#belial devotee

maybe don't try to interact with me if you're a hateful jerk and think therians should die? I'm a therian myself and honestly it embarasses me that someone i once knew on this blog started to write hateful comments under another folk's post about it and it's funny because i know damn well what this person told me and why they're acting like that so it's just leaving a bitter taste in my mouth that they knew i was a therian when they were texting me and they apparently hid their hatred for some reason?

It's nice to be at a day in my life where my struggle is "I need a day off" and not "I need to stave off homelessness" so it's all progress in the right direction.

I did a reading with Ares today and then we watched Epic the musical. They didn't let me read the illiad in catholic school so I got to find out all the differences in the mythos in real time. I had a reading with Belial earlier and afterwords he asked to look at my sketch book. He was so nice to me I was like "what... is your motive." but legit, he just wanted to enjoy my art. What a gem.

I looked at the timeline with Lucifer on my first full posession, which was in February. Now that I'm at this level all the time that feels like lifetimes ago. I had to prioritize a peice of devotional jewlery to not hearing Lucifer's thoughts all the time. It's pretty wild. But it also feels completely normal, and I am oddly more grounded than I've been in a long time.

I'm happy and thankful to be in a position where I can dedicate my life to my craft and the craft's of my clients and friends. When I started my journey down this path, I thought Lucifer was some golden angel boy who was going to teach me to be the most serious practitioner ever. I'm so glad that's not what he became to me. We are kind of wild childs on the road, our friends hang out in our hotel room and we share weed and food with them. It feels domestic and very human at times, until it doesn't. There is some whiplash to it, but I am learning not to brace so hard.

I have become enamored by this deity and am so excited to add readings with him to my business! He gives such great advice and is often breaks up all the seriousness by being so funny. It's cool seeing how different each spirit's readings are. I do readings with Lucifer and Belial on my discord, too. They often have some enlightening disagreements between them. Perhaps it's more like, very different perspectives. I hope we get to read for you soon!

Yesterday after the divine and familial intervention to save my ass I was making a list of groceries/supplies i wanted to get and I wrote down "Offering for Belial" I was thinking of getting him candy. But when we went shopping they were out of the candy I wanted so I though to myself "hmmmm what would he want me to get him?" and then I remembered I was at target. and they have candles.

My love - it's his favorite one, he uses it the most even when we argue. 10/10

brat - i do be a brat 😤 10/10

Goddess - he says that in the most random moments. I'm sitting in my underwear eating snacks hair greasy and hes like "my goddess 😼" 7/10

Princess - i am a princess yes. 10/10

puppy - lowkey he doesnt like dogs 😒 but he likes me on a leash so. 9/10

black cat - he loves cats so that feels like a royal title in some way. 10/10

baby - he doesn't use it much. it's normal. 5/10

Remina - ☹️ what the fuck man. 1/10

child - yep I'm his baby I'm his literal child. 8/10

tarantula girl - spiders gross him out but he does call me that because im a tarantula therian so he needs to tolerate it. 10/10

milf - technically i am the mother of his many spirit children so i guess it works. 7/10

bitch - i was being a bitch yeah. 2/10 😒

daughter - he said it once when i was a bit intimidated because he was angry and he said "no daughter of mine should be afraid of me" and it felt cute and comforting. 9/10

my religion - he's flirting. he's horny. 8/10

uceja - no fucking idea what this means. might be gibberish knowing him. 4/10

woman - he's had enough of me probably. doesn't matter i like hearing it. 10/10

little girl - oh he's mocking me. 1/10

dog - I'm probably being agressive rn. 2/10

wife - we're not even married officially yet he just calls me that because he's possessive. 10/10

mine - we get it. 10/10

"the one wearing the mark of the beast" - he said it once. what are you giving me epithets now? 9/10

poser - called me that once 😐 0/10

freak - he's lowkey impressed. 6/10

pretty girl - he's flirting. 8/10

pretty boy - when im masc it does things to me man. 9/10

beautiful - I'm just sitting here man. 8/10 because it feels embarassing

weird girl - he's right though. 10/10

chihuahua - he said i think of myself as a big werewolf because i have small dog syndrome. 2/10

devotee - yes that's me. 10/10

my favorite - he's definitely lying but whatever you say man. 7/10

my blood - i do give him my blood so yeah. 9/10

mama - usually when he talks to our children. 10/10

big girl - like when he says "youre a big girl you can do it" but also when he touches my curves you know. 6/10

good girl - oh okay. praise? depends on my mood ig. sometimes its a 5/10 and sometimes 10/10