and let me tell you something,
no one cares.
recently i gained a lot of weight, my health declined which put my body in a lot of stress.
and you know what is sad, my first thought was " what will people think about me since i gained weight, they will judge me so badly for not taking take care of myself" which is dumb, i am exercising, eating well for my body to feel nourished and satisfied.
My first thought should be, oh, i should go to see a doctor, my stomach is in pain, swallowed and rock hard, i need to see doctor fast.
It is sad that I put society above myself.
However, let me tell you something, yesterday I was helping at picnic in my university where i was taking care of kids. Kids don't care, they weren't talking about my body, my weight and how bad and awful i look instead they were happy that " there is a miss who is doing cool tattoos".
After that event, I have lots of fake tattoos myself, i went out with them out, some people looked at me twice before smiling, some people didn't believe in a full grown up woman having tattoos like this, someone asked me what i was doing and some people thought it was fun.
And to summon everything I wrote. No one cares, how you look, how much you weigh, your body, your skin, no one care.
yes, I gained weight, but right now my health is not good, I shouldn't be worried about what people think about me.
Let's be ourselves, my friends, let's do fun things, even if it means being 25 years old with sticker tattoos.
