Voice Recording Entry:

Astral Plane Craving.

I'm voice-typing because I am a bit... I don't know. I actually don't know how to explain how I feel, but I really, really, really, really, really. Really. Really. Want to Astral Project tonight? I think I- That wasn't a question. What the heck? Why is there a question mark? Doesn't matter. But I feel as though I want to astral project. I have not entered any state that is me separating from the physical human ego. I sound like a mad scientist right now, but that's kind of one of the things I like about knowing all of this is that I feel like a crazy bitch. I've always been a bit of a crazy bitch since I was a child. I've always been the child who believed. That's the word that people use. I believe, sure. But no, I have not taken to entering the void state. If anything, only reality shift, but that's just going from one human ego to another. Unless I decide to shift to a reality where I am a completely different species and form. However, I am not interested in that because I'd rather just go into the void state. If I'm going to go into a state that is formless, you know what I mean? So, there's that. I think tonight I'm going to try to intentionally astral project. I had a situation where I'd almost accidentally astral projected and that was just, you know, the weirdest thing ever, but I'm gonna try again. And I am kind of excited. I just, I don't know, I think I need a little bit more to life right now. I need to detach from this crazy matrix and experience. The astral plane, I should say. And explore, maybe. But I know the astral plane is not private, and I know the astral plane is a concept that is pretty popular with the government. If you did not know that, now you know that. Where they are, quite literally, protecting government spaces via astral projection, so you can't be nosy or anything. Not that I'm interested in going through their shit. I could care less. If anything, it's more of like just for me. I love, love, love, love, love the idea of exploring even if I'm a scaredy cat. So, there's that. Stupid little audio journal entry. I feel like Jake's Sully right now. Talking into my laptop. And it, well, it's not a video, but you know. You can only imagine my face and voice, my dear ones. Okay. Goodnight. Lovey, lovey, lovey, lovey, love ya.

signed off, aura.

ora you bitch.

I heard astral projection can be used as a shifting method & this is the closest i’ve ever came to actually succeeding.

I tried to move, but couldn’t.

Your body chemically paralyzes itself in sleep so you won’t act out your dreams. We call it sleep paralysis, and sometimes we can wake up while still paralyzed. 

In this case, I thought, that's a bit annoying. And tried to force myself to “snap out” of by moving my limbs.

I tried once. I failed. Twice. Still couldn’t move.

Third time’s the charm—except, I still couldn’t move—but I also was moving. Just not physically.

That energy body, which is present beneath our skin, is as real and believable as the body you’re reading with right now. And as I sat up in this energy body, I felt… good, oddly enough, but I also felt like something was wrong.

My room looked like my room, of course, but my body was still tingling like fizzy soda.

I looked down.

Oh.

I'm not in my body.

I remember thinking, “Did I die?” As I was staring at my own body.

It is super yummy.

No honey, sugar, or anything.

Just plain tea.

Let's see if any Astral projection works, or any vivid lucid dreaming happens.