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cooper flipping the script and shooting hank in the ass, giving lucy the power to make the decision herself on what hank’s sentence will be.

#augghhhhhh #ghoulcy #fallout #fallout spoilers

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sorry. im a puddle on the floor over phil saying they still have most of dan's old guitar hero guitars in the house they own together 😭

#what do you mEannn #like of course they do. of course.#but thats. 18 year old dans freedom and joy and happiness and of Course they still have them 🥺 keeping them safe and protected #augghhhhhh #augghhhhhhhh #dnp #c.text #dan and phil #phan

Over a thousand words that I wrote this week didn’t get saved cause I didn’t have WiFi

So uh here have a rough Sun doodle I made in my friend’s notebook while I go mourn my losses

#AUGGHHHHHH #<- sound of me screaming in anguish #MY FLIRTY FAE BOY #HE GOT DELETED!!!!!#HE WAS BEING SO BOLDDDDD #dca fandom #my art #fnaf sun #dca sun #sun #Sundrop #daycare attendant #doodle

I love reading ur yami grappling with atem stuff, but after like five hours of research and a dusty jstor account id like to think Yami would be terrifying to atems court that made it to Aaru. Yami being sort of a reincarnation via soul cleansing torture-amnesia isn’t that hard to get over from a modern more global perspective where different reincarnation cycles, ie same soul new person, are kind of a stock cultural knowledge. That type of post death change doesn’t appear to rlly be a thing for ancient Egypt, especially not for a pharaoh, meant to rule in fields ever lasting. Say Yami decides to leave the memories lost, and pursue a new life with Yugi. For fifteen years it’s wonderful, terrifying, and his. They’re turning 32. Then a remnant of the tomb keepers pulls some bullshit and he’s thrown into the middle of a grand hall (congrats on ur new melanin lmao). by all intents, Yami reads as atem, same soul and everything. But Atem was a dead child, held up like an icon of sacrifice. This is a man. A man who should be their ruler/cousin/son. But Isn’t. A new Ren sitting in his soul like patched cloth.

Also yuugis in the process of pulling some Orpheus shit but w games mad as hell in the Duat

and like- Atem is already Fucked Up in canon in that regard. His name was forgotten, erased, scratched out of every surface with care and heartache, and sure, you can inter his body with reverence and fill his tomb with the finest furniture and food and the honey he liked to pilfer in life, but you know he will never have the opportunity to delight in any of it (and you doomed him to this fate, are dooming him, the nameless pharaoh left to wander the duat because you could not save him--)

And then millennia pass. Ra passes across Aaru a million times and you grieve and forget and grieve again.

And then he's there, triumphant and happy and grieving a boy you have never met and a world you have never known. He's there among the reeds and the thing about preservation is it's meant to be eternal, to hold in stasis, but clearly something didn't keep. Something removed, something added, emptied of memories and organs and Ba and filled again, different. changed. (he writes his name absentmindedly and you don't recognize the characters, only that they come more naturally to him than the ones that rest around his neck.)

AND THEN YOU TAKE THAT AND COMPOUND IT WITH 30 YEAR OLD YAMI? A yami who never committed to seeking out his past? A yami that instead sought to live and enjoy this life? (and maybe it was cowardice at the time, but he's come to be glad for the choice) and now you have just A Different Guy, and sure! that's his face, that's his soul- or at least the shape of it, but you swear the jackals got to it for how much of it is filled in with Something-Someone Else. Gold and clay and thousands of days of memories that are not Atem's. You are restless with him, this malformed soul, ransacked and filled in. He is restless with you, pacing vibrant gardens and staring into pools of water, looking to the empty eastern sky like there is something he's waiting for. (A life you stole him from, a life he longs for. It shouldn't be possible, this second life between death and the field of reeds, and yet he was living it. and you killed him, selfishly, again. And for what? this is barely the boy you knew. perhaps not even in name.) (Is it truly his soul with swathes written over? or is it another soul that copied a few parts of his?)

and meanwhile Yugi is on a fucking warpath to Aaru he has Words for whoever fucking stole Yami give him the fuck back you BASTARDS.

#asks #yugioh #anywho im fine and chill and normal about the yami-atem-field of reeds madness #as evidenced by this #god I should talk more about them #<- head so empty #augghhhhhh #and I think I interpreted this as 'Yami pursues his memories as far as 'hey btw! you were a pharaoh!'' but doesn't do the ceremonial duel #this gets a whole bonus layer of Fucked if Yami only has the vibe of like 'I'm from egypt???? I think???' to work from #anywho anywho #yami yugi #pharaoh atem #nyxs yugioh posts

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