#belittled

Love is not something we can shut off and on like a water tap. We don’t unlove someone overnight. But a person can certainly unlove another little by little. When you love someone who emotionally abused you over time, you begin to unlove the person bit by bit, as they chip away at your heart, piece by piece, with each uncaring word, each lie, each insensitive act, each attempt at gaslighting, until there’s no more heart to love them with. All that’s left is nothing. You nothing them.

Why do you only focus on my wrongs, for fucks sake?

All my efforts to be my best for what? For you to go put me to shame?

Do you think before you point the blame?

Can't you tell the difference between wrong and right?

Your words have me considering starting a fight.

You're lucky I have a mind with urges it resists,

Your face is something I loathe to miss.

I'd rather display a smile,

Though, the fury I feel is absolutely vile.

I hate you,

I need y'all to understand some things.

Y'alls guides aren't helpful if my adhd and dyslexia makes me unable to process them or exhausts me too much to be able to finish following the instruction

Yalls guides arent helpful if you preface them by "its easy" if the person trying to do it doesnt know what reformatting a drive is

I still have to google the cd command

Yalls guides arent helpful if i have to use the browser search function to find the sections i need

Yalls guides arent helpful if i have to use google to find the section of the guide i need

Yalls guides arent helpful if there isnt a clear link going "guide/wiki/how to" is there are instructions beyond the install instructions

Yalls guides arent helpful if your instructions are "read this other githubs guides"

Yalls guides arent helpful if you go "docker compose is easy, just do it"

Yalls guides arent helpful if youre confused why people would wanna use windows/ios

Yalls guides arent helpful if i had 2 tb that i decided to install ubuntu on and every time i try to use it my mouse doesnt work randomly suddenly and i just dont have the energy so i have 2 tb of storage made worthless because that is how much it would cost me to shift to using linux

Yalls guides arent helpful if "ive been using linux all the time and have no issues" when trying to convince new users to join

Yalls guides arent helpful if i need chatgpts help WITH EVERY SINGLE FUCKING GITHUB PROGRAM IVE TRIED TO INSTALL AND RUN

ESPECIALLY IF YOURE MAKING THE PROGRAM TO HELP PEOPLE

Yalls guides arent helpful if i have to look up reddit posts to see the solution because it isnt mentioned in the guides

YALLS GUIDES ARENT FUCKING HELPFUL!!!! BECAUSE YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE NOT YOU

and i dont fault you for it but i'm sorry i'm notcapable of switching to linux from windows IF I HAVE TO DO A FIGHT TO USE IT EVERY FUCKING TIME WHEN WINDOWS JUST WORKS

You love this and thats why its intuitive and works for you? Great

I just wanted programs to backup my precious data and manage it

Why did i have to age 20 years

Why do i have to pay in stress if it's supposed to be free