This is the second job where my physical health has been the cause of my being shouted at... Because of my Hypermobility I am sometimes slow and clumsy. This is because, 1) I have always been unsteady on my feet, it's like my brain can't quite grasp that my legs are longer than they thought, 2) because of my Hypermobility my knees are absolute shit after working overtime to keep me upright, 3) after anymore than about 2 hours of being on my feet, constantly moving, bending to work on counters that are too low for me, I end up in a looooooot of pain, like my spine is excruciating, my knees want to buckle, my ankles ache, my shoulders are heavy, it's impossible to work fast like that... and I don't know if it's my physical or mental health, but once I'm in pain and tired/hot my brain doesn't work anymore.. Maybe I should've chosen a better job where I'm not expected to be so fast, were I'm not in a hot sweaty kitchen, but this is where I've ended up, I don't want to be there... and it's fucking infuriating being called lazy and being shouted at for not understanding vague instructions, and essentially being patronised, because of my physical health. I didn't ask for this fucking disorder, I don't want to work in a kitchen, I never have. But here we fucking are, and I don't appreciate the belittlement.
