I list out everything little mistake I ever did on accident using technology, It does make sense I have some anxiety sometimes about it, like it's dumb but nobodys perfect and one day I shall attempt to let go of being weird abot it
Confession #5,547
I got a diagnosis for hypothyroidism. I was very excited to have an answer and that it was something that could be treated easily. Finally it felt like a chance for a normal life, when i felt so sick i felt like i could die. But now my insurance won’t help. I can’t even get coverage to see a PCP. Every doctor they set me up with is someone that cant help me because they’re an ER doctor only or a specialist. The one time they got it right he turned out to be a transphobe and dropped me.
The worst part is the stress this is putting on my boyfriend. We mean the world to each other and though we’ve only been together almost five months, it really feels like hes the one im going to spend the rest of my life with. But its hard seeing me like this, hes mentally ill like me and the stress of taking care of me on top of taking care of himself is more than he’s letting on. He hates when I talk this way but I’ve never seen him cry more than when my symptoms got so bad I couldn’t work. We were both so happy that it was over but as it turns out it isn’t. I really have the worst luck. Everything I do is always like this. I didn’t sign up for this. He certainly didn’t know what he was getting into. I finally found someone who gave me peace, everything finally felt right, and now I can’t even get out of bed, and my heart won’t even beat at a normal rhythm, and im so cold.
its not in my nature to give up, so i won’t, but this is just. very unfair.
Confession #5,546
everyone says to stay positive but i’m a 16 year old in so much pain that i can’t even go to school or hang out with friends. i’ve only managed to keep one friend throughout all of this because friendships rely on putting in effort to communicate and being able to talk to/see each other. i can’t be a reliable friend and it makes me feel like a bad person. i hate that all of the plans i had as a kid were ruined. i wanted to get straight A’s and graduate early. i wanted to get a job as soon as possible. i wanted to go to some fancy college and become an author or something. i wanted to move out at 18. but instead i’m barely passing online school, i might not be able to go to college ever, i won’t be able to get a job, and i’ll probably live with my parents for the rest of my life. oh, and i’ll be in pain for every second of the rest of my life.
Hope you feel a bit better soon
Thank you so much!
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Tbh I wish I could be a mod and help you run this blog - too brain foggy to do much, but I wish I could help! You do amazing work ❤️❤️
Yeah, I’m not sure what keeps happening to new admins... Hopefully they eventually come back to me...
Question for followers/anyone out there with MS: I just had an MRI and they saw something on my brain that suggests I have MS. I have an appointment with a neurologist coming up, and I don’t know what to expect. Is she going to want to do even more damn tests? Is she going to give me a treatment plan? Obviously I’m not expecting anyone to predict the future perfectly, I just want to have a general picture of what to expect. Thanks a million!
Does anyone have any advice or feedback?
No worries! I hope you’re okay, take as much time as you need hon.
Thank you. I’m going to do the best I can to update it here and there when there isn’t pain and I’ve got some free time. So thank you everyone for bearing with me and being patient.
